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gwen*a*doll

why can you not see the prize infront of you?

About Me

i love with my whole heart. if you are a trusted friend, i am loyal to a fault. my mind spin way too much and i over think everything... to the point of madness. .i do, however, have a difficult time trusting peoples words, because their actions and words do not always match up.
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My Interests

enjoying life by allowing myself to be me in no matter what i may choose to participate in. i love to experience life in every shape and form not matter how painful or rewarding.

I'd like to meet:

people who are happy with themselves and take the time to enjoy life and what it brings. people who are inspired and inspiring...
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Music:

i love all music and i have not found any one style of music that i do not like.... no no take that back .... do not like country..... but do like rock-a-billy.
i currently am listening to goth, industrial, electonica and 80s and some hiphop.

Movies:

action... kickass..movies, sci-fi, horror and enjoy anime as well. i especially enjoy it if it is free!

Television:

anything random and senseless... which most of tv is. however, i very rarely indulge.

Books:

<death note

Heroes:

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My Blog

old habits die hard

change is hard. change is lonely. i am trying to get out into new circles of people, however i still find myself at a lose for words. how to start conversations , find a common ground. it sucks to be...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 07:58:00 PST

the toughest

things about this break up is how much i miss seeing the kids everyday.luckily their mom is one of my best friends...still i miss them.
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Sat, 31 May 2008 03:24:00 PST

Just what the doctor ordered!

Went down to the casinos with some friends from work.So much fun! i really need to have an adventure, branch out of my comfort zone, and just enjoy the experience. I really need to laugh and get out o...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Mon, 19 May 2008 03:55:00 PST

nothing right

must be one of those days or maybe weeks....guess i could kinda figure one of those years however i am hoping this feeling does not linger on for a year. i am having trouble feeling i am doing anythin...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Fri, 16 May 2008 04:11:00 PST

ok stopped watching crime scene shit

Love is only for the pretty people in the movies. my bitterness has over taken me. maybe that is why i usually only watch the stupid crime scenes drama. no reality tv. watching how a tv program about ...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:15:00 PST

yesterday

Loved my day yesterday! I overwhelmingly upacked a few boxes and took lou to the dog park and had lunch outside with a good friend. It made me very happy and i cannot wait 'til it is warm all the ti...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 10:24:00 PST

pain is weakness leaving the body

this was told to me told to me today. i feel it very relevate to my life right now.  emotionally and physically after that work out at king fu. as much as everything is so difficult to handle in ...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:54:00 PST

extractions

this is definately the hardest part. going room to room extracting anything was was yours or any part of you out of a house..a home that you no longer belong in. making it as though you were never the...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 09:45:00 PST

Change

I have always found change so easy to handle when it is happening to me.Now that "I" am making the change happen , i am struggling with it. it is so scary. i have turned my world upside down from a ...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 10:18:00 PST

eye twitch

Apartment hunting has got me so stressed out. everytime i think i find someplace, something happens and it is not the right place. It has been a few years since i have had a space to really call my ow...
Posted by gwen*a*doll on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 03:04:00 PST