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Behind These Asian Eyes

i want a new job -_-

About Me

i ♥ music; singing; writing; my friends; my school; my family; my life men frequently walk in and out of this girls life because i'm childish, stubborn, annoying, angry, "TOO HONEST" and silly. ima wreck. one thing i've learned after 19 years is that if you don't change with the rest of the world you're gonna get left behind.

My Interests

never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriously, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just got to the record store and visit your friends.

I'd like to meet:

i like things the way they are right now.

Music:

"Let Him Fly" Ain't no talkin to this man Ain't no pretty other side Ain't no way to understand the stupid words of pride It would take an acrobat, and I already tried all that so I'm gonna let him fly Things can move at such a pace The second hand just waved goodbye You know the light has left his face But you can't recall just where or why So there was really nothing to it I just went and cut right through it I said I'm gonna let him flyThere's no mercy in a live wire No rest at all in freedom Of the choices we are given it's no choice at all The proof is in the fire You touch before it moves away But you must always know how long to stay and when to goAnd there ain't no talkin to this man He's been tryin to tell me so It took awhile to understand the beauty of just letting go Cause it would take an acrobat, I already tried all that I'm gonna let him fly I'm gonna let him fly I'm gonna let him fly

Movies:

breakfast at tiffanys, garden state, resident evil (1 & 2), ferris buellers day off, ghost world, vanilla sky, pretty in pink, the breakfast club, st. elmos fire, my girl (1 & 2), the lord of the rings series, harry potter series, star wars series (1-6), toy story, the lion king, the stewie griffin story

Television:

i watch a lot of cartoons...including arthur, sponge bob, invader zim and my fairy god parents. i also watch will and grace, friends...more cartoons like the simpsons, family guy and king of the hill. WOOT.

Heroes:

stewie griffin and john leguizamo

My Blog

not interested

i'm not interested in dating gay people. probably because i'm not gay. yeah..that might be it.
Posted by Victoria? on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:21:00 PST

boring

today was so boring at work...there were a lot of times where i just wanted to sleep. the only 'exciting' part of work was julie visitng me =| maybe i will get more visitors tomorrow =O or not. hopefu...
Posted by Victoria? on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:20:00 PST

writing/adult hood

i miss writing..just actually writing. if i TRY really hard i can get the right words out. but only on paper. so i'm working on this song that i'd like to sing at the spring concert if i join chorus. ...
Posted by Victoria? on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 11:40:00 PST

a big update.. (its public.) EDIT EDIT EDIT

today i went to my old high school with the intentions of just helping out my friend eryk who i've known for 3 years now. he told me that he had been struggling in her class. i'm going to make it a we...
Posted by Victoria? on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 06:55:00 PST

hospital

well my dad is back in the hospital because he has a lung infection AGAIN...god..my mom took him to northwestern yesterday and he was supposed to start chemotherapy but can't because he's too sick. i ...
Posted by Victoria? on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:10:00 PST

too afraid

im too afraid to let you in...so i'll just push you away instead..its too hard to trust again.
Posted by Victoria? on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:01:00 PST

i hate you dell. i hate youuuuuu *shakes fist*

lol so NOW I TRY TO LOG INTO MY MESSENGERS AND IT IMMEDIATELY SIGNS ME OUT...what the hell. i don't know. no more dells. after this one blows up im getting a new computer. SOME DAY. HOPEFULLY. if i wi...
Posted by Victoria? on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 09:11:00 PST

you [public]

you're not happy. you're really good at pretending that you are. but i can see it in your eyes.
Posted by Victoria? on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 03:50:00 PST

behind [public]

just so ya know...behind every angry woman is a STUPID man who MADE her that way.. stupid.
Posted by Victoria? on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 11:05:00 PST

things [public]

i really havent told anybody this but my dad's disease is getting worse. i think theyre getting close to saying "we don't know what to do. heres a bunch of pain killers." like his last doctor..if i we...
Posted by Victoria? on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 09:21:00 PST