"Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torment of man...F.N
I believe when people contiplate suicide they should not do it right away until all tasks are completed. I happen to have a very negative outlook on life and people. I do tend to loose my temper and want to go on quick bloody rampages, but theres medicine for that now(in which the chemicals in my brain have become immune to and absorbed the excess serotonin to now use as a weapon against human virus trying infiltrate my mellecular data base) Im 27 and reside in the Elm City Connecticut. I grew up in the city and have a city mentality when it comes to survival.I have billions of children but they're all dead. Music,irregular movies,excess amounts of abnormal and life threatening sex,life,death,making fun of monkies,studying the martial arts and sports are the only things on this planet i tend to enjoy. My lyrics are dark,the beats i rhyme over are mostly dark,around your eyes develop dark circles if you irriate me enough(rigamortis caused by the fist). People have empty faces to me.No matter how much i have tried in my past to give your kind a chance it always seems to back fire. Its a terrible sensation to look into the eyes of skeleton fat and see their fate before they speak. I recently did this cd because i was being asked by listeners via a handful of emails,so i figured what the hell. Im glad its done with and decided to start another project in the near future. The Haunted Parables is more on the mellow side compared to my usual chaotic mindstate,although most consider it dark.As far as shows go..don't waste your time nor limited breath asking me...Im the puppeteer.....an energy subsiding in a weaker physical but stronger mental state now, a big difference from my past omnipresence. The forces will endure the same fate that my kind and i have when the unison is complete. I was drawn to the silence and the beauty the darkness had and has to offer my force.Once you delve into the origin of death you realize theres more bliss then fear or anything negative associated with it. I appreciate those that appreciate me,i respect those that respect me. If you come across my music and happen to be a clone of society or the church and think your contradictory remarks will change me....meaning....your always looking for something to cry to in a time of crisis,wanting peace where there will never be any..or like in most case studies..trying to mold your spawn into something you could never pull off yourself.....then you obviously shouldnt be listening to my selfish jargon....i am who i am and you are......who they are...Jesus was no different then you when he treaded here,he just happened to have the balls to die for what he deemed the truth...you control your destiny,books are ok to skim through,that way you get a gist of what he/she was trying to instill within the reader.Whether its a belief or a subliminal form of desonance used to lure you in, IT'S NOT YOUR VISION! This goes for bibles too. Don't become that which you observe...otherwise your fate will have no purpose....I choose the darkness over the light,independence over religon,and my life over yours......as it should be... Astral......
.....VannishesSpiritual armor can be easily conquered,but once the soul is revealed so is the demon within...RyPa