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Tragedy en Lieu of Beauty

Turn around and see yourself inside out...

About Me

I'm 5'4"3/4 and so damned close to 5'5" I say that's my height, I have dark brown eyes, ummm....yeah, you're right; who cares?! I'm into a lot of various things, as you can see in my interests, I love people of all kinds! I don't put up with crap, I'm stubborn as hell, I'm apparantly totally loveable and cute XD (though, as I insist to anyone saying either of those; I'M METAL DAMMIT; METAL KIDS AREN'T CUTE), I'm easy to be friends with and I love meeting new people. I don't like the cold cuz I tend to shiver very easily. I hate when people try to tear down other people; I'm the person you'll always see telling someone to fuck off or deal with me instead [shoulda seen me tear into these assholes picking on my lil bro's best friend =.=], I listen to new age music [punk, hardcore and metal mostly] I'm a rare condition [I'm quite unlike most girls] cuz I love video games [RPGs mostly-but I'll play anything (and pretty decently if I do say so myself)]. One thing you might find out about me is that I love people, laughing, and having fun!! I used to tend to get clingy to certain people, people that I seem to have tons of fun with, and it really sucked when I invested all my time in that one person then they ditched out on me, but that's just how I was. I've kinda started getting more reclusive, not in a bad way. I just don't like socializing with real people as much now. Everyone I know is boring ;p
I love to live my life, I realize it may not be the greatest one out there, but its mine!![YOU CAN'T HAVE IT!! :P ] and in line with that, I can't stand being stuck at home all day doing -nothing- when I could be living it up or having fun somehow, so I'm really happy to have a computer again that keeps me in touch with the world [even if it's the Vana'diel world], even when the world is sleeping *pats her computer*.....but yeah, I'm into a lot of things so if ya wanna chat....I have msn myspace IM...add me up and ask for 'em!! ^_^
'til then, rockout!!
Last updated Music list:04/08/2008
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Explanation: Your gift is rather self
explanatory. But to clear things up, you have been
given a power that makes you extremly strong.
This is of course speaking in physical terms.
When doing good deeds the power could be used
as helping people in e.g. fights or those under
a fallen building etc. For bad purposes the
power could simply kill/beat anyone until the
gifted gets his way.
You are however, as a person, on the good side.
You are the leader type and have a tendancy to
look at the whole picture rather than details.
That could make you come off as inconsiderate,
but that's far from the truth. You can be
impulsive and aggressive but you mean no harm
with it. Sometimes it can even save you. If you
were to be in a group with others who have
super powers you would be focusing more on them
and the situation rather than yourself. So to
even it out, you can be egotistical at times,
but it's because you ignore your needs every
once in a while. You are responsible and brave
but could still be seen as reckless.
Negative aspects: Since you focus on the
team/family/group of friends you could start
thinking that they don't care about you since
they don't seem to look after you the way you
do to them. Also you could intentionally
endanger yourself (even in everyday life) when
doing descicions without thinking it through
that much. But a leader with more sense of
responsibility does not however come off as
reckless, but logical.
What Power is Compatible With You?
You are Carbuncle! Rather than attacking, you help
protect party members from taking damage.
You're always there when you're needed, and
you're a cutie to boot
What Final Fantasy summon are you?
How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say I'm always here even if you have to reach for me.
Your eyes say I'm so lucky.
Your hugs say I promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses say I am addicted to you.
Your body says Just curl up next to me.
Your heart says Je t'aime.

