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A Girl Named Complex

I'm homesick for a place I've never been...I'm homesick for a place I'll never be

About Me

I'm always up for a good time, I love to laugh. Friends and loved ones are the center of my universe and I hold them all dear to me. I love meeting new people and making new friends, but it'll be somethin special that gets you into the 'inner circle'. I'm an avid art and music lover. I'm a movie buff, a lover of nature and as much of a hippie as I am sometimes and as much as I love the simplicity of the past, I love technology, I love that we as a species are advancing as fast as we are. I'd be ecstatic to reside on a remote island somewhere, or right in the heart of Japan. I'm a Libra at her finest! (fortunately and unfortunately I fit my sign to a T) I don't have a lot of free time outside of my family, but when I do, I love the beach, art shows, music shows, going for drinks, small talk. Things I like: Loving and being loved, sex, laughing, boys, girls, kids, nature, technology, music, all things mind expanding, camping, fashion, sunsets, dancing, being crafty and artistic, giving and getting flowers, making people smile, reminding people what it means to be special, and open minds and open hearts. Things I don't like: I'll eliminate the obvious and make a long story short, I don't like it when people are assholes. I don't like when people single out other people to intentionally hurt them. Closed minds, being bored, animal cruelty, child cruelty!, when it's too damn hot outside, and of course the ever so hated reality...money just doesn't grow on trees! MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

See my 'About Me' Section.

I'd like to meet:

The Dhali Lama , Ganesha, Saraswati, Shakti, Shiva, Krishna,Lakshmi, Jesus, Eve, Adam, Mary Magdalene,Sophia (the wife of God), Quan Yin, Buddha, Alexander "Sasha" Shulgin, Albert Hoffman, Sri Satya Sai Baba, Alex Grey, Bluetech...the list goes on...give me time.... MyGen Profile Generator

Music:

Bluetech, Boards of Canada, Portishead, Bjork, Floetry, Eryka Bahdu, Gnarles Barkley, Fischerspooner, Aphex Twin, Bob Marley, Jimi Hendrix, The Doors, The Beatles, Prince, Atmosphere, KRS One, Alicia Keys, Plaid, Beastie Boys, Beck, Mushroom Jazz, Black Eyed Peas (the old stuff), Bush, Common, Jill Scott, Digable Planets, Freezepop, The Fugees, Gorillaz, Green Day, Imogen Heap, Incubus, James Brown, Ray Charles, Janes Addiction, Jay Jay Johanson, John Legend, Joss Stone, Macy Gray, Karsh Kale, Kruder & Dorfmeister, Miss Kitten, Led Zep, Lenny Kravitz (the old stuff), London Elektricity,Mandroid, Marylin Manson, Mars Volta, Massive Attack, Mr. Scruff, NIN, Nitin Sawhney, Outkast, Peace Orchestra, Pepe Deluxe, The Pharcyde, Pink Floyd, The Postal Service, The Roots, Sade, Sage Francis, Sean Paul, M.I.A., She Wants Revenge, Sri Siva, Steve Miller Band, System of a Down, Telepopmusik, Tenacious D, Thievery Corp, Time Machine, Toadies, Tosca, Vikter Duplaix...and yes, I just went through my music collection, hence the alphabetical order. =)

Movies:

Boondoc Saints, Requiem for a Dream, Cowboy Bebop, Fight Club, Waking Life, Amelie,The Iron Monkey, Kill Bill, Finding Nemo. (I'm a cartoon freak), The Holy Mountain. (holy crap that's a good one... if you can get your hands on this!) Battle Royale, Romeo and Juliet, Fear and Loathing, Kids, Gummo, The Beach, Basket Ball Diaries, Girl Interupted, Mia, Hackers, The Red Violin, Caveman's Valentine, Sweet November (I like the idea of being free enough to live like her), The Secretary (oooohhh this is definately one that strikes a cord on my guitar o' sexdrive) The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. That one's got me good!etc. I like a lotta movies.

Television:

That 70's show, Adult Swim, Forensic Files, Law & Order yes, sadly both SVI and Criminal Intent, Nip/Tuck, Scrubs, The L Word ( I love Shane that dirty bitch), The Upsidedown Show! (Shane and David are probably the two coolest adults I've seen in quite some time!) and again, *looks around and whispers, I love the cooking network, the Discovery Channel, and the National Geographics Channel.

