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About Me

i'm in new york right now...moving on..
I HAVE A GOAL ...and that GOAL is ALASKA!
i love music. all types. i tend to type short (incomplete) sentences and add a period to make it seem correct. just, shut up. i love movies and books. i want to make a difference in someone's life and i miss playing my drums. those two have absolutely no relation, but i doubt anyone's actually reading this so it doesn't matter. i love pretending i can play pool, because hey, there's an art to it and there's just no way in hell i'll ever figure it out. i admire various people for various reasons and actually enjoy awkward silence. i despise filler words (i.e. "like", "umm", "i mean", "you know"..) oh, i love choppers and body mod, but i hate crotch rockets...... bi-racial, multi-racial...BEAUTIFUL. i draw a mean stick figure if i do say so myself and "swear like a sailor". i should probably stop that before it really does become a nasty habit...just like teenagers discovering they can swear in their writing and feel the need to swear every fucking other damn word. i really am decent, i just hate being talked AT.
one more thing: i'm not here for your convenience.
now go make up your mind on what kind of person you think i am.

until there's a cure..
(click them!)

My Interests

music (don't assume i won't like something just because...let me listen to it first jackass), movies, reading, writing, serial killers, greasers, profiling, criminology and sleeping......how is it that i always trick myself into believing i can catch up on sleep on the weekends and never do?

I'd like to meet:

whoever (or is it whom, eh?)....i'm not picky.

Music:

nine inch nails 20 dead flower children alice in chains amduscia anthrax a perfect circle atmosphere audioslave black dahlia murder bob dylan brand new sin cake chainsuck children of bodom chimaira christ analogue collective soul common corrosion of conformity counting crows days of the new deadman holiday ditchwater dope down dry kill logic dulce liquido the elected escape from earth everything fear factory THE FRAY god forbid gravity kills handsome boy modeling school high on fire hocico ill nino imbue incubus in extremo in flames infrared jamiroquai joe cocker joe satriani john mayer killswitch engage KMFDM lords of acid lynyrd skynyrd macabre manufactura MDFMK megadeth metallica ministry mos def muse the national pantera pearl jam pete yorn puya queens of the stone age radiohead the red chord red river rjd2 roots manuva sage francis saul williams sepultura sevendust shadows fall sister machine gun slayer smashing pumpkins SOiL soilwork soul coughing soulfly soundgarden static-x superjoint ritual talib kweli tantric therapy? tool t-rex/marc bolan type o negative u2 van morrison velvet revolver vnv nation
....damn i like a lot..trust me...i'll give ANYTHING a chance.

Movies:

i think DAVID LYNCH is an amazing director...with that being said..
empire records
dazed & confused
american history x
clueless
smoke signals ...(such a great movie)
dead man walking
big daddy
mulholland drive
boondock saints
the usual suspects
a pyromaniac's love story
little nicky
clerks
mallrats
detroit rock city
lost highway
the crow
battle royale
executive decision
i am sam
twister
drop dead fred
texas chainsaw massacre
grosse pointe blank
the professional
the wedding singer
in cold blood
200 cigarettes
what's eating gilbert grape
blow
mixed nuts
blue velvet
eight crazy nights
secret window
nothing but trouble
cabin fever (genius i tell ya)
the pest
con air
the nightmare before christmas
SAW
amityville horror
the salton sea
you've got mail
the life of david gale
the lost highway
billy madison
you got served (no lie..gets me every time!)
....i love movies.

Television:

if you put it on i'll leave it on, but tv is usually background noise for me.

Books:

i generally enjoy true crime/psychology books..BUT some of my favorites are...

the bell jar the godfather tuesdays with morrie the anatomy of motive the perks of being a wallflower in cold blood
I TEND to read about criminals and serial killers, or anything non-fiction really, but a good book's a good book, regardless of genre.

Heroes:

My Mother
trent reznor
igor cavalera
and the amazing SAUL WILLIAMS

My Blog

oh, yeah.

So in addition to deleting just about everyone's number......I also rarely to never turn my phone on. And I don't sign into myspace that often. I just plan on disappearing. ...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:26:00 PST

click.click.....deleted.

So in my fit of rage last night I deleted my entire phonebook..except for like Sarah and Taryn. Haha. I'm tired of excuses.I'm finally home and I think we've hung all of twice..ma...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:18:00 PST

fingers crossed.

I hope this works out in my favor.Fingers crossed.....only Sarah will know what I'm talking about..maybe. I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE! I have to pee....
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 01:40:00 PST

haha..i procrastinate too much.

It's 9:42pm and I haven't added anything to my paper.Hmmmm.Obviously I'll get it done, I have no choice...but, clearly I take procrastinating too far. The person upstairs is playing their music ...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Fri, 11 May 2007 06:46:00 PST

blaaa.

Technically I have a 10 page paper due tomorrow.....so far I've got half a page.Yeah, I've dicked around the past several hours. I'm really tired and thinking about just going to sleep, but I fe...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Thu, 10 May 2007 09:57:00 PST

better than i expected.

I just got $128 for my books.That's actually shit considering I probably spent about $300-$400 buttttt, I know several people who walked out of there with $20-$30 and spent just as much, if not more t...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Wed, 09 May 2007 09:53:00 PST

damn damn damn!!

I don't know why it's bothering me..but it is.It shouldn't.There's absolutely no reason I should care.Except I do.Every time, it's the same thing.In other news, I'm gonna move in with Andrea.Then I ca...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Wed, 09 May 2007 08:38:00 PST

time is running out...

I keep having dreams about someone. Not entirely sure why, except they're all the same.My room is basically packed, other than what I use on a daily basis plus my library books and books I'm sel...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Wed, 09 May 2007 04:07:00 PST

mmmmmm.....milk.

There's nothing better than sitting around on a Sunday morning drinking milk from the container. I'm dead serious.I might be enjoying this more if my nose wasn't stuffy and my eyes weren't water...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Sun, 06 May 2007 08:25:00 PST

yes. ooooh yes.

I decided to go to work today, and even though I was the only one there...I only worked w/ 2 kids and essentially got paid $30 to write 4 pages of my conference paper. Yea buddy.It's almost 8pm ...
Posted by no regrets!! ...not even one. on Fri, 04 May 2007 04:51:00 PST