My Interests

First off, and foremost, I'd like to inform anyone reading this; my life is ever-changing. My profile has been created to follow my life. If you don't like that my profile seems unfinished, then kill me and close the chapter, bish.
||Listening to music, playing video games, having fun with my friends, cuddling, making out, being with people I care about, roleplaying, pretending I can draw, screwing around on my paint program, dueling with construction/safety pylons, knocking down construction signs, telling stupid people off, making fun of retards, being outside when it's pouring rain, splashing in puddles, camping, hiking, singing christmas songs when it's not christmas, singing random songs, singing in the shower, going for walks on my own, going for walks with large groups of people, going for walks with that special person, running and screaming down a suburban street, leaping from side to side of the yellow strip in the road saying "this side, that side", the 'gnomes in pajamas' experience, watching movies, "watching" movies [ ;) ], going onto Kyla's roof and not being able to get back down, writing lyrics and poetry, getting into a poetry book with a spontaneous poem, sharpie fights, making stupid noises, singing the song that never ends at the top of my lungs, having snowball fights, toboganning, crashing into fences while toboganning, laughing at people who crash into fences while toboganning, getting sunburn then complaing loudly about it, complaining loudly period, pissing off people I don't like, pissing off people I do like, thinking about the people I like when I'm not with them, going for coffee, playing games, playing Final Fantasy XI, sticking up for people, thinking about nothing in particular, thinking about the everything you can imagine, having long discussions about everything you can imagine, trying to perfect things that are already perfect, enjoying every moment, talking for hours on the phone about nothing, talking for hours on the phone about everything, finding beauty in ugly things, being with someone while finding beautiful things, holding onto my innocence...
Life. In. General.

|| Animals,photography, eyebrow piercings, lip piercings, halloween, spontaneous statements, spontaneous actions, trenchcoats, posters of things I like(panthers, bands, faeries), dead baby jokes, corny jokes, jokes nobody understands, jokes you wish you didn't understand, band shirts, cds, my discman (Faithful Silver XD), hugs+kisses (both chocolate and physical), my missing toque, fishnet, black angel wings in costumes, random phonecalls, the dinosaur trio, beautiful things, sunsets, sunrises, nature, that feeling you get when you're with someone you care about, computers, video games, forests, lakes, my home scene-aka the prairies.....

|| The hotties from the silver van, people who are different, jackasses who are nice to their friends, guys who wear makeup, people with no shame, people with too much shame (so I can taint them :P ), deep people, people with personality, people who don't care, people who care too much, people who stay true to themselves, people who I'll never meet, people who I see every day, people I can be myself with, people who don't mind my feelings towards my family, people who understand me, people who give me attention, people who care about me, intellectual people, people who read, people who watch movies, people who are open to new ideas, people who are daring, adventurous people, people with passions, people with standards in life, people with no standards in life, people who laugh, people who enjoy the simple things, people who don't stand for bullshit, people who stick up for others, people who are angels in disguise, people who aren't afraid to hug, people who like to cuddle with even friends, people who like to drink, people against drinking, people with morals, people who follow religions, people who curse religions, people who would never call themselves a skinhead, people who believe in diversity.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone and everyone!!

But if you guys have to have something Well, see section three of my interests....

I love comments, but the ones that are being left are fucking ridiculous. My profile is NOT your ad page, so stop spamming my comments with your new CD ads. All OTHER comments are appreciated. ^^
SO LEAVE THEM
Your Inner Color is Yellow
Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you.

You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one person who makes you feel safe.

Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actor. What's Your Inner Color?

Music:

oh man.....music.....this is a broad topic..lets start with a note to all--
CHECK OUT THE BANDS I HAVE ADDED TO MY FRIENDS!!!
Now, moving on.....here we go.....I love death metal, metal, hardcore, punk, rock, and more...pretty much everything with a hard beat, a good guitar, nice bass, and deep lyrics that actually mean something to me.....My fave bands are Atreyu [fave s. Demonology and Heartache, This Flesh a Tomb, The Theft, and pretty much everything from "A Death Grip On Yesterday"], Bullet For my Valentine [fave s. Tears Don't Fall, Room 409, Hit The Floor, and pretty much every song I've ever heard by them], Disturbed [fave s. Ten Thousand Fists, Deify, and Down With the Sickness], It Dies Today [fave s.Threnody for Modern Romance + Naenia], Celldweller [Tragedy + Fadeaway], but I listen to all sorts of bands, such as *Evanescence *Acid Bath *HIM *Coal Chamber *Ill Nino *Metallica[the old stuff] *Iron Maiden *Billy Talent *Static-X *Kittie *Killswitch Engage *Devil Driver *Korn *Manson *Skinny Puppy *36 Crazy Fists *Fear Factory *Into Eternity[a local legend ^_^] *Lamb of God *Mudvayne *Celldweller *Nightwish *Stonesour *Chimaira *G 'n R *Samael *Arrogant Worms (XD canadian comedic band) *With Broken Wings *Godsmack *Seether *Dope *A Short Story *Hoobastank *30 Seconds to Mars *Dark Tranquility *Shadows Fall *Soilwork *Unearth *East West *In Flames *Slipknot *Arch Enemy [o.o it's a freaking CHICK!] *Kamelot *Epica *Flaw *Nonpoint *Skindred *Bleed the Dream *Mindless Self Indulgence *Say Anything *Three Days Grace *Shiny Toy Guns *The Used *.....

