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About Me

i am the guy that shows the one girl his love. i am the guy who holds the ones he loves real close. i am the guy that dreams of makeing every dream come true for the one in his arms. i am the guy who stares at the stars and thinks of his future with you. i am the guy who will walk the planes of creation with nothing but you in mind. creation has nothing compared too you. because u made it seem like u have created its presence. ill kiss the air around u worship the things u leave behind. ill dance too ur name and call it pure in place and time. u r my goddess my only star that never stoped too shinethis is a song a german group sang ther name is PUR. their music has so much memory towards my mother especialy this song it goes on and on about who she was and been throught i miss her so much... some times i wonder why the most wonderfullest people have too suffer and leave... "in gedanken" well im simply me. you can consider me a simple person with alot of complication.. i care too much and am selfless i rather sacrifice my self then let others do it for me... i just think that life should be filled with hope and dreams acomplished... not too live for others how can u do good if you can't do good towards your self. it will always catch up with you.. im not a
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Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin "i saw you wander throught the distance all alone and broken with no smile. i came upto you to see why u carry those tears in your eyes. i picked a slower written to your name and handed it to thoise pale shaking hands. i stroked your cheeck and wisperd into your ears. love is hurtful i know let me show you why. and let me give u a reason not to cry. i walked her under the moonlid sky till i saw her smile i reached up too her face and stroked it one last time. and i took her home and let her sleep in my arms till she knew she had no more reason to cry."
"good bye good bye make me sing out loud let me be heard let every one know i have gone away. no more me too see walk alone. fly into the metal gliding in the air . i speed into a distant memory i have lost so long ago. drunk away with the liquet in me. write to me one last time as you say good bye good bye one last time as i stand there up side down leaving behind the things i have build so long good bye good bye let me hear you say it one more time i writte this song too say this too. breath the air of a new place in my mind laugh for me let me see your lips touch mine one last time good bye good bye one last time as i fly away in metal gliding in the air as i passed over the seas of pain inside.".. width="425" height="350" ..

My Interests

In Loving Memory...

i love to live along my dreams, pains, and hopes. sometimes these things happen. even tho it's hard to accept it. my mind feels alone. along my poetry there was no other except my 3 best friends one of them i care for the most and closer to. without them i be nothing. i would sit in a room of my own mind suffering my misery. i would have given up the first time life was twisted and let me see pain the way people could never imagen. those are my interest, my friends. i love them and are the only ones i ever call friends. poetry is my life i sit sometimes when i get my headaches and just let the pain consume me and put into art of writing. my poems might not be perfect but they show a meaning i only can show in them.

I'd like to meet:

a myspace romance is no tradegy. the one i found i shall carry on with. i saw her profile safe and sound now she loves the things she found. lost too one piece too be togheter finaly at some piece myspace has given me a dream too keep.u say my space sint a good thing i say i found love on here u might wonder how and why i say u dont wanna know just go for the fact that i did it. love you baby now all im doin is finding friends hehe need lots of people too anoy hehe i have found what i seeked and that was you

Music:

HIM - "Wicked Game"

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korn, zeromancer, HIM, the rasmus, slipknot, three days' grace, muse, lacuna coil, nightwish, alters bridge, trapt, and a lot more can't think of any names but mostly rock i hate rap but i like to get to the flow and rhyme like ther i no more naw jk

Movies:

edward scissor hands, queen of the damned, guardian of darkness, anything that has a unique character or hidden lifestyle and comedies from time to time.

Television:

spongebob cause he makes me feel smarter lol

Books:

wizards' first rule by terry goodkind. i read more but his books give u reasoning makes u think of life and how its fucked up in many ways.

Heroes:

ville valo, his music gives me reasons to find love

My Blog

subject?

you find your self facing away. why stare into the dark. when light can delute your eyes. what is in that darkness when u have no light a bigger world a larger prize to pay. you ask your self why am i...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 12:41:00 PST

something intresting heh

mind of evilThe scent of fear lingered in the air. So swiftly that he could almost taste the agony of their damnation. So far away from his waste land. He felt the tingling touch of a cold breeze, as&...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 01:21:00 PST

trials of a foolish mind

cast in a weary darkness, and choked by the scent of lavander laying heavy in the air. thru the dark shafts of light remaing in the far of distant glimmering in the tree tops that remain one last time...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 09:34:00 PST

lonely

when awoke from a lover. torn into pieces by a departure long past duewhy have i surendered my mind. too be left behind.shall i walk along and become devine.what a shrine. worship a letter of a name l...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 01:35:00 PST

thoughts of today hehe

alright i been haveing alot of thinking too do.so simply i came up with multiple things too write out loud so other people can be enlightened by my creative mind.fellowfell hmm if u say this together ...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 02:51:00 PST

while waiting

when grasp too hold. fly too the one withinwhats left too hide.sweat rolling down yourbreak it away left too breathing so hardempty no air spare me the liesthe dreams that resite thedarkensswhom i am ...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 06:19:00 PST

hehe poem

woken in a dream.breath in lightly.my sweet scent of u not beside meonce again i lay aloneknwoing u r the one.every sweet dream. i become is uthe pandomonium of yourexistance marks my willas i am crea...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 08:29:00 PST

because ill wait

scream scream scram for loveyou take away away the misery of memorys that roamed into my plane. wisper in secrets.#how much u loved in me i walked away too see see the things in methe things of u...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 06:50:00 PST

im just writting

wispers in your ear of my only fears. kisses on your forehead as i supres the smiles inside. tears of joy running down my face as i see you comeing by time by time. touch me again and again i seem too...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:46:00 PST

something dif

can you see into my eyes and speak of a clear mind,could you object when i reject,grown a fool as i used every tool.i have seen the past grown up too standalone too face the world and never knownknown...
Posted by uhh hot pocket WTF where is the meat!!!! on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:13:00 PST