brief autobiography |
Christian Díaz/India 2007
Autobiography
My mother was 17 when she became pregnant with her first child. She wasn't married. He...
Posted by es Christian on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:32:00 PST |
My first flight to California (travel narrative) |
On April 24th, hours before the city birds serenaded the dreamy twilight, I was snatched by the real world. The alarm clock wailed, until I couldn't stand it. I p...
Posted by es Christian on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 09:04:00 PST |
reason is the most naive of all superstitions. |
so yeah. last night was badass, up until we got carried away testing the neighbors patience. they called upstairs and complained. i don't blame them, really. they're good people.my dad though, he was ...
Posted by es Christian on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:29:00 PST |
just let me feel bad about this. |
god, i hate the city lights. everything looks so goddamn orange, it's sick. there was an epic thunderstorm today, as i'm sure a lot of you noticed. it reminded me of when i was a wee lad. my brothers ...
Posted by es Christian on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 12:56:00 PST |
i cannot claim to be more than a passenger |
so yeah. what am i up to these days? a lot, actually. life seems really fast. i went through that reflective anti-social bout not too long ago, but i'm alright now. i feel more confident than ever. i ...
Posted by es Christian on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 03:46:00 PST |
vague ideas |
It's not life that unsettles me, it's myself. I don't feel like I'm doing enough to help people. I feel like a part of the problem. I feel very guilty, and at the same time, plagued. Everywhere I go I...
Posted by es Christian on Wed, 30 May 2007 10:17:00 PST |
I got soul but I'm not a soldier. |
So it turns out that the most immediate change I need in my life is also the most essential. No shit. I guess I have yet to come to terms with life. I'm still shocked that this is it.You're alive Chri...
Posted by es Christian on Wed, 16 May 2007 11:37:00 PST |
If it's true, what can be done? |
I just woke up. Got back from California. It went well. So well, that I've been accepted. Mwaha. The shuttle ride was the best. I love long drives. I can still feel myself hanging from the tail, bou...
Posted by es Christian on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 02:55:00 PST |
Come pollinate me, hey! Hey hey hey. |
It's sunday. I'm feeling an orgasmic sense of vertigo soothing my skin, as if I was spread out under an early summer rain.It's nice. Just kind of being. I'm reading Vonnegut. Galapagos, to be exact. S...
Posted by es Christian on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 09:33:00 PST |
We all know who we want to be. |
Man.. I'm tired, but I can't sleep. I've been such a loner this week. Haven't talked or hung out with anyone other than Eduardo. But that don't count, he's my brotha from anotha fotha. I've been feeli...
Posted by es Christian on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:57:00 PST |
