Livi

I love: Eric ( the golf); decent cars; people who have taste in cars; people who are passionate; being politically incorrect; satire; books which can make me cry (wuthering heights-prime example); getting angry about little things; getting giggly after drinking wine; drinking wine ( and indeed cider, lager, gin ....); the way my friends are so amazing they can always make things seem better; pirates; joking about Nazis; music which evokes emotion; seeing live bands; Ian Hislop (the future name of mine n pauls hamster!); house parties; getting high; coffee; not having to pay an extortionate amount for coffee!; cups of tea in bed; a beautiful man in bed (yes Paul, that's you);southpark; being very slightly unhinged; the wavelenght that me and my wonderful friends are on; the waggon; Less than jake; wrapping my self up in my duvet (apparently regardless of other in bed... appologies for my Bed- Nazi alter-ego); mushrooms; chocolate; novelty slippers; dreaming about the future; girly nites in reminicing about the past (with the essential wine, food and dvd); the good aspects of my personality, and the way i can evaluate myself; the way I'm with the guy I'm meant to be with.******************************************************* **I hate: feeling weak; corsas, kas, saxos and anything vaguely similar;people who actually think its a positive thing to own said crappy cars; mazdas; people who cant drive; people who say women can't drive (fuckers); women who cant drive who re-enforce this; people who think alot (and especially too much) of themselves; people who say women are inferior; girly girls; stupid people; people who don't vote cus it 'doesn't make any difference'; people who won't listen to both sides of an arguement (especially if it's mine!); bad spelling and grammar; my lack of spelling ability; people who dont tell me the truth; the way that on tv women are naked for no reason yet men never seem to be; the way i cry at nothing; the way i keep getting so scared I want to push everything away; the way that i know, depsite my angst and desire to change the world, I wont.******************************************************* ***I dream of: world domination, places where the cheapest drink is wine (good wine); being a journalist; being respected; owning an H2; owning an aston martin (and, far far more acomplishable, and old jag XJS); having an old country house; having enough time to ride; being less emotional; ultimately- being happy, content and feeling that i have a made a difference.************************************************* *********I am: a second year English Language student; impossible, insecure and over emotional, yet apparently lovable; scared of appearing weak; scared of being alone(which, for aforementioned reason pisses me off even more!); clever; trying to control my bad habit of leaving things till the last minute; in love with Paul; not very politically correct; a dreamer; a pro-hunting vegetarian who gets amused by road kill; someone who prides themself on being a good friend; fircely loyal; scared of peacock feathers; trying to eat less crappy food; when being objective- reasonably happy with myself as a person.