Cus I Want To profile picture

Cus I Want To

Death is the road to awe.

About Me


Click Here For More Pictures
Go To Your Home
Send Me A Message
Add Me To Your Favorites
View My Friends
Add Me To Your Friends
View Or Leave Me Comments
To View My Blog
To Report that My Page SUCKS
K*
My Children, Painting, Drawing, Midwifery, Honest Friends, Passion, Maynard James Keenan, Ankle-strap Shoes, Tom Waits, Jason Shawn Alexander, Single Malt Scotch, Kent Williams, Tori Amos, Giggling at Midnight, The Fountain, Odd Nerdrum, Heaven, Black Coffee, Dead Poets Society, Fine Wine, Loving Deeply, Infectious Smiles, Tulips, Chuck Palahniuk, Silence, Sushi, Massages, Arrogant Bastard Ale, John Stewart, Rhubarb Pie, Mexican Food, Anything Viennese, Peppermint, Rain, Phthalo Blue, Absorbing Theater, Poetry, Swing Music, Old Jazz, Dusty Records, Used Books, Old School Industrial, Pirates, Mardi Gras, Imagination, Blue Eyes, Heather Hills, 1939 Ford Coupes, Tattoos, Hats and Gloves, Candle Light, Galkyd, Classic Disney, Breeches ;), Expressive Art, Fuzz, The Wachau, Pregnant Bellies...


Mr. Henri
Katie
SON!
Chrissy
JSA
Mr. Waits

My Interests

I love to paint and draw and write and catch babies (as in birthed ones) for fun. Everything else is footnotes.

I'd like to meet:

I'm only interested in meeting the broken, the wounded, the odd, the insane, the stupid, the guilt-ridden, the bad and ashamed. If you've got it all together don't talk to me, cus I'm sure to piss you off. If you're a misfit, a rebel, a geek, a nerd, a dork, a burden, a failure or worse... contact me.
Because I want to crawl inside your skin and watch you breathe.
.. width="425" height="350" ..

Some Folks I Think Are Cool

TBC

Susan

Drew

August

Manda

Katie

Tiff

Cindy

Jason

Jeremy

Isaac

Chet

Nathan

Zoso

Josh

David

View All of My Friends

Music:

Tori Amos, Tool, Perfect Circle, Chevelle, Breaking Benjamin, Staind, Foo Fighters, Helmet, Queens of the Stone Age, Puscifer, NIN, Nirvana, She Wants Revenge, Social Distortion (I DO live in OC), Nitzer Ebb, Einsturzende Neubauten, Cab Calloway, Benny Goodman, Nat King Cole, Grieg... etc. etc.

Television:

The Daily Show. The Colber Report. Carlos Mencia's standup stuff. Ummmm. Yup, that's about it.

Books:

Robert Henri, The Art Spirit. A Giacometti Portrait by James Lord. The Agony and the Ecstacy by Irving Stone. Varney's. Myles'.

Heroes:

Spiderman, Batman, The Hulk, Luke Skywalker. My son's made me a believer.This layout was made by ashleyyy!

My Blog

defensiveness

Why are so many women I come in contact with so defensive around me these days? It's literally like some women think I'm out to get them and have cruel plans for their futures.But HONESTLY, I say the ...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:04:00 PST

"INTELLIGENCE is as rare as a man without self-pity"

1. Can you say the alphabet backwards?Actually, yeah. Learned to sing it as a kid.2. What was the first book you ever read without pictures?I think it was The Three Lives of Thomasina when I was like ...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 05:56:00 PST

If ever Maynard sang my anthem...

From Maynard's newest blog. You have no idea how much this IS  my last month... "Cairo, Egypt. Giza. Tummy full of butterflies. I had to pinch myself. Damn, I love my job. All the years of sti...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:45:00 PST

Idleness...

... is the devil's playground. I feel like I'm in a holding pattern. Halfway in and halfway out. Afraid to commit to the life I know I'm destined to live. Afraid of letting go of the dream of mediocri...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 12:30:00 PST

My quote for 2007

Take this one home for me brethrens..."What would you do if you weren't afraid?"Damn near knocked me on my arse when I read that off the license plate in front of me on the road this afternoon. Headin...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 09:12:00 PST

Most amazing opening paragraph I've ever read.

From Damon Denys' blog:"When she wore it, the skirt became the wrapper of a Blow-pop. Every lonely boy's tongue would tingle as she scampered by, arms straight out from the sides, her body a 5 foot 5...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 03:28:00 PST

Nativity Boobs ;)

From Heather (www.thecowgoddess.com)Hello All,I received this in my inbox a few days ago and I'm still cracking up&I can't credit it to anyone, but if you know who wrote it please let me know![This st...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 03:05:00 PST

Mud Puddles

RAWK!!  Yep. This is what we do when we're left at home alone. Who's idea was it to make me a mama anyhow? Utterly irresponsible. And after I JUST cleaned the floors too (yes, Drew knows it! hah...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 10:56:00 PST

YES

Maybe it doesn't seem like much. But. I can't write music. Kind of a digital collage. Digital art, if you will. Pull up a cup of cocoa and enjoy a string of sensation that moves this one girl to the c...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 10:51:00 PST

Again... if you haven't gone...

REVIEW: THE FOUNTAIN 07.13.06 By Devin Faraci There's a moment in the "space bubble" segment of The Fountain where I realized the tattoos on Hugh Jackman's arms...
Posted by Cus I Want To on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:29:00 PST