*~*~*le sigh*~*~* i hate myself
I've become very saddened my life, and disappointed by the fact that everyone I have met in the past year are nothing but a bunch of fakes who will lie to get what they want, lead you on, and always end up hurting me in the end. I seek to make new bonds with people who are real, both men and women. I believe that honesty is definitely the best policy... so if you have a habit of being a lying piece of shit that uses people, you need not apply. If you are truthful, a bit odd, and humorous, we just might get along.
I'm from a small town in Indiana that no one has ever heard of. I usually don't take shit from anyone and I'm really nice until you piss me off. :D Nothing new there. I am fairly sure that I am the only person in this town like me. I am what most people would consider a "freak" or "goth". I like to wear all black, but I can occasionally be caught looking fairly normal. LOL! I'm a lot nicer than people think I will be at first glance. Especially when it comes to dating someone - he comes first and that's that. I DON'T cheat, lie, date multiple people, and believe wholeheartedly in monogamy in every sense of the word *gasp - a girl with morals*. I was once told by my most loathed ex that I have a really big heart and someone else deserved it more than he did (duh). After five years of being utterly, completely alone and walked all over by every guy since him, I'm hoping to meet that someone that will turn my life around. :) I know, my hopes are entirely too high, but a girl can dream, right?. Make no bones about it, I can and will hold a grudge for a long time if someone does something that ROYALLY pisses me off. But most of the time it's really difficult to make me that fuckin angry. :D
My absolute favorite band is HIM. I got the special internet-only edition of their last two albums in the mail three days before they were to be released in-stores in the states. That made me squee out loud! :D Due to one of my bosses being a prick, I missed the concert last October... maybe they'll come back around for another leg of the tour this year... *sigh*
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jennifer Lynn
Birthday: 16 December 1981
Birthplace: Warsaw, IN
Current Location: home, stupid
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: *dyed* red
Height: 5'10"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Scotch, Welsh, Irish & German
The Shoes You Wore Today: World Industries Devil Peepers
Your Weakness: men that show me affection, goth guys
Your Fears: being alone forever, needles, and spiders.
Your Perfect Pizza: anything without any kind of peppers or olives *yuk*
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to meet someone that won't fucking hurt me
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: dammit why can't i just die in my sleep?
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes?
Your Bedtime: usually about 2 pm - i work night shift
Your Most Missed Memory: being happy
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi or dew
McDonalds or Burger King: steak 'n shake
Single or Group Dates: dating? yur funny...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: raspberry
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: yup
Do you Swear: certainly fuckin not!
Do you Sing: when i'm drunk or no one's listening
Do you Shower Daily: duh - sometimes twice
Have you Been in Love: i think so, but it wasn't given enough time...
Do you want to go to College: i might go back, i dunno
Do you want to get Married: doubt it
Do you belive in yourself: not so much
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: not in the least
Are you a Health Freak: HA HA hell no!
Do you get along with your Parents: mom's ok, dad... not so much
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell yeah!! good sleeping weather. :P
Do you play an Instrument: i can totally rawk out the air guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: duh
In the past month have you Smoked: again, duh
In the past month have you been on Drugs: that daily little pill to prevent offspring and the occasional vicodin
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i wouldn't call it that
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: the world is my stage
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope, just ignored...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: fuck no!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no but i wish i could steal someone's heart for once
Ever been Drunk: heh. more than once (this week).
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: when i was a stupid kid
How do you want to Die: in my sleep, the sooner the better
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: financially comfortable and loved
What country would you most like to Visit: Finland, Scotland, Germany or Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter, as long as i can get lost in them
Favourite Hair Color: anything as long as not salt & pepper or balding *old guys are gross*
Short or Long Hair: whatever suits him, as long as i can run my fingers through it
Height: taller than me
Weight: healthy
Best Clothing Style: whatever works for him, as long as it's clean
Number of Drugs I have taken: i had my last dance with mary jane about 8 months ago
Number of CDs I own: way more than 100
Number of Piercings: 4 - 2 in each ear, one is 10 gauge, the other 14
Number of Tattoos: none - i'm too scurred to get one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: letting myself be used and abused over and over again by different people
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