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An Old Year

It's New Years again. Like every one that comes around I feel like I have to smile and play along with everyone else thats happy about the new year coming. Im not. With each passing year makes me miss...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 12:23:00 PST

beautiful you are

I feel a black flower dripping it's necture upon the dark shades and with that it devours me Chains couldn't release and it stayed within A burning sensation crawled within my skin In the tomb I to...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:04:00 PST

last time

Walk in this light Walk in the light that I hide Behind an open door I admire This life that crawls on the outer side Its like a parasite A feeding insect that won't die Mother calm me for my father w...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 03:54:00 PST

Was

Injecting my body with a false reality I couldn't make stay Bringing the pain outward to try and make it go away Overlapping scars became my only words but diguised so that I would never say The wea...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 03:41:00 PST

Locked Down

I waited for you but you never came home Now I know that it's wasn't me that lost you Looking back I see that I could have never found The man that had locked himself down You never saw that misery y...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 03:33:00 PST

Framed

The hair strikes her face while she twitches Grabbing at the growth on her throat Tied and bound her eyes leak from the noices that are silence Blues red and blacks they are spinning The cords become ...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 12:26:00 PST

life has to be learned

I lost you and I dreamed it would come. I regret acting like you we're gone. I caused you to go home. Play my song and listen to my thoughts. I held your hand but you were gone. You slept so sound. Yo...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 05:18:00 PST

Miss You

I missed you when I hurt today I can't deal with this random pain suppressed but not dead it comes out with a force I cannot put to rest A single clear bullet falls onto my chest but don't worry beca...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 07:02:00 PST

Beyond the Vertigo

Beyond the vertigo beyond the dissaray it was hard to see`the shaping forms that didn't sway. Lost and blind I stumbled and gave into the ground. I lay and shut my eyes so I could suppress the sicknes...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 06:51:00 PST

Insomnia Slumber

voices more voices they call for me I can't shut it off under my sheets swarms of horrid slethering depths he lies next to him but I cannot even see not even someones warmth can calm me why me why I...
Posted by ¦PACO's[GiRL]¦ on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 06:30:00 PST