jeni<3lee

i'm an exchange student in sweden right now.somedays life sucks.somedays it's amazing.i mis my friend's and family so much.i might be in love.i'm a closet celine dion freak.somedays you need a little canadian love to get ya through the day.i'm addicted to tattoos.i think they are totally awesome. if it were a steady living, i would be a tattoo artist.i plan on having 5 or 6. all small, no worries.i love nature.except bugs.haha.when we go to north carolina,or california i love it.sitting on the ocean shore,pure bliss.taking a hike in the mountains and listening to the birds, and smelling the mountain air, heaven.if you truly want to see, like jeni at her best, catch me there.i feel at home on the beach or in the mountains.i like holding hands.and cuddling.falling alseep being held tight,looking at the stars.sitting by the fire on a chilly open night.listening to my brother play his guitar,listening to my other brother and his friend's during a game of poker in the garage.when they're happy, i'm happy.hell for me is fighting with my parents.when they get to over protective, then all hell breaks loose.haha.i listen to music, alot of music.i listen to music that sets my mood,i pick the song who's words can speak to me directly, sometimes they are so down to the point,i cry.i like to cry, not all the time,but sometimes it feels good too.i love college football, well football in general, if i could, i would get a group of people together to play football in the snow.i have a puppy,she is the cutest thing ever!until she;s being a little bitch, then she just sucks.i like to burp.hehe.bad habit yes, but.i can be a guy's girl, but i'm also really girly.i always have on eyeliner,if i don't, i wear my glasses.haha.i love to travel.i would rather spend the rest of my life traveling, then going to college.i don't even want to go to college.oh well.guess i'm stuck.i have lots of fears, your typical spiders clowns being home alone darkness drowning chucky death.but i also have a fear of love hate pain and relationships.i just started having a fear of relationships.i guess no one has come into my life to cure that.oh well.i used to be one to think sooo far into the future, i didn't worry about the present.but that has changed.i'm taking everyday to the best i can. i love going to concerts.when we have local shows, i usually try to help out w/them. i want to have my own record label someday.i really do. i want to make my mark on this world. so people will always remember me for being more than a blonde.ha. i love the song konstantine, it's the way to my heart. i didn't know there was soo much about me.haha.i love love love hanging out with friend's. i like big groups of people, having fun, being loud, those are good times. i like to party, but i rarely do it anymore. ha. i have secrets.some have been stated in here. some are locked away. i just love telling people that then they can wonder. don't ask questions, sometimes they get to personal. and that's not cool. take time to get to know me before. i hate it when i/i'm like/with a guy, and he won't introduce me to his friend's, well he does, only a select few though,you guys don't need to be scared.not all girl's will be all over you in front of your buds. we know when we can and cannot be. we want to get to know you better, we want your friend's to like us, that way when you break our hearts, they rub it in your face. just kidding! well i think that's about enough for now.3 aim or msn me sometime msn- [email protected] or aim- lifenluvincali