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Completely heartless

misguided fool

About Me

Not your normal 19 yr old. I CAN live without my phone, I DONT go out every saturday night. I hate people who think mental illness and eating disorders are cool, there not. I smoke, Im an addict simple.I drink because it makes living easier. I do Enjoy a good laugh. I am Submissive. I am Collared. I have been discribe by everyone who knows me as a bitch and I won't deny it. I am a bitch I don't take crap from people. I am currently an amature photographer. There are things in life I wish i hadn't of done and something I wish I had of, but thats life. I enjoy my brick wall and wish people would stop trying to remove it.Hair colour- black Eye colour- brown Height- short Scars- plenty Piercings- 3 labret, nose and tongue (5 if you count my ears) Tattoos- 2 a cat with wings and the Japanese symbol for wood.

My Interests

alcohol, alice in wonderland, art, artists, asphyxiation, bad habit, ball gags, bdsm, being cock-slapped, being psychic, beingheldtogotosleep, Betty boop, billhenson, bitching, black, black and white photography, blindfolds, blood, bondage, borderline personality disorder, breath control, breathplay, brett whiteley, bruises, burning things, caffine, cigarettes, coffee, coke zero, collars, control, corsets, crying, dancing, darkness, depression, desire, dib, disturbed, doom, drinking, entertaining, eyes, family guy, fetish, fragile, garfield, gaz, gir, girl anachronism, goth, groupphotoes, handcuffs, hiding, homer simpson, hot wax, hugs, humiliation, ian sets more fires, insanity, insomnia, invader zim, jealousy curve, kink, kiss, lace, lady lazarus, letter to the lonely, life as an addict, lifehouse, lightning, love, lyrics, man ray, masochism, master/slave, mental illness, mood swings, moon, music, nature, night, nip/tuck, nude photography, nudism, obsessions, obsessive compulsive disorder, oniokay, pain, panic attacks, paranoia, patchwork of scars, photography, photos, piercings, pleading, poetry, pole dancing, power exchange, prozac, psychology, puppy girl, pustulio, rain, random stuff, rape, reading, restraints, rubber piggy, sarcasm, satire, scars, screaming, selfish thing, sepia photography, sex, sexual abuse, shoes, showers, slide, smoking, spankings, spikes, stabbing westward, stars, stewie griffin, story of o, submission, suicide, sylvia plath, tacos, tarot cards, tattoos, tears, the bell jar, the dissociatives, the dresden dolls, the loonies, the postal service, the simpsons, the used, the world is you, thoughts, thunder and lightning storms, torture, training, vampires, vodka, whips, winter, world domination.n, writing, yoga, zim

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet the artist of the past that paved the way for the artistic expression of today. Manray to learn from his darkroom techniques, Brett Whiteley to learn from his sketching techniques. Id like to meet Sylvia Plath and pick her brain or be a fly on the wall of her house while she was writing. I would benefit from meeting the Dresden dolls so I could ask them all the questions I have about their music and subjects behind certain songs. I am interested in meeting bill Henson to ask WTF how can someone produce such talented yet such fucked up work? If I could I would do an interview with Marilyn Manson because I think he has one of the most brilliant minds on this earth, I do find it a pity people dont look beyond the front he puts up.

Music:

A.F.I, art of fighting, athlete, Bic Rugua, close the door turn out the light, cradle of filth, dimmu borgir, disturbed, dresden dolls, eskimo joe, evermore, gorillaz, green day, guster, jealousy curve, kiss, lifehouse, marilyn manson, massive attack, matchbox 20, metallica, muse, orgy, oniokay, placebo, rammstein, rob thomas, stabbing westward, sway, switchblade symphony, the cure, the dissociatives, the doom song, the killers, the postal service, the used, the whitlams, the world is you, u2

Movies:

Alice in wonderland, American history X, Monty python, Rocky horror picture show, Story of o, Idle hands, Dirty dancing, Gone in 60 seconds, Girl interrupted, Prozac nation, Thirteen, Where the heart is, Ella enchanted, May, Heavenly creatures, Looking for alibrandi, Take the lead.

Television:

American dad, Blackadder, Buffy, CSI, Criminal intent, Daria, Desperate housewives, Double the fist, Family guy, Futurama, Invader zim, Medium, Monk, NCIS, Nip/tuck, Simpsons, Supernatural, SVU, The gilmore girls, Trial by jury

Books:

The Bell Jar, Tomorrow when the war began series, Checkers, Dear Miffy, The Gemini series, Accident, Vanished, The gift, Alice in wonderland, Night, Malice, The lovely bones, Anything true crime, Obsession.

Heroes:

Man Ray, Sylvia Plath, Bill Henson, Brett Whiteley, Pablo Picasso, Frida Kahlo.

My Blog

Note from Megan 26/12/06

Megan just wanted to wish you guys a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year and to let you know she no longer uses this site. Her profile will be staying up due to a request by a friend but she will not b...
Posted by Completely heartless on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 07:47:00 PST

Pathetic weeds

Since when did it become the fad to be 17 going on 19 getting in all the clubs because your over aged boyfriend is there. Seriously the last decent club I went to thankfully requested I.D so I wasnt s...
Posted by Completely heartless on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 12:33:00 PST

From Megan

Thank you for all your support guys. Hopefully when I get out I will be able to get back on the site and up and running again. Megans details are still as I stated in the post I sent you all last week...
Posted by Completely heartless on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 10:07:00 PST

A Message from Megan-Please Read

Megan is currently in hospital and would like to thank people for there well wishes. To the new people on her friends list she would like to say thanks for the add, and keep safe all. She won't be ab...
Posted by Completely heartless on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 07:55:00 PST

Pharmacy

One of my friend from work has asked me if I want to go to pharmacy this Sunday with her. I said yes now I'm freaking out because I do not own nightlife clothing in fact I have clothes for work and fo...
Posted by Completely heartless on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 10:01:00 PST

Im bored stole this from raverkitty- names

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME:(favorite fruit and current street name)Cherry Grout2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:(grandfather/grandmother on mother's side first name, favorite candy)Janita Nougat3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/G...
Posted by Completely heartless on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 09:56:00 PST

don't usually write a rhyme but hey

the emptiness of another day the mask is on, im on display my arms stopped bleeding long ago but don't you think of me as woe i will not say woe is me as in these eyes you will not see the darkest sec...
Posted by Completely heartless on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 09:08:00 PST

poem about abortion not a prolife poem

she opens her eyes gets off the bed her blood runs out cleans her child off the floor questions her motives questions her choice she will never know if she was ever right.
Posted by Completely heartless on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 12:41:00 PST