my name is ceejay. i'm 23. i've lived my life to what i've considered to be it's fullest to this point. i've been close to breaking down and not knowing what to do, but i'm still here. i love people in my life to a point where i sometimes drive them out of it, unknowingly. i've lost best friends, boyfriends and anything and everything in between, but i've realized everything works out the way HE plans for it to be. i've examined my life, and have come to the realization that the more important people that have come in and out of it have made such an impact on me and who i've become... so love me, hate me, i give you my sincerest thanks. i may lose something important but i do gain something far more important. i'll hold a grudge but, i'll eventually forgive and forget.. that's life and then you die. i've got what you can consider an extremely bi-polar relationship with LiFE.. i love my life, but i'm also sick of it.. "jesus where for art thou?" hahathe church and the choir keeps me sane, inspired and going. i may be imperfect, but who are YOU to judge ME?my family drains me, but when they least realize it, also keep me motivatedmy friends remind me that i don't need to go through it alone, and that there is a good side to every bad side.my "boo" reminds me that i am loved and will make it.i love: sitting for hours and just talking, reminiscing and laughing it brightens up your day no matter how bad it was. i also love: chocolate, good food, my nieces, my faith, my friends, my family, teaching, most children, shopping, singing, being motivated, loving, my dreams, my boo, john legend, a good book, an amazing short nap, a great bargain, my preston and my layla, california and philly rolls, shoes, gauchos, a good hair day, relaxing, dancing, a great conversation, seeing and old friend, an unexpected compliment, package, letter, gift, texting and berto ramon.i could happily live without:being unloved, accidents, losing someone, ampalaya (bitter melon), forgetting something, unanswered questions, HATE-o-rade hahaha, dis-contentment, being broke, the thought of my debt, emptiness and the distance between US.By the way...i'm thankful for all the mess in my life cause it makes me complete. be thankful, don't worry about what you don't have, smile for all that you already have. =)The InspirerYou love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understandingWhen other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused.
