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...Im Just Waiting..

Because God is Writing my LOVE STORY

About Me

I serve Jesus Christ, First and foremost. Yeah..call me a freak or what not I really don't care because you don't define who I am. My identity is in Jesus Christ. And I'm not perfect. I make a lot of mistakes...I've realized that everything really is trivial outside of Him..because if everything I have/ had was taken...what would I have left...I would have Him. I live my life different...and that's ok. People may think I don't have fun...but that's because the things I do don't make sense to them, but they bring me me complete joy and satisfaction. There are times when I begin to fill myself with things..that I think will please me...and are for my own gain..but I find.the more I unsatisfied I become...and I will always will be wanting be more...looking for something to satiate me. I know that no matter what I'm doing as long as I'm doing what God wants me..and I'm living for Him...I know I will be blessed...and be SATISFIED..beyond what the world can ever offer me....I've experienced God's Joy and have tasted the things of this World...and there is no comparison...I'm ashamed....to say that there have been times..where I have backed down from my faith..and just try to blend..in...and belittle my faith and act like is not that big of Deal...How wrong I have..been...In times..where I should of stood strong I backed down..but from now on...I'm standing strong....So...though...I may be mocked...I find far worth it for the sake of knowing God.."Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven" Matthew 5:10.

But other than that...I'm 19 and I graduated SCS. I'm A UNITED STATES MARINE! I'm currently stationed in NAS Lemoore in Lemoore California.this is my permanent duty station i'm at VFA-125 the raiders..it kind of sucks here but i got a car..and i'm going to experience as much i can in life over here...go to places like yosemite..camping fishing whatever the mood is..just the beauty of God's creation....because there isn't much else where i'm at..haaha.yeah but I try to make the most of everything. . I really like food.....and random adventures...I love chilling at starbucks pretending to be all cool....and all that jazz... now that I'm a Marine I'll be able to experience more adventures and travel...and not just my old foolish random "adventures"..that I use to have but I have no shame..because it's all about living life to the fullest....and I use to work at white castle and is definitely one of the most interesting/weird experiences I have had in my life..and I have fun with all my spanish peoples...ahh the stories..locked in freezers,fairs,microwaves blowing up.heh..but yeah..just a little about me. "PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVING THE BODY ! It's so funny....I read through this thing all the time..and I say to myself wow what a loser....but I don't change..it...and it is out dated...
I AM 65% EMO! Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater. Take the EMO test at Fuali.com
You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.
Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes


What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
You Have A Type A- Personality
A- You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds Do You Have a Type A Personality?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Rebekah
Birthday: April 8th
Birthplace: St. Charles Hospital
Current Location: Dix Hills
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5 ft 6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: German,British,Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: psychotic tendencies
Your Fears: the purple hair stalker
Your Perfect Pizza: Ham and Pineapple + Pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: walk a lot..more
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha
Thoughts First Waking Up: got to get up...got to go to workr school
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes...or my latino booty..lol
Your Bedtime: whenever I feel like it..
Your Most Missed Memory: London...and White Castle Adventures
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: psh don't care
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: it slips
Do you Sing: heck yes
Do you Shower Daily: yeah
Have you Been in Love: no~
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you believe in yourself: yea
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: sure
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: yes flute and my vocal chords
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yolaine's food...and soda...from bk
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: I don't care
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Marine
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany, England
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: don't care
Favourite Hair Color: brunette...I'm not to particular
Short or Long Hair: well I like running my fingers through hair
Height: taller...same height not shorter
Weight: average
Best Clothing Style: I don't really care not too extreme on either end
Number of Drugs I have taken: .shh..ddont talk about that lol
Number of CDs I own: I don't know too many to count
Number of Piercings: one in each ear
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: why look back at things I can't change..it all happened for a reason
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Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

My Interests

Singing, taking long walks and taking interesting black and white photos while I'm on them. I enjoy doing psychotic videos of my random adventures with my friends.... I like to sing and dance on top of my roof. Maybe one day I'll hold a concert up there and one night will be worship night and we'll break out the guitars :-). I love German and civil war history it is very interesting to study. Oh and I love California.........and I want to go there and relax by the shore and watch the sun set....hangin out with my white castle and our random amazing adventures are always pretty much the bestest..I'm busy with a lot of things but make the most of the small things I do have....so be honored to be a part of them...Oh and I like boxing..it helps me get my anger out.. ;-). And lets not forget the fact that I have secret talents as a belly dancer. In fact I just love to dance. Its good exercise. In general I love different cultures..I have a thing for Indian movies. I want to learn all these languages..etc. I guess I should of been a linguist...but that's not gonna happen.
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Music:

