Heidi

BLUCKY I DO FEEL

So it seem the gut wrenching feeling never goes away it just lingers in my soul. and every now and then it comes back to rear its ugly head. and then i feel the feeling of worthlessness and i dont fee...
Posted by Heidi on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 08:24:00 PST

can you make it all go away?

How is it that people overcome being totally betrayed how do you make it better what makes it stop hurting how can you make it all go away and be happy again? when you dont want to play house n d...
Posted by Heidi on Thu, 29 May 2008 08:17:00 PST

Sometimes you just have to know

Sometimes you have to test things you just need to know if what you think it could be is real and maybe it was and cuz you tested it its gone... things are given to you and taken away so easily and i ...
Posted by Heidi on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 05:59:00 PST

Thinking

There are 2 kinds of secrets... the ones we keep from others and the ones we keep from ourselves... I was recently talking to a friend and both agreed that some people have secrets they hate them...
Posted by Heidi on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 06:50:00 PST

SPICEY! lol pause not

So lately ive been talken to this awesome guy.... That i actually believe likes me for who he knows me to be so far anyway... A guy that actually calls when he says hes going to most of the time... A ...
Posted by Heidi on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 11:16:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Heidi on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 08:41:00 PST

Losing

Ok so im at this turning point now... ive come to the realization that maybe no one really does care... and right now is the time i need someone most and it seems like theres no one....I guess i pushe...
Posted by Heidi on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:13:00 PST

happy

Just to keep everyone up to date... its really late and im up thinking... thinking about whats going on in life in general... i really dont think i could be to much happier right now... i have no idea...
Posted by Heidi on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 10:46:00 PST

again

I feel so incomplete still and today im just so sad. i thought everything was going good but sometimes i tend to just miss stuff... i feel like im getting shoved in a corner by myself again... and bei...
Posted by Heidi on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 06:13:00 PST

next move

They say everything happens for a reason.... But there are somethings in life that you know you dont deserve and the last thing you want to to when you get these things is give them up... you want to ...
Posted by Heidi on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 08:14:00 PST