Books:

If Peter gets his way it'll be every damn comic book he has! I'm in the middle of Sandman and The Invisibles, both of which I like very much just haven't taken the time to finish. Kabuki was my favorite, sad that I haven't gotten my hands on more. A Million Little Pieces, wow. ::pours one out for dirty, rotten chris. That one's all for you brotha! The Beauty Trilogy, The Sleepy Rabbit... Have to give it up for the childhood favorite (saved it for my kiddies), Dreads, although it IS just a picture book, the captions from the subjects blow me away. Planning on getting all the writings of Hunter S. Thompson...soon as money starts growing on trees again. (been having a drout lately) Ethical Slut, for those of you who don't know how to proudly use your body. GET IT! The Topping Book "how to do terrible things to wonderful people" The Bottoming Book "how to get terrible things done to you by wonderful people" both are good for beginners and the pictures are too damn funny. There's plenty more...

Heroes:

My mom for teaching me to be independent, to be free, and to be proud of who I am. (now that I'm molding a life... I truly understand how hard it is)Peter...wow. I hope we meet again in the next life, and I hope we get to love each other just the same. You're amazing, and you've helped me to be a shiny little star in this great big world, thank you for helping me shine so much brighter than before. Mr. Marley for speakin the truth. Martin Luther King Jr. for having a dream.The Dhali Lama (sp?) For proving that it's ok to break the rules for a good laugh! People who can be real with themselves and others. Good mothers.... I can't thank all the good mothers who came before me enough! Thank you, Thank you for paving the way on the hardest road to travel!

My Blog

Just absolute rambling. I needed to vent.

Does growing up mean you have to grow miserable? I know so few people that have held on to that childhood amazement. So few people have retained the awe and wonder and love and purity and simple simpl...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:46:00 PST

The Day Of Change....And Technically Unemployed.

So today was my last day of employment with It's Just Lunch.... I unintentionally put in my two week notice, two weeks ago. Told my boss I was considering looking for something else, considering I was...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 08:53:00 PST

call me what you want...

I've recently felt the pull of the world.The silent cry of Mother Earth to be saved...But I've been unable to contribute my time, my mind, my body, my money or my strength.My all around support has be...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 11:29:00 PST

IS it greener on the other side?

so I had my first job interview today. yeah, yeah, you guessed it! I'm goin back to work! as much as I LOVE staying home with my karms and how I honestly feel like no one's going to do a better job th...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 09:59:00 PST

A Piece Anyone? (HAHAH me being a nasty bitch. )

See honey, it's all part of the gameYou caught his eye... for a minute..,But he'll soon forget your nameYou think I don't know...You think this is how it goesBut you see little girlYou need more time ...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 01:52:00 PST

Milk goes great with brownies...

I'm drinking juice with my brownieCuz we only have a little bit of milkI pour him a glass of the milk he asked forCuz milk goes great with browniesJuiceDoes NotAnd I'd rather him have the glass that c...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 08:13:00 PST

just a rough draft still. simmering on it still.

The Daily Grind has got me down Ain't got nobody but this baby around Now don't get me wrong She's my everything She means more to me than this old ring Her daddy, now, he's proud, but scared He's 30 ...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Fri, 12 May 2006 02:33:00 PST

Big Mama to Little Mama

My lifeMy passionMy spiritThe African MotherObatalaMy devotionMy compasionMy willThat of the Chinese GoddessKwan YinMy love My PassionMy desireHeld great as that of the Greek GoddessAphroditeMy angerM...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 10:57:00 PST

this weekend's gonna kick some serious ass! can we say 'date night!?'

ok so with the closing of a really bad weekend... I'm out on top! =) I'm suprisingly in a good mood today, maybe it's a starch high from ironing pete's work shirts...? hahaneedless to say though, I've...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 04:42:00 PST

hardy har blah blah blah

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whew...ok... wow it's been those types of days the past couple of days..... I tell ya! Karma's getting her teeth, and a bad attitude to go along with them. c...
Posted by A Girl Named Complex on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 08:49:00 PST