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Noctua

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About Me


It's never to become,
. . . For I am not the one...
..
I’m a Capricorn, Earth Dragon. I’m very Stubborn, Possessive, Controlling, Pessimistic, Anxious, Severe, Calculating, Reserved and Miserly. YET, I can also be very Practical and Humorous, Loyal as no one else, Dedicated, Disciplined, Logical, Kind, Supportive, Dependable, Tolerant, Attentive and Honest.
I wasn’t the “Mother” of my group in high school, and all others since, for no reason. Thus my very popular nickname “HaHa” which started as a typo, but happens to mean Mother in Japanese. (My name is Japanese as well btw) I do, and always have, Prided myself as being everyone’s rock to cling to in the wake of their emotional turmoil. Once a friend, Always, a friend in my eyes. I can’t hold grudges for very long before the mother in me starts to fret.
I can come off as rather cold-hearted and mean at first, but once you break through my not so tough shell, you’ll have made a very loyal and dependable friend for life.
My moM put mE on tHis meDicAtion,
I sAid atTentiOn diSoFficEr. DisOffCer,
...AtteNtion defiCit diSoRder WiTh the tHinGs
aNd Im apPareNtly nOt paYing aTtEntiOn…
wHat werE you SayIng...
HI!
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My Interests

I follow a form of Nocturnal Witchcraft. No, not Devil Worship. Get over yourself, he don’t exist. I do believe in Gods, but no I don’t believe they are sitting on Olympus watching us and turning into animals to fuck us and begot demi-bastards. I believe there is a greater power, beyond gender, beyond race, beyond humanity. When we call the name of a single God/dess we are simply calling forth those and only those certain attributes of the whole for our current purpose.

And before you freak out completely, I also highly believe in Karma and the Law of Three-Fold. I’m not gonna curse you, no matter what you do to me. If I haven’t even cursed my rapist yet, you think I’m gonna curse you cuz you looked at me wrong? I don’t think so.

Nocturnal means night-follower btw for those of you who are a little slower then others. No I don’t worship evil or do evil, intentionally anyway. There is a Big difference between Dark and Evil, Light and Good. They do NOT mean the same thing, and they are NOT interchangeable.

My Goddess is Hecate, for now and ever. The dark witch of the moon. Having her Origins as an Earth Mother in one of the first organized faiths of our ancestors, she is a very old Deity who has my unwavering devotion.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone but you.

Music:

I used the radio as white noise when I was little. It’s still basically the same thing for me now. I simply do not understand my generation, and those surrounding me’s obsession with music, bands, and the lives of those bands. I don’t give a fucking rat's ass who makes the song, or other songs they made, as long as I like that one song.
I’m very picky, and yet not. My iTunes consists of things from Mozart, Korn, Enimem, Evanescese, Voltaire, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Opeth, Linkin Park, Jack off Jill, ICP, Gretchen Wilson, Blink-182, Blindside and many many varied others.
I don’t give a flying fuck about the people who sing it, or who there dating, what bands they were in before or anything. So if you try to talk to me, don’t choose music as your topic of discussion because you will promptly be ignored.
You wanna talk music, There are Thousands of other dimwitted fucks out there who have just as boring a life as yours that they also have to center there life around someone else’s who doesn’t even know or frankly care that they exist and idolize them..

Movies:

Due to a rather poor and mostly solitary childhood, I lack on having seen most of what seem to be staples of most of my peers’ entertainment growing up. I rather enjoy movies like Doomsday, Underworld, Ultraviolet, Nightmare before Xmas, Seven, The Prestige, The Village, and movies of this sort. I can’t stand horrors though. Too much gore, no real plot. There pointless wastes of money.

Television:

Same as movies. I haven’t even watched TV since we don’t have it in our apartment, for months. But I have to say; Original Adult swim would compose most of my favorite TV shows. Family guy, Robot Chicken, Futurama, Simpsons of course, That 70’s Show, and random things you wouldn’t expect like Reba and The Nanny. Some Lifetime movies thrown in there too *shifty eyes*

Books:

My Favorite Authors are JHONEN VASQUEZ!!!, Jack London, Anne McCaffery, ElaineCunningham, Gregory Maguire, Peter Steinhart, Elizabeth Haydon, Konstantinos, Sara Douglass, and of course, my current Favorite, Jane Lindskold with her Firekeeper series

Heroes:


My Blog

Havn’t said anything in awhile / Birthday party plans!

so um,still working on getting promoted, chris needs me to be more and more, but were so short staffed, there just isnt time to train me on the remaining stations i need. but we were talking and im ge...
Posted by Noctua on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 05:16:00 PST

ponderings

I've been able to sleep, less and less these days. I'm not even entirely sure why, but I know my insomnia has returned. Even when I havn't forgotten my book at work (like the moron I am, I did Saturda...
Posted by Noctua on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:17:00 PST

R.I.P. William

Ben's big brother William passed away last Wednesday, the 9th.true he was a bit rough around the edges, but all the brewster boys are. the important thing is that he was a very kind hearted person, an...
Posted by Noctua on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 06:54:00 PST

Gay Rights

Whether you are homosexual or not, you should repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, or gender, sexual preference, but rather who you fall ...
Posted by Noctua on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 04:14:00 PST

my babies Y.Y

well its offical, i cant see my babies anymore till i move.luci is with my sister in new bern, north carolina...lillith is with my moms friend joel in hollywood, california...my heart has been ripped ...
Posted by Noctua on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 09:20:00 PST