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iFer

just a series of blurs, like i never occurred

About Me

i don't know anymore.dying scares me. not me dying, but everyone else. my sister is my favorite. and the other one, Olivia, made the world better. I got a pretty good big brother as well. But as for the family functional unit: ENJOY THE SILENCE. i love you natalie. You are brilliant.i don't like pretentious people or ideas. i think bush is an idiot. everyone should travel or exit their realm at some point to realize that there is more to one's selfish little life.i have lived in California, Oklahoma, and New York. i like to be in the ocean or on the sand or walking down the pier. i think children are the best kind of humans. i like to see green. Big Sur is beautiful. Cities have too many people. Desolate is much more intimate. Mastering the CA freeways is harder than the NY subways, but nothing is slower or more peaceful than driving through the plains.Next stop: Cork, Ireland.

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My Interests

Everything means nothing to me.

I'd like to meet:

someone who won't slow me down

Music:

Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, Led Zeppelin, Nine Inch Nails, The Mars Volta, Air, Imperial Teen, The Killers, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts, Blondie, VAST, at the drive-in, Incubus, New Order, A Perfect Circle, Jefferson Airplane, Audioslave, Beatles, Autolux, Beach Boys, The Cure, Dandy Warhols, Depeche Mode, The Eagles, Billy Idol, Fisherspooner, Jack Johnson, Blondie, Joplin, The Doors, Modest Mouse, and Star Madman

Movies:

On the Edge. Boondock Saints. 28 Days Later. Crash. Imaginary Heros. Requiem for a Dream. Fastimes at Ridgemont High. In America. The Good Girl. United States of Leland. The Wedding Singer. Love Actually. In Her Shoes. Bio Dome. Royal Tenenbaums. Thelma & Louise.

Television:

Nip/Tuck

Books:

the phantom tollbooth. Vanity Fair. waiting period by hubert selby Jr. anything by bret easton ellis. House of Leaves. DRUG BOOKS. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, stuff from Poe. Middlesex by Eugenides. ANNE SEXTON's POETRY. House of Sand & Fog. the biographies of whores and gold diggers, as well as gangsters and mob leaders. Also the biographies of 19th Century twisted authors, artists, and the royalty involved in scandal. faulkner is one huge freak that i love to read. TROLLOPE is WONDERFUL. Steinbeck's East of Eden. Little Women & Alice in Wonderland, as well as the Wizard of Oz Chronicles. The Giver. Their Eyes Were Watching God. The Stranger. The End of the Affair.

Heroes:

My dad.

My Blog

The Emerald Isle

Everyone is great here. It rains every 5 minutes. Everything is expensive. There hasn't been a night without a little booze.  THEY HAVE HOEGAARDEN HERE. i like cider beer. all my friends really...
Posted by iFer on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 09:39:00 PST

Retiring my Flip-Flops.

I leave tomorrow.  Nothing is organized.  I have nothing in my luggage.  My room is a wreck. I still need to say good-bye to a lot of people.  If i didn't get to see you to say goo...
Posted by iFer on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 03:13:00 PST

5 years ago...i didn't even know Claudia

  how much have YOU changed in 5 years? FIVE YEARS AGO... How old were you?: 15Where did you go to schoo...
Posted by iFer on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 12:26:00 PST

lonesome.

even the days that i socialize...
Posted by iFer on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 12:52:00 PST

real people are no less fake...

i wish i had more time to actually read some of the books in my bookshelf.  i finally opened "Sex Drugs and Coco Puffs" and it made so much sense...at least the first few pages, before i realize...
Posted by iFer on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 12:46:00 PST

dinero

mexico makes ya think....so one of those expensive jeans, sevens or hudsons or whatever....could like feed a family for a week down there. 
Posted by iFer on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 08:24:00 PST

pizza & beer VS. Purple Shorts

tonight is the sleeze ball.  i probably won't go.  they gave out free pizza and this guy there was already wasted.  he made me not want to drink ever again, for about  5 seconds, a...
Posted by iFer on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 05:30:00 PST

The Mad Ones

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but b...
Posted by iFer on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 11:39:00 PST

CALIFORNIA

why is LA only pretty after it rains?the smog will kill us all eventually, so who cares that you can't see PV somedays?  the ocean makes it all worth it i suppose.
Posted by iFer on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 01:36:00 PST

the panda

DAMN IT.  if only we didn't have such a crummy president...i could just marry amanda and have it be done with.i love you panda.  what you are. Keep me in the picture Keep me up all night...
Posted by iFer on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 11:36:00 PST