There is alot I probably will be missing something....but I like a wide variety so here we go: Further Seems Forever,Dead Poetic, Cool Hand Luke,Yellowcard,Coldplay,Switchfoot,Juliana Theory, April Sixth, 1000 Foot Krutch,Chris Rice,Chevelle,Beatles,Beach Boys,Linkin Park,Mae,Brandston,Moment in Grace,SSGT Martins, Simple Plan, Mozart,Beethoven,Tchaichovsky, Dc Talk, K-Max,Chris Tomlin,StAcie Orrico,Jaci Velasquez,SleepBellumSonno,Edison,Underoath,Zoegirl,Copeland ,Jars of Clay, All American Rejects, The Pale Pacific, Jimmy Eat World, Anberlin, Emery,eidolon rising, The Rocket Summer, Dashboard Confessional...etc......

Movies:

Lord of the Rings,It's a Wonderful Life, Gone with the Wind, We Were Soldiers, Bride and Prejudice,Dil ka Rishta, Mohhabetein, 1776, Gettysburg, Gods and General and much more that I enjoy mucho......I especially love Christmas movies....even better random and psychotic home made movies
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Television:

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Books:

Gone with the Wind! I must say is the bestest...becuz I'm pretty much the most retro hopeless romantic you'll ever know..lol
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Your Name
Superhero Name The Mexican
Super Power Ghetto Booty
Enemy The Ex-Girlfriend
Mode Of Transportation City Bus
Weapon Wire Hanger

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Heroes:

Jesus is my Hero

My Blog

the downfalls of a Hopeless ROMANTIC

Longing for touch..but the painful reminder...that it's gone..comes to mind. I find myself in a state of denial...where I can't really believe that its over..Doing my best to stay strong..but  on...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 08:59:00 PST

lying in the back seat with music turned loud..

things always have a way.....to get harder......ugh...money...problems.... and the reminder that people can't ever be trusted.......where I give my self..and help others...but there is NEVER anyone to...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 01:28:00 PST

This is My doing...Peace in the storm

 HERE> Streams In The Desert - Feb 1 "This is my doing." 1 Kings 12 :24 My child, I have a message for you today. Let me whisper it in your ear so any storm clouds that may arise will shine with...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 07:36:00 PST

Perfect LOVE

But Perfect Love Drives out Fear .....spending time reading Do you think I'm beautiful again.....I needed it. Just reminders of what I already know but have been ignoring... so i'll be guarding my hea...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 06:04:00 PST

Driving aimlessly missing YOU

uggghh...I need to see people...particularly one person...or two actually. I just drive around aimlessly because I can't go to the stores I want to because they are packed out and I don't feel like de...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 05:32:00 PST

Love PEace and CHicken Grease

SO I'm heading to MCT today...have a flight tonight..anyways...recruiter assistance was fun...some good times....this past thursday night....applebees..then going to this literal country club on karao...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 06:26:00 PST

Prom Dresses...and Machine Guns

Never..will I do things the easy way...it would be completely not me to do that. haha..so two days ago, friday, was the formal...I looked pretty good I must say..ook I was hot..and thats it.. I p...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 09:29:00 PST

IT IS FINISHED....at White Castle.

Its over...today was my last day working at white castle. I retired. It was a good last day. I worked the fry unit & cleaned. Twas bittersweet..oo..man all the memories made the good and bad ...th...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:13:00 PST

Lovesong for the Loveless..

Hahah...the beginning of this day really sucked no doubt about it....I was emo and crap and tried to be cheery...I wasn't really looking forward to work...but work of course was what turned my day aro...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:35:00 PST

Oorah

oorah...so endless adventures...at usmc rss smithtown. Today we didn't "technically" have a poolee meeting because of the blizzard coming...but ssgt martins and sgt tames poolees showed up because we ...
Posted by ...Im Just Waiting.. on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 07:21:00 PST