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Ashley [lives]

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About Me

I am a music note floating along the measures of time. I rise and I fall. I grow loud and quiet. I feel full and empty. People love me or they hate me. I spend most of my time listening to music, reading, attempting to write, drawing, and searching for amazing people to give me inspiration or an affirmation in or for my life. I like to be creative, learn languages, and learn to play new instruments. I also use sex to get love. Unfortunately it hasn't done me any good at all.



Tu es la vie de mon coeur et du couer de ma vie.-for my brother


You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

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My Interests

music, movies,poetry, reading, plays, concerts, outdoors, motocross, wrestling, football, softball, global affairs, global warming (because of the polar bears), and politics.


I'd like to meet:

George Orwell. Ann Rice. Mister Rogers. God. Angelina Jolie. Alex Jones. Jaquelin Carey. Anyone who doesn't believe what they tell you on tv. Anyone who lives for life. Any artist or any type. Mille morceaux de mon coeur.


Mesmerised by the glimmer in your eyes I pray for just one more night...


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Music:

The Smashing Pumpkins, Kill Hannah, Korn, Nirvana, Linkin Park, My Ruin, Tool, Nine Inch Nails,Avenged Sevenfold, Metallica, Poison, My Chemical Romance, Deftones, The Dreaming, Tech N9ne, The Becoming, Papa Roach, Breaking Benjamin, Evanesscense, Seether, Fastball, The Dreasden Dolls, and many more. I also listen to classical, celtic, and a little bit of everything else.



Almost Easy - Avenged Sevenfold
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Movies:

The Crow, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Ever After, 300, Pirates of the Carribean, Animal Farm, 1984, Remember The Titans, The Replacements, Driven, The Labrynth, Mortal Kombat, American Psycho, Shuan of the Dead, Donnie Darko, Batman Begins, Returns,Forever, X-men series, The Breakfast Club,Interview With A Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Underworld Revolution/Evolution, Blade series, Spirit, Sleeping Beauty, simply put I love movies any comedy, sci-fi, action, Disney, or romance movie I am there. Scary movies take a little motivation to go but I still watch them and love them! Documentaries are great too!



Television:

Don't really watch tv anymore but when I do I like NCIS, CSI, First 48, UFC, MXC, Crossing Jordan, Criminal Minds, Family Guy, Futurama, or anything interesting

Books:

Kushiel's Series, and other novels by Jaquelin Carey, 1984 by George Orwell, Harry Potter, Poe, The Hobbit, Ann Rice novels, I like pretty much anything fantasy, romance or mystery. TOR is my favorite publisher. Vampire books are always a win. I will also read poetry books, self help, and classic novels. I always search for banned books.



"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours." - Ayn Rand



Heroes:

Grandpa Hamp, R.I.P. may tears not fall from my face, Miss Julie Marie, Jared "Jed" Douglas Hartley R.I.P.


Mon amour ne connait aucune limite!


My Blog

Current emotions pt.1 unedited

Why can't you fucking look at me? Is it that you heart still belongs to the woman with your child in her womb?    Or is it the harmless friend with whom you spend every weekend? Di...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 10:34:00 PST

Current Emotions Pt. 3 unedited

Consequently in the end everything is the same... A good flow on greased bearings encounters dry gritty sand... slowing and slowing the bearings... making each turn harder and more painful than the la...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 11:00:00 PST

Current Emotions Pt. 2 enedited

Wasting my time trying to do what I consider right. I lay myself bare giving you everythin; money. time. love that has no rhyme. So you can take everythimg and leave me alone with only my thoughts . T...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 10:52:00 PST

My friend...

...together you have listened while I have rambled aimlessly across this public domain leaving it to my knowledge and insight to give me answers and solutions. Now once again I find you, trusty, ...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 09:01:00 PST

I found your hand....

...and you found mine. Together we'll make this life worth trying. Lying in the shadows throughout each other's pasts once again we come together...maybe it will last. Our faces together in the light ...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 09:31:00 PST

He makes breaking up easy to do....

So....As of like twenty minutes ago I was informed that I should break up with James...Interesting considering I KNEW something was odd..couldn't say what but knew there was something. My friend Andre...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 09:45:00 PST

Slippery snow days...

Ahh....I am home. It's been forever since I have willed myself to recall and write down current happenings in my life. So...without further ado...It is fucking cold! i hate the damn snow! Maybe if I c...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 05:04:00 PST

Breaking holidays....

Okay so there's been a lot of changes since my last blog. A. someone stole my Pumpkins tickets so I didn't get to see them. B. Cannot go to Chicago, lovely parents. C. I got enrolled at Cowley. D. I g...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 06:40:00 PST

Drastic changes...

Well maybe not so drastic to some but to each their own. For those of you who don't know or I haven't seen/talked to I am moving back home to live with my grandmother. I will be attending Cowley. Side...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 04:14:00 PST

Taboo-Depression....

in my short ears on this planet i have endured much. I have seen, felt, heard, tasted, and smelled things that a person especially a child should not. M ycounselors and doctor believe these factors ha...
Posted by Ashley [lives] on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:57:00 PST