Dear Jade,
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as of May 12th
Don't get your hopes up. I probably won't mean much to you. I don't mean much to anyone these days. I'm just the one whos "not good enough". The "worthless little bitch". Things arn't as perfect as I used to make them out to be, and I'm done acting like they are.
I'm sick of being told daily how "I'll never amount to anything". How I "need to try harder", "be better", even when I'm doing the best I can. I put my everything into everything, and it's never good enough.
I'm sorry for being part of your life. I'm sorry you had to put up with me. People are finally telling me how they truely feel. I understand now...I'm nothing.
"Jade, I love you!" No, you don't.
remeber it, cause you'll be screaming it later.
I want to fall in love.
There is so much more to me then what’s here. I could go on and on, and you still would know nothing about me. I’m like no one you’ve ever met before. I’m a lot deeper then you’d expect. Take the time to get to know me; you won’t regret it. I have the softest heart , which I just want to give to someone that wont break it. I don’t open up easily. I have a lot of secrets, and I keep 90% of them to myself. Just because I won’t open up to you the first minute we meet doesn’t mean that I don’t like you. And it doesn’t mean that I never will. You might have to work with me a little bit, but it’s worth the effort. I won’t stab you in the back. And I’ll always be there.
Different and odd . I know I’m not perfect, but I embrace my flaws. There are certain things in my personality I don’t like, and I’m not always confident with my looks. I can have the biggest ego , and hate myself at the same time.
Im a dork! I count the calories on everything. Thats one thing I hate about me. I always read the nutrition facts :/ Plus, I believe in horoscopes . Though, I don't research it, I check out the lucky days ever so often. Im very ticklish . Everywhere. But, I love it!:D
Trust me. I won’t break a promise – ever. Though, I will find it really hard to trust you. I try not to lie. It only hurts myself, and others. Unlike some, I don’t spend my time working on breaking down the people around me. I hate seeing people sad or angry. If I see that you’re hurting, I will do what I can to try to improve your mood. Whatever it is. Whatever you need. I will try my best. Come to me with your problems. Vent to me. I will give you my opinions, or what I would do if I was you. Though my advice may not always be the best.
I don’t eat anything with a face. Vegetarian since August 23rd 2006. It’s becoming such a trend. Taking lives should never be a trend. I am completely against all animal cruelty. Animals deserve chances to live, just like people. We hurt them for food and, to be even more selfish, for fashion. I honestly don’t know how the ones who have to slaughter the animals live with themselves. Same with gay rights and Racism. I’m a strong supporter of love , not gender. And racist people, well, there pretty pointless in my eyes.
I dance in malls. I skip through hallways. I sing in Wal-Mart. I’m loud. And I like it that way. I wear way too much make-up. And I dye and cut my hair more then anyone should. I dress the way I want. I listen to the music I want. But when it comes down to it, I’m just a little girl with a big heart .
This is me
take it or leave it.
because I wont change for you.
my friends
will - long lost brother! I love him so much! ♥
barbara - love her. like crazy!
jenny-boo - sits with me and does nothing! lol!
cassie - muh mooser! Shes adorableness
rose - DDR! your a god at it!!
sarah - she's always there.
sam k - sqweek buddy
rj - cuteness
jamal - elbows :] your muh G
gavin - *HIGHFIVE*
kaytee - Shes basically awesome, plain and simple.
alina - I can't wait till summer!