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"Madison is Dead."

Shut up and DANCE!

About Me

I'm just a little girl with too many mistake under her belt.
I live my life in the lyrics of songs i love to feel leave my lips.
Give me a microphone and i can give you shivers down your spine.
One day I'll be more then just what i have done.
I am the one star in the sky that shines just a bit brighter ...

Eric Nellis has been and always will be, the love of my life.





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My Interests

Music, movies, Hello Kitty, photography, boys with tattoos, watching nickelodeon, going to my brothers shows, going to philly, going to the beach at 530 in the morning, driving around in my van car singing at the top of my lungs, chain smoking, late night diner runs filled with silent conversations,falling asleep and never waking up, comic books, graphic novels, stories with guns and blood and peoples hearts never really being fixed, emo people and emo things.

I'd like to meet:

Ask people who don't me to well
and they'll say i'm the nicest girl you'll ever meet.
Ask people who've known me longer...
and they tell you why i have so many enemies

I met Ben Folds and fuck i even met MXPX and Kurt Halesy (all the people who have made the most impact in my life.)

I

Music:

Ben Folds, Acclaimed, Panic! at the Disco, Emery, The Hush Sound, Hope she Drowns, Saosin, Mxpx, Something Corporate, Coldplay, This Island Earth, Fall out boy, Senses Fail, Coheed and Cambria, Funeral for a Friend, The early november, GlassJAw, Madison, Socratic, Morning Calls, Riding Bikes, The Specials, Dashboard Confessionals, At the Drive-in, Sparta, The Mars Volta, UnderOATH, From First to Last, The Black Maria, The Used, Mewithoutyou, Gatsby's American Dream, Hidden in Plain View, The Polyphonic Spree, At the drive in, Thursday, Taking Back Sunday, Silverstein, Mae, Copland, a thorn for every heart, the start, Saves the day, Weezer, Muse, Anti-Flag, Moneen, Hawthorne Heights, Armor for sleep, the ataris, Keane, Elvis Costello, Tenacious D, Boys night out, Frenqueny needs a mate, Motion City Soundtrack, A Modest Promise, The letters orgonized, Bjork, Stevie Wonder, Mozart, Houston Calls, Hot Hot Heat, The Dresden Dolls, Hellogoodbye, adelphi, Acceptance, Arms of Orien, Across five aprils, the receiving end of sirens, Circa Survive, a change of pace, Daphey loves Derby, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Secret Lives of the Freemasons, Say Anything, Chiodos, Mayday Parade, Envy on the Coast, Flobots...

Movies:

Suicide Club Hedwig and The Angry Inch, Ichi The Killer, Anchorman, Donnie Darko, When a stranger calls, Napoleon, School of Rock, Still Crazy, Waking life, Requiem for a dream, Run lola run, The office (the dvd set),i heart huckabees, eternal sunshine, shaun of the dead, kill bill one and two... almost any asian or any kind of foreign movie, anything with blood and killing and pysho people with more issues then me.

Television:

My Lovely Sam Soon,Family Guy, Heroes, The Simpsons, Who's Line is it Anyway, King of the Hill, Sex in the City, South Park, Adult Swim, yeah i dont really watch that much tv....

Books:

Lord of the Flies!!!, Blankets by Craig Thompson, Pure Sunshine by Brian James, Hearing Voices by Brian Andreas, Nothing feels good: Punk Rock, teenagers, and Emo by Andy Greenwald, Criminal Macabre by Steve niles and Ben templesmith, Smack by Melvin Burgess, Cut by Patricia McCormick...

Heroes:

i still haven't found one hero to save me.

My Blog

Is this it?

immersing myself in music that never holds my attention but just enough to make me forget everything that seems to be so boring.i'm just not excited anymore.with life, love, work, music, so on and so ...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 09:39:00 PST

no reasoning behind my sadness, makes me sad.

to put it lightly, i'm having a shitty weekend.and i would love to think i had nothing to do with itwhen in the end, i had everything to do with it. but i was never given any reason to believe other w...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:59:00 PST

people want the truth but never want the scars..

so i haven't written anything here in a while.my life has been pretty boring anyway.work. see eric at the diner for like an hour. repeat.but yeah i've been stressed out lately.i guess.i honestly don't...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:32:00 PST

I like progression..............

AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhNew Chiodos song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!is amazing, bitches.:D
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 04:58:00 PST

That brand new feeling....

New CO&CA song!!!Ahh excitement! So i had to take down my new EOTC song,but for all you losers out there that don't have it already,go the fuck out there and buy their new CD "Lucy Gray"I know i'm goi...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 09:33:00 PST

EOTC + Lucy Gray= <3

I have the new Envy on the Coast CDand you don't.It's amazing, just like me.and well your not... hahaha.Ahhh!! a new cd, new music to keep me happynew happiness to go with my happy life!!!yay!!! that ...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 02:41:00 PST

I love my job and other statements.

I had to clean poop from a toilet this morning. I love my job...?ha.The new Envy on the Coast songs are amazing beyond belief.I have them on repeat at work.Work.Work.and moreWork.It's a double day for...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 12:28:00 PST

a sad day. and thats an understatment.

My best friends are moving away.The two people in my life that have been there for me for the past 3 and half years.Two people i call family.and i don't know what to say or do.so i just cry.its a mixe...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:00:00 PST

a fair warning.

i'm not going to be in a good mood this week.i'm just saying.I'm not mad or angry or upseti'm just kinda down.and i prolly won't been seen or heard from in a couple daysand then again maybe i willbut ...
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 03:14:00 PST

I can't explain it.

When it's over,i'm speechless.words that should form just stay sounds.i smile.because this has never happened before. and i love it. :)
Posted by "Madison is Dead." on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:10:00 PST