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I hate this place

The boy who walks through this poem....is the man who writes it: this page too is a ramble in the ni

About Me

I am a married man with a beautiful wife and daughter. I know another child is on the way. We both hope, and think that it is going to be a boy. I would love a son. I love the idea of seeing my wife go through all that horrible pain and suffering, not for that fact, but for the look on her face when the baby is born. Talk about the widest swarth of human emotions that can happen at once...I don't say that lightly either.But that really wasn't too much about me was it?I like lot's of things, but mainly I can never really settle on something for too long. I don't know if this is some pre-existing thing like A.D.D. ( which I supposedly have ) or if that is just part of the human condition. I just don't know. I am very indecisive. I don't like to be judged for anything and mainly because of this fear I keep to myself. Although I tend to open up more once I get to know those I am in contact with. Then I can get downright goofy and crazy/weird..however you may view it :PI like laying in bed with someone and waking up next to them, even if they don't think I do. I miss my wife, mostly at the weirdest times when I am closest to her. I missinterpret a lot of things people say and do towards me. I have a very odd mind. I like it though............. o.O :) I just found out this news...
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My Interests

playing stupid games online every once in awhile, graphic design, playing music, watching my daughter play and smile, reading, thinking, messing up my relationship with my wife by being an idiot, drinking non conformist beer, watching things...vague

I'd like to meet:

No one interests me at this moment that I haven't already met. Most of the people that I would like to meet seem to be dead.

Music:

you name it I like it



Movies:

Waking Lifewe are the authors...

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other than that I pretty much watch anything, but don't like what I see..distraction really

Television:

no tv...yes it's lame to a point..but when did it become cool to sell you mind to someone?

Books:

The Good Book, all Herman Hesse novels, Atlas Shrugged, anything by or about Carl G. Jung, buddhist logic, taoist logic, really stupid fiction at times...more for a distraction

ANYTHING by Octavio Paz..very passionate

Heroes:

regular people who have the heart to stand up for what they believe in...usually no names, nor faces
or

myself :)