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Ben

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About Me

Sometimes i wonder for hours on end about my future, and where i am headed. I worry that my lack of motivation for the present will leave me uncultured and alone. I have dark moments in which any outlook is bleak, but i think a lot about the purely chemical basis of depression (no im not on prozac or anything) and this makes me feel better. everything is only a temporary situation nothing stays the same. its all change.i used to go to college (university) but ended up partying too much to realise that i wasnt cut out for the classes i was meant to be going to, and while i had an awesome time, lost a lot of my friends and my sense of direction. I am now considering my self a recovering substance abuser, but have fallen of the wagon of moderation only a few times. Recently i went on a six day roadtrip, sleeping in a tiny car with a friend named casey, who is headed back to the states soon. this was great, but now i am on a downward slope, and i feel like im looking for something. Darn do i go on or what? hahaha.

My Interests

Movies, reading, food

I'd like to meet:

Cool people

Music:

Punk mainly, NOFX are the most awesome band ever and everbody should listen their 18 min song the decline at least once, however my taste spans from johnny cash to radiohead to tool.

Movies:

Requiem for a dream, lost highway, salton sea, spun, the ugly, mulholland drive, many others

Television:

Nip/tuck, dead like me, six feet under, black books, the office

Books:

Catcher in the rye, the bell jar, orson wells and george orwell, also a horror fan of clive barker and stephen king vien. Cant stand crime thrillers with the jaded detective.