Anthony

I like to joke and have fun, I love to hang with my friends, and I hate my family, and life ain't too good for me right now either. I'm like about to get kicked out of my house, which sucks......but yea all is good and I'm going insane....so yea...lol....I don't know why I'm happy, its starting to freak me out
My Writings: ..1:ever want to kill someone?....but you can't because that would hurt the person you love...but it gets to a point where you have to either kill them or get out of that person’s life...but how do ya do that? ya love the person ya can't just let them go, can ya? but ya know if ya don't; sooner or later they're gonna get hurt or ya might even get hurt seeing her hurt...so what do ya do?do ya leave their life or do ya stay and hope ya can control your self???????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??
..2: Caring.......is it good?........or bad?..........sometimes I wonder if I care too much......is that possiable?.......I don't know......I do know that it gets me into trouble. Even when I try to stop caring; I care more.....it's hard when you love someone so much but you can't look at them because of what they did to ya........yet you can't hate them, but you should.........or you told too, you can't.....you just can't.... when you think you've found a way to deal with it.......you find out that it will hurt the person you care for......so you can't do it......your stuck, what do ya do? can ya stand the burning in your heart? or will ya do what everyone says you should(or think your gonna) do?...How long does it take? how long will the burning last? if it doesn't stop will you crumble? or will you be strong? How can ya love someone so much but have so much anger in your heart?? Why do we do the things we do?? Why do we make friends??? Why do we love people?? (Why don’t we talk to them??) Why do we, let the only person we care for, go?? Why do we hate people?? Why are people so obnoxious?? Why do people say “I don’t have a life”?? Why to people judge others?? Why do people hate gays?? Why???? Why do we say were ok when were not?? Why don’t we tell the people that care for us what’s wrong?? Why do we lie?? Why do we think we are better than everyone else?? Why do we get pleasure from the pain of others?? Why do we think revenge is sweet?? Why do we have such confusing emotions?? Why do we label people?? Why don’t we help people in need?? Why?? Why do we think if you uneducated you stupid?? Why are people from the “hood” bad people?? Why do people say your “trying to act black”, when your just being your self?? Why do we do the things we do????????? Why?????????????????????????????