Venomous Vanessa profile picture

Venomous Vanessa

I have fought so hard in this world to keep my head above water, only to feel like I am still drowni

About Me

My name is Vanessa. This is my personal site, with my personal friends only, so do not get emo on me, if I do not add you. If you like my art then you should add my photography myspace. That is www.myspace.com/doppelgangerphoto
A lot of people take my shyness as being rude or stuck up. The truth of the matter is that I am painfully shy, with new people. I also do not do the whole small talk routine. So if in public I do not go out of my way to talk to you, it only means that I have nothing to talk about with you. However, it could also mean that I do not like you. It is blunt I know, but sometimes I just do not like people and I am not afraid to say it.However, I am a very friendly person and I do try to give everyone a chance at being my friend. It is just sometimes people take my blunt honesty as me being nasty and mean. I really do have a good heart, and too many times others have taken advantage of it. If you are friendly with me, chances are I will be friendly to you.

My Interests

Photography, Fashion, Art ( painting, drawing and digital). I love the O & A radio show ( on XM radio) especially when Jim Norton is on! I am also into performance art such as acting. I also like technology, dancing to good music, collecting all sorts of memorabilia: 50's, Siamese Cats, Hello Kitty, WW II, Military and Military Propaganda, 80's and old toys!

I'd like to meet:

People that have the appreciation for the art and beauty around them. People that are not afraid to say what is on their mind and heavy in their heart. I prefer people that are straight forward and direct about saying what they feel. Photographers, Models and Makeup Artists that are into the alternative and fetish fashion and art photography, are always great to talk to. People that like to discuss music of the gothic/industrial genre.

Music:

16 volt, Aesthetic Perfection, Alien Sex Fiend, Amazing Royal Crowns, Tori Amos, And One, Apoptygma Bezerk, Atari Teenage Riot, Battery, Bauhaus, Beborn Beton, Big Black, Big Electric Cat, Bigod 20, Birthday Party, Black Flag, Johnny Cash, Nick Cave, Christian Death, Clan Of Xymox, Coil, Collide, Covenant, Combichrist, Cramps, Creatures, Cure, Curve, Daucus Karota, Das Ich, Depeche Mode, Doubting Thomas, Download, Evil's Toy, Fairlight Children, Fischerspooner, Genitortures, Grendel, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Helmet, Hocico, Jane's Addiction, Jesus and The Marychain, Joy Division, Kevorkian Death Cycle, Killing Joke, KMFDM, Kommunity FK, Ladytron, Laibach, L'ame Immortelle, Leaether Strip, London After Midnight, MDFMK, the Merry Thoughts, Ministry, My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, Nine Inch Nails, Nitzer Ebb, Oomph!, Pigface, Pixies, Qntal, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, Regenerator, Rev Horton Heat, Revolting Cocks, Rollins Band, Rosetta Stone,Ruby, Sheep On Drugs, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sister Machine Gun, Sisters of Mercy,Skinny Puppy, Slick Idiot, Smiths,Stromkern, Swans, Switchblade Symphony, Tones On Tail, Velvet Acid Christ,VNV Nation, Hank Williams Sr., Wumpscut, and many many more!

Movies:

Smoke Signals, Immortal Beloved, True Romance, Very Bad Things, Batman Returns, Edward Scissorhands,James and the Giant Peach,Fight Club,American History X, Shanghai Knights, Shanghai Noon,Pulp Fiction,Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Desperado, From Dusk Till Dawn, Scotland,Pa.

Television:

The Young Ones, Absolutely Fabulous, Medium, King of Queens, Pushing Daisy's, Life, Heroes, Chuck, and Law and Order: CI, true stories and true life crime story shows, The History Channel, The Discovery Channel.

Books:

The Sleeping Beauty trilogy,The Mayfair Witches, photography books,Charles Bukowski, Biography of people and events.

Heroes:

Open minded self-empowered artists that challenge the world we live in with their original art.

My Blog

One of the last un-contact tribes and others need your help for their human rights

Our country has had its share of discrimination. It happens day to day, sadly every day. People who judge you based on your color, creed, religion, the way you look, your sex or sexual preference. W...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Sat, 31 May 2008 06:10:00 PST

Top 9 ways to tell HE IS A DOUCHE!

OKAY. Here is the skinny and fat of the issue. I think it is time for a posting of the.... Top 9 to tell the man hitting on you is a douche! Now first I want to say that I love my men. I love 'em. I ...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Thu, 29 May 2008 06:44:00 PST

I am ready to set this world and my life aflame.

  I have some matches, who has the kerosene?...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Sun, 18 May 2008 08:09:00 PST

Wisdom from a Steve-O?

I was just browsing the most popular blogs option on Myspace. Yeah I am that bored. Anyway, I saw that Steve-O ( Jackass creator/ director/ producer and from the cable show Wildboys) had written ...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Mon, 12 May 2008 03:59:00 PST

One admission for self-righteousness, please

SIGH.And even bigger..SIGH.I was just reading a blog that just SCREAMED I am so self-righteous, listen to me! I really hope that even when I start my rants that I do not come across like that. It made...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Mon, 12 May 2008 03:40:00 PST

TONIGHT IS GOTH PROM!!!! COME ON OUT!!!11

Tonight in Indianapolis come to Goth Prom. Come hang out with old friends and make some new ones! Dress to impress and dance the night away to all the great new, and old gothic / industrial / EBM and ...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Sat, 10 May 2008 02:30:00 PST

Goth Prom- This Saturday!!!!!

This Saturday should be lots of fun, come out and listen to great music, meet new people, see your old pals! I will be there to take photographs and may have some for sell if you wish to donate to an...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Mon, 05 May 2008 09:14:00 PST

Why, yes sometimes I CAN be a cunt...so what?

Okay I actually was nice, but it took EVERYTHING in me not to respond to an invite I recieved asking me to attend a certain gallery show. Do you know how bad I wanted to say "Sorry,  I will be b...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Mon, 05 May 2008 02:40:00 PST

My photos of the day.. 05.03.08

Here are the photos of the day. I was taking photographs and this tiny butterfly came and sat down for a few momments. My name means butterfly, how fitting.A shot of the canal.Mojo's Coffee house.A sm...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Mon, 05 May 2008 09:11:00 PST

Goth Prom this Saturday!!!

This Saturday should be lots of fun, come out and listen to great music, meet new people, see your old pals! I will be there to take photographs and may have some for sell if you wish to donate to an...
Posted by Venomous Vanessa on Mon, 05 May 2008 02:46:00 PST