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Sam Shade

samshade

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Jesus as a child.

Music:

The Blues

Books:

Gothic/Southern Gothic

My Blog

with a little help from my friends

I can feel the demons living within my heart clawing at my chest.  They're clawing and pounding and doing whatever it takes for them to break free.  It's like a vice grip on my heart. ...
Posted by Sam Shade on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 01:38:00 PST

separation

I'm so out of touch with myself right now.  I have so much to say, but I don't know how to say it.  When I do figure out how, though, I will have something more for you all to read.  Ri...
Posted by Sam Shade on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 03:01:00 PST

you know who you are

Nothing can atone for the pain you've endured.  A lesser man wouldn't have made it out alive.  You've been to Hell and back.  A place most people only hear about.  They read about...
Posted by Sam Shade on Mon, 19 May 2008 02:16:00 PST

be a simple man

I've searched all my years for happiness.  I look back at my life and realize that sometimes it was right in front of my eyes, it's just that I couldn't open them.  It was within grasp, I ju...
Posted by Sam Shade on Sun, 11 May 2008 05:28:00 PST

searching

Right now I'm so tired I can barely keep my eyes open. My body's starting to grow sore and my brain is shutting down. So why don't I go to sleep? I don't know. I think this is insomnia, but I'm no...
Posted by Sam Shade on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 10:41:00 PST

beyond me

I'm not one to throw around the L word like it's nothing.  I think it should mean something when used.  This isn't a rant about love and I'm not going to drop some quote about what it is or ...
Posted by Sam Shade on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 06:14:00 PST

volcano

Sometimes I want to die, but not take my own life.  I just want to close my eyes and ascend into eternity.  Into that peaceful darkness, that perfect nothingness.  I keep thinking one d...
Posted by Sam Shade on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:23:00 PST