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About Me

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Hmm, where to begin...Grew up around the world since was an Army brat (my mother is from Okinawa, Japan and my father is a Kentucky boy, so you know the story there), only to settle in Cincinnati, Ohio at the age of 15. Hated it at first, but I must say it does grow on you. It's weird how the older I get, the more conservative I seem to become. It sucks getting old, doesn't it? Anyway, for those of you who know me, you either love me or hate me, there never seems to be a middle ground. I can be somewhat of a sarcastic bitch, but once you get to know me and you gain my trust, I think I am one of the most loyal friends you can have. Feel free to add any comments to this, since I am starting to feel ridiculous trying to describe myself. It would be great to reconnect with some old friends so give me a shout! ..

My Interests

I am mostly a homebody so I don't go out much. I like watching movies, either at home, the Esquire or Newport on the Levee. I love going to see bands play. It is so hard to get a good show in Cincinnati though, why is that? I used to love going dancing, but all the clubs I used to frequent are shut down, showing my age, huh? Otherwise you are more likely to see me at the Southgate House, The Comet, Gyspy Hut or Northside Tavern.

I'd like to meet:

Madonna, Prince, Trent Reznor, Joaquin Phoenix, etc. If I could meet someone who is dead, Sigmund Freud, he is so bizarre, but I bet the conversation would be stimulating... Oh yeah, for my hopeless romantic side, Prince Charming or at least someone who understands me, accepts me, and likes me just the way I am, flaws and all.

Music:

I love pretty much all types of music. I have my standard 80's obsessions like Madonna, Prince, the Smiths, Erasure, the Cure, Depeche Mode, etc., but then I also like punk rock like MXPX, NOFX, and No Use For A Name. Lately I am listening to Johnny Cash, the Deftones, Lily Allen, Kate Nash, Twilight Singers, Nine Inch Nails. I could go on and on...I will pretty much give any music a listen there's just too many bands for me to name them all.

Movies:

Walk the Line, the Unbearable Lightness of Being, Pride and Prejudice, Frida, Kill Bill both Volumes, Blade, the Notebook, Juno, Love Actually, and old Disney. I tend to stay in the romantic comedy genre, but every now and again I have to see a little action.

Television:

Heroes and House are ones I try not to miss. I also watch a lot of cheesy television on MTV and Vh1.

Books:

Memoirs of a Geisha is one of my favorite books. I always try to read a book before it gets turned into a movie. The books are almost always better since it's almost impossible to create what every person is visualizing because our perceptions are so different. The Devil Wears Prada and ShopGirl were great books and movies even. I read books on Buddhism, but I also like the Anita Blake Vampire Chronicles by Laurell K. Hamilton. This probably stems from my prior enjoyment of Anne Rice. I'm always reading, so let me know if there's something out there you enjoyed.

Heroes:

I don't really know about this one, hero is such a weird term. Right now I am really proud of my mother for battling breast cancer though, so I'll say her.

My Blog

What is in a name?

As Shakespeare said, "what's in a name? that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet." I have been thinking about this typically during my self analysis. I love my name and I think...
Posted by natasha on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 05:15:00 PST

Random Thoughts

Some days my mind just races, I get these random thoughts floating around in my brain that I feel compelled to write down. I guess I could talk to people about them, but sometimes it's easier to write...
Posted by natasha on Fri, 30 May 2008 07:38:00 PST

Things to Consider...

I consider myself to be an intelligent woman, which is why I get upset with myself when I make foolish decisions. I know there are those out there who feel that I am "cool and unaffected" which is so...
Posted by natasha on Sat, 10 May 2008 07:05:00 PST

Why is change so scary?

I am not a lover of change. The truth is it scares me senseless. I am a creature of habit and when I feel like I am not in control of my life, I tend to obsess, freak out, and generally over analyze e...
Posted by natasha on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:02:00 PST

Family Loss

I have never considered myself to be afraid of death because I know that eventually it will happen for all of us, but you are never really ready to deal with it when it does. My father passed away Su...
Posted by natasha on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 07:28:00 PST

I love this song...

"My therapist said not to see you no moreshe said you're like a disease without any cureshe said I'm so obsessed that I'm becoming a boreoh no..."I cannot get these lyrics out of my head these days, ...
Posted by natasha on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:34:00 PST

Rollercoaster Year

It has been one hell of a year. I have been on an emotional rollercoaster for most of the year and I have had a difficult time dealing with people seeing me be an emotional wreck. Let's just say I ha...
Posted by natasha on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 03:21:00 PST

dad

It's sad that I typically only blog when I am depressed, but that's usually when I do the most obsessive thinking about life.  Anyway, my mother finally made it to Japan to visit, but since she h...
Posted by natasha on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:42:00 PST

quick update

Well my mother came home last night. She is pretty much back to normal. She has to keep to her diet and take her medications because if she has a repeat of this last episode, her doctor is going to ...
Posted by natasha on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 05:56:00 PST

Another Crap Day

I have had a seriously crap day. My mom is in the hospital. She had another ammonia episode today; those of you who know me well know what this can entail. It's frustrating for me because the whole...
Posted by natasha on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 07:33:00 PST