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"Love kills"

Leave me hanging from the rope from the ceiling
getting some dollar bills and snort some wicked thrills
looking for some love, but only finding some crud
wanting a last kiss, but only get someone pissed
i cut a wrist to see if it hurts
unfortunatly im to numb, and i don't feel the cut
i feel so lonely, and i feel like crying
but its not a man in todays society
i take some pills cause i just want to kill,
but it don't work cause it just dont hurt
your deep cuts are just to week for my love
your love just didn't show me any luck
i love you with ever part of my heart
you said you didn't feel it in your heart
but i guess i was wrong to see you change your heart
everyone says we guys are all alike
but us guys aren't when you say we are
i was raised to respect a woman in every situation
but i still have my father's asshole instinct
so i get cruel when love starts to stink
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 30%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||| 16%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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"Just Get Out!"

i feel so cursed
i don't want to read another verse
its so perversed!
im about to break down
just get OUT!
i'm feel so helpless
i feel so much less
then anyone has ever made me feel
just take my skin and peel
just GET OUT!!
i just feel like killin
more than i have ever been
why do you want me to start killin?
Why do you keep talkin?
those voices are just to unbearable
im just not able to deal anymore
its just so cursed
listening to your lies
JUST GET OUT!!!
am i going crazy
im falling.. i fell!
to the depths of hell?
im not going to knock on the door
if i can't get in heaven
then im not tryin anymore
By Chris Cumings

My Interests

Playing PS2, Chat online, RPG games, driving, writing thoughts, Listening to music, Hunting, camping (when i get a chance) going to the mall, reading pratically anything,
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I'd like to meet:

Linkin Park, Kevin Mitnick, and SocratesAngelina Jolie, Jenifer Love Hewit, The Rock, Sean Williams Scott, Green Day, Disturbed, Pennywise, Matchbox 20, Blink182, Bowling for Soup, Vin Diesel, Carrie-Anne Moss, Slipknot, Three days grace, The Creator of spiderman!! and whover started doing labels on people, so i can kick his ass

Tears in my eyes

i can't live my life with tears in my eyes
everytime i see you in my dreams at night
i need get over this i need to get over you
i don't know how to take it or why i keep callin myself a fool
this love is killing me, and i can't believe i said i love you
i feel like you have no clue
and you keep rubbing my heart raw
its because i feel so hurt by it all
sometimes i feel like running into a brick wall
when i start to worry bout you i want to give just you a call
my head feels like a bowling ball
it feels like its going to fall off
i just want this love to get doff
and i seem to not be able to cough it up
i just want to eat a death cup
so i can give it up, but it just won't go away
this may be a long poem, but i got alot to say
i don't want to keep going on
and bored you to hell
so heres my story and im stickin to it
till death brings us down
By Chris Cumings
Who was the first hacker? My bet is Socrates. He created this verbal virus "know thyself" -- and it replicated itself all the time! He in a way, is a mind and language hacker, and his elegant, memetic virus still infects many minds to this day.

Music:

i like all types of music, Rock, Metal, Punk, Some pop (yes i know), country, classical, techno, rap, hiphop, r&b, jazz, classic rock, hard rock, rave, ska, you name it i probally like it. my fave bands/artists are ..1 Linkin Park , ThreeDaysGrace, blink182, matchbox20, Dj sammy, Nas, DMX, Eminem, Disturbed, Greenday, Ramones, Pennywise, sugarcult, simpleplan, bowling for soup, slipknot, seether, Breaking Benjamin, System of a down, hoobastank, audioslave, evanescence, nickelback, redhotchillipeppers, soundgarden,papa roach,staind, puddle of mudd, chevelle, Queen, our lady peace,godsmack, sublime,pod,korn, Stone temple pilots, Ozzy, metallica, switchfoot, velvet revolver, 3doors down,trapt,nine days,ac/dc,creed.the calling, the ataris, new found glory, smashmouth, lifehouse, Adema, American Hi-Fi,Alien ant farm, Jimmy eat world, Bob Marley, Cold,Eve6, FooFighters,Incubus,N.E.R.D. , saliva,socialburn, sum41,Sugar Ray, All American rejects, thats all i can think of now... now my head hurts...

Movies:

The Matrix series ! Spiderman series, punisher, sin city, hackers, antitrust, rundown, The Mummy, Scorpion King... thats it for now

Television:

Titus, Family guy, futurama , simpsons, drew carery, LOONEY TUNES, Malcom in the middle, Who line is it anyways? CSI, Numb3rs , any cartoons :D such a big kid aint i ?... Macgyver, FullHouse, Fresh prince, Pimp my ride, Ripleys believe it or not, Mythbusters, Crocodile hunter, Thats all i can think of for now

Books:

C Complicated
H Happy
R Realistic
I Important
S Special
T Tasty
O Overwhelming
P Popular
H Happy
E Enjoyable
R Rounded

Heroes:

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say We fit together.
Your eyes say I'm so lucky.
Your hugs say I promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses say I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says I love you.

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My Blog

bad mood.. stressed...depressed

Im in so much of a bad mood today.. i just think im going to stay distant from people for a bit... i didn't really talk to Meridyth this morning or do anything with her pretty much i don't want to go ...
Posted by Need another reason to live on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 06:38:00 PST

69 questions

69 questions 1. Have we kissed?: 2. Do you want to?: 3. What would you like our relationship to be?: 4. Have we dated?: 5. Did you like it?: 6. Do you want to date?: 7. Are we close friends?:...
Posted by Need another reason to live on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 06:42:00 PST