......I've got more....but I'm too lazy to think of them right now :P [my apologies if I've repeated any bands!!] I also like to support the "little people",or the "underdogs"...as in.....if you have a band and you want people to hear about it....lemme know!! I may not have many powerful connections...but i can get you a crowd of interested people, or even get people to check out your cd!! once again--
CHECK OUT THE BANDS I HAVE ADDED TO MY FRIENDS!!!!

Movies:

I'm not very picky when it comes to movies.....I love most comedies and horror movies are awesome too!! .....But my all time fave movie is Princess Mononoke. It's an anime and it's so amazingly well done that you can't help but like it[unless you can't stand animes xP] but yeah, as far as movies go....i'm easy to please ^_^

Television:

I don't usually watch television.......but when I do, you know I'm either watching a good anime (like Dragonball, or Inuyasha) or a comedy...(such as Family Guy (amazing show man, just f*n 'mazin'), or something really cool... (for instance: Mindfreak) Watch the latest videos on YouTube.com .. type='text/javascript' src='http://www.youtube.com/cp/vjVQa1PpcFOd_JxqMTj64J0Cx4c9m nA1p-JXxYNQnus='..

Books:

I don't read much anymore....I used to lots [which is probably why I need glasses]....yah....its pretty much just textbooks for me....but even then I dont read much :P Some classics I recommend
~~ The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams [hilarious science-fiction, Adams is a genious!]
~~ The Wheel of Time series by Robert Jordan [a really good 12[?] book series, fantasy]
~~ Blood and Chocolate by [?]
~~ Night of the Blackbird by Heather Graham [hot trashy romance but full of mystery ;) ]
~~ Anything by Georgette Heyer [Historical Romance; never goes past a kiss, but makes your heart swoon]

~~ If I think of any more, I'll put 'em up here :)

Heroes:

I don't have any heroes....I choose to live my life based on my own values and thoughts, and nobody out there is exactly who or what I believe in....and nobody I know does things that could make them a "heroicly" awesome person in my eyes.

My Blog

Mega Uber Update time!

Wow. A million and more things have happened since I've last updated this silly thing. I don't really do myspace much anymore, obviously. Lawl. It's kinda boring me now, and the only thing I ever care...
Posted by Tragedy en Lieu of Beauty on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:08:00 PST

A Whole New World

Wow.... Toronto. I can't believe it. It's so... different. Regina really is crazy-small-town...But yeah.... kinda cool to finally be away from home. I feel so free now that I don't have my mom breat...
Posted by Tragedy en Lieu of Beauty on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 02:10:00 PST

Did you know...

Heh... Something interesting I found while I was checking sex and kissing tips ;p~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Record romancing. The current record for...
Posted by Tragedy en Lieu of Beauty on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 09:40:00 PST

Amerika

Well guys, I'm writing this 6 days before my return.  I'm going to miss it so much here.  I'm falling for an amazing guy harder than I ever could have imagined, his roommates are awesome peo...
Posted by Tragedy en Lieu of Beauty on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 11:19:00 PST

Here It Comes o.o

Well guys ^_^  I just got fired from Mr. Sub not an hour ago, and I couldn't be happier.  I think it means that I'll be getting my holiday pay and such before I leave for Delaware. Man...Thi...
Posted by Tragedy en Lieu of Beauty on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 01:12:00 PST

Dane...

"Wow" pretty much sums it up.  I'm sitting here, wiping tears from my eyes after just having read the multitudes of comments on Dane's profile.  God, I'm really going to miss that kid. ...
Posted by Tragedy en Lieu of Beauty on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST