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About Me

It seems we yearn for everyone to understand us, and when we're asked "do tell" a blank comes to mind. Or maybe it's just me. Well, similar to my interests, I enjoy reading, writing, drawing, painting, horseback riding, animation, etc (just read that section). I can be very easy to get to know, and yet, if you pay attention, you'll realize you don't know me at all. I suppose I have many layers. Maybe it's a bad thing, or maybe it's good. If you learn one thing about me, everything else will fall into place. That is, I am simply not satisfied with this life. I want more, I constantly want more. I want to do more, I want to see more, I want to learn more, I want to be more. I wish there were more. Thus, I have an expansive imagination which is constantly in overdrive. If you're talking to me, chances are one of two things is happening-- either I am hanging on your every word, or I am not even on the same plane of existence as you. I love the outdoors, though. I have a spot--and I won't tell you where because you are not special yet--that I go to all the time to think, to dream, to be myself. There's not a soul around for miles and miles. There are trees and a lake, the sun and sometimes the moon, but always the stars. It's my own little place. Sometimes I'll stay there all weekend. I once thought about staying there forever and not coming back, but I realized we can't always be comfortable. We have to face the world. I would love to move to Japan. I believe the grass really is far more green and luscious in Japan. I hope that doesn't mean I'll never get to go there, though... Anyhow... this is what I mean when I say it's far too easy to get to know me, and then realize you don't know me at all. Because I promise you... you don't know me.
Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?
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My Interests

animation, videography, politics, piano, drawing, deep and fulfilling conversations, horseback riding, reading, writing, photography, scary movies, people that say really funny things, long, steamy hot baths, chocolate milk, tai chi, rock climbing, camping, getting lost in the woods, gardening, mowing the lawn, cutting down trees, digging in the dirt, fishing, laying down in the middle of a large field, doing something special and years later remembering what it was like, fantasy, philosophy, and that part of my mind that no one will ever understand.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet everyone.

Music:

Yoko Kanno, New Japan Symphonic Orchestra, Brooklyn Philharmonic Orchestra, Ragnarok Intro, Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra, Ilaria Graziano, Mamiko Noko, Takanashi Yasuharu, Kare Kano, Macross Plus, Shiny Toy Guns, AUTUMN TO ASHES, chiodos, protest the hero, clap your hands say yeah, I am Ghost, Yellowcard, Breaking Benjamin, Morcheeba, Portishead, Bjork, Thursday, Further Seems Forever, Rammstein, Sinister Influence, System of a Down, Abandoned Pools, The Get-Up Kids, 2sj, Evergreen Terrace, Joydrop, Reliant K, The Starting Line, Ben Folds Five, Swollen Members, Filter, Seether, Adiemus, Shane Barnard, Cool Hand Luke, Counting Crows, Cranberries, Braid, Phish, Tenacious D, Dismemberment Plan, Hopesfall, Jennifer Paige (there's a story, she's not that great), NOFX, MXPX, Fountains of Wayne, Paul Oakenfold, The Requiem For a Dream Soundtrack, The Calling, The Crimea, Snow Patrol

Movies:

American Beauty, Donnie Darko, CareBears to the Rescue, CareBears Bedtime Stories, Vanilla Sky, Requiem For a Dream, Taxi Driver, The Game, The Lion King, The Butterfly Effect, Se7en, Stigmata, 300!!!!, Happy Feet, 32,

Television:

Foster's home for Imaginary Friends, Adult Swim, Full-Metal, Inu-Yasha, Fox News, Boy Meets World

Books:

The Bible, A Wrinkle in Time, The Black Tulip, The Old Man and The Sea, The Giver, Their Eyes Were Watching God, The Stranger, The Picture of Dorian Grey, Of Mice and Men, One Foot in Eden, Pay It Forward, House of a Thousand Lanterns, The Great Gatsby, All My Sons, Slaugherhouse V, and, haha, Calvin and Hobbes, In the Forest, The Lime Twig, Uncle Wiggily's Story Book!

Heroes:

He's not necessarily my hero. I hope he is one day though... But he is a goal of mine.. This is for him...

My Blog

his stand alone complex

How many of these are the broken hearts?Their laughter and tears melting into the cobblestone streets downtown,unnoticed and nonetheless unwarranted.These, the undeserving, the intuitively cut eyes,th...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 10:24:00 PST

SMART THINKING

..> Abortion Although most abortions are performed for birth control, they are by no means contraceptive. Abortion involves ending the life of a developing human being by a number of surgical and ...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 10:59:00 PST

Running Water Pt. VI

"Evening, Miss Madison. How are you holding up today?" I turned and saw my seventy-three year old neighbor, Mr. Kajeckish. He was a sweet old man from Kentucky who never bothered nobody. He just walke...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:58:00 PST

Running Water pt V

Maybe I should take a walk. That sounded tiring, so I dismissed the idea. But, then again. The package store was only a block and a half down the street. That sounded like a great idea. I could use a ...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 08:00:00 PST

Running Water pt IV

Bang bang bang bang bang. Door.I wonder why it's always five knocks. Why not four or six knocks? Who decided that the universal knocking of the door should consist of five knocks? I rub my eyes as I...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:31:00 PST

Running Water pt III

I checked the time again. It was only seven-twenty, and yet I felt so tired. I hadn't even done anything active, but I still felt as though I had been on my feet all day, working a job as a server at ...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 10:28:00 PST

Running Water pt II

Again, I glanced at my phone. Seven-fourteen. I looked at the ceiling. A crack ran across the middle of the ceiling with a brownish colored stain spilling out from the left of it. I had complained sev...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 04:25:00 PST

Running Water

I am not running from myself. I know you'll think that once you get to know me, but I assure you& no matter what they say, it isn't true. If I were running from myself, I would never have seen my shad...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 11:16:00 PST

11-08-04

ask any criminal and he will tell you there is no such thing as a victimless crime love is a crime with infinite victims all of whom it paralyzes with a venom of fiery infatuation, like novacaine ...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A Time to Wait, part 2

I doubt anything happened at Sables house on the weekends. She just wanted to be with me. She was one of those girls she had been talking about. Sable looked around to see if anyone was watching as s...
Posted by NEVER giving up. PERIOD. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST