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Jennifer Esteban

Sticks and stones may break my bones...but words will never hurt me.

About Me



I only give out my msn and aim to real friends. Do not apply if we do not know eachother. Thank you!

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My Photography

My Interests

Photography, art, philosophy, books, industrial music, technology, aesthetics, color theory, theories, astrology, chinese horoscope, paganism, taoism, anarcho-communist, anti-capitalism, gothic, victorian, cyberpunk, lolita, naoto, photoshop, anarchy, piercings, pain, S&M, fetishes, das bunker, kissing, cuddling, rings, ancient egypt, bast, root words, vocabulary words, bondage, Monopoly, Dance Dance Revolution, film-photography, cinematography, night, dark, the dead, risks, testing limits, chinese astrology, immortality, surrealism, ancient egypt, sewing,

I'd like to meet:



"a good friend is someone you just click with right away. Someone you can sit down next to say nothing at all and feel like you just had the best conversation of your life." -Josh Smith (written to me April 6, 2005)

Heres pics from my phone of where I've been...

"oh yeah. and i've decided that if you're a boy you're a waste of time. but don't take this personally, in fact... prove me wrong.love me." -[Psyche]

Music:

In no special order: Our Lady Peace, Clan of Xymox, Garbage, Suicide Commando, Placebo, Marcy Playground, Bjork, Hole, Celsium 137, Wumpscut, Hocico, Combichrist, Sneaker Pimps, Portishead, Assemblage 23, Psyclone nine, Seabound, Razed in Black, Beborn Beton, Iris, Die Form, Lamb, Covenant, Backandtotheleft, God Module, Leather Strip, Apoptygma Berzerk, Einsturzende Neubauten, Funker Vogt, VNV Nation, Neurotic Fish, Wolfsheim, Blutengel

Movies:

The Labyrinth * Beetlejuice * Edward Scissorhands * Neverending Story * The Matrix * V for Vendetta * Forest Gump * Closer * Gia * Girl Interrupted * The Crow * The Dinner Game (french)* He loves me, he Loves me not * Pan's Labyrinth * Perfume * Legend * Lemony Snicket's, A Series of Unfortunate Events * Alice in Wonderland * Topper * Mary Poppins *

Television:

Family Guy * Seinfeld * Simpsons * Malcom in the Middle

Books:

text books * history/philosophy/art/critical thinking/short essays/self-help/how-to/manuals/art collection

Heroes:

My Friends!!!

My Blog

No more, I'm way too bored...

Cant stop, they come inside.Won't be, wont stay alive.By my rules, I don't abide,Inside, I won't surviveMy mommy said STOP.My daddy said NO.My mommy and my daddywant me to please be,the Itty Bitty, li...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Wed, 23 May 2007 02:46:00 PST

Catch Her Now

how long she keep a smile?She'll quit to resist the trials.Being sure is not for her..All the time she cries these tears, And there is nothing left to do,If you had only been sincere.If she can ever b...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Wed, 09 May 2007 10:50:00 PST

It hurts too much to be this girl

I wrote this a little while ago but I reread it and I still like it, so I'm putting it out to share with people who know how to read   ;)Followed, I went, I walked. I obeyed. I went through.I cr...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:44:00 PST

Dope show stars through shiny new eyes

I knew the stories and I knew the lies but now its my stubborness and my wings that push me down. I entered the new realm, its all pretty and glitter yet rotting like their teeth. I rarely leave this...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 12:21:00 PST

I am not a slut

It has been brought to my attention that people might have a different view of me than I thought. After talking with one of my friends, I asked "Why do you and my ex think I'm a slut? Why do you both...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 04:20:00 PST

Boys suck!

I think I'm giving up wanting boys. I'm going asexual for as long as I need to. I don't need them anyways. I could make a huge list of why they suck. I wont. Everyone knows. I dont want to date becau...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:35:00 PST

Barack Obama - President for 2008

So the reason I've never been into politics is not just because I don't like debating sides (everyone I encounter is arrogant and stubborn) but also because its a dead issue... I've always felt there...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 04:20:00 PST

about to let go

I've been here before and I don't think I can take this road again. If life keeps going in this flow, I think I'm going to have to take the other way. I'll say goodbye and be on my own. But I can't do...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 03:50:00 PST

Girl under the stairs

Shes been there before. Under the stairs, there is no light. They treat her like an animal. Shes in the dark, shes trembling all alone. She wants to reach out for someone to save her but they hit her...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:41:00 PST

Scar tissue is together with love, with this I must say...

I don't know what to say, you can have it one way. Was it allright, was it allright that she lost her way? Was it okay, no it wasn't okay that you lost your way. Back to that night she saw that you tr...
Posted by Jennifer Esteban on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:04:00 PST