I want everything because i'm shellfish

About Me

Things you should know about Meagen + I'll be 21 in April
+ I have no idea what i'm doing in life, I just live it.
+ People who talk shit get on my nerves.
+ It's hard to make me mad, but I promise you don't want to.
+ I'm taken by a guy named Anthony, and I love him!
+ I'm his Punkin!
+ My friends rock too fucking much.
+ I never want kids.
+ I never want to be married.
+ I have two three tattoos and I want more.
+ I miss my nose ring...for some reason my nose didn't like it.
+ When i'm not being creatively retarded I paint and write.
+ I like collecting books and movies.
+ I procrastinate more than I should.
+ Sometimes I think there should be more than one of me so I can accomplish everything in less time.
+ I am fasicnated by the following: art, photography, dance, astrology, poetry.
+ But i'm not sure I believe in anything anymore.
+ I'll probably delete this thing one day...

My Interests

Mark Ryden

I'd like to meet:

Tara Mcpherson

Music:

Music takes your place at night when you aren't there
(in no particular order)
The Dresden Dolls
Buckethead
Radiohead
Gym Class Heroes
Joe Driscoll
Mugison
Aimee Allen
The Art of Noise
Xiu Xiu
Ween
Weezer
Bob Marley
Retard-O-Bot
Hungry Lucy
Gregory & The Hawk
Shiny Toy Guns
Opeth
Otep
Deftones
The Fall of Troy
Q and Not U
Me Without You
Rilo Kiley
Circ
Circle Takes the Square
Bus Driver
MSI
Imogen Heap
Sigur Ros
Pnumia Trio
Freekbase
From A Second Story Window
Bob Dylan
Pink Floyd
The Mars Volta
At the Drive In
That 1 Guy
Mickey Avalon
Sonic Youth
Mogwai
Bees in Trees
Metric
Emily Haines
Bjork
Alice Underground
Shoes in Bed
Tegan and Sara
Kidney Thieves
Fiona Apple
Alanis Morissette
Mazzy Star
Portishead
Jucifer
Tool
APC
Beck
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Between the Buried and Me
The Red Chord
Interpol
The Postal Service
Rasputina
The Start
Eisley
Head Automatica
Group X
Smashing Pumpkins
SMB
Acid Bath
Dimmuborgir
GWAR
Dying Fetus
Suicidal Teddy Bear
Anthonytron1600
C.S.F.B.M.W.P.G.A.Y.F

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas
Girl Interrupted
Halloween
Punch-Drunk Love
Donnie Darko
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre [original version]
Drop Dead Fred
Pumpkin
Edward Scissorhands
and zombies movies of course

Television:

Futurama
Robot Chicken
The Simpsons
King of the Hill
Discovery Channel

Heroes:

My Blog

Numerology Portrait

Soul Number is ONE You are a strong, self-reliant individual who is willing to stand apart from the crowd and act according to your own beliefs and convictions. You have a deep inner sense of author...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 11:32:00 PST

Spinning rooms

Nothing in my mind ever seems to stop spinning. I'm becoming nauseous just at the thought of another tomorrow. This life, so complicated, when it doesn't have to be. Ugh.... I forget who I am ...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 04:13:00 PST

Hold on, Let go

Invisible, a pariah to mankind, I am subjugated to a solitary existence. An existence where I only have shadows to converse with. I close my eyes and let the shadows lead me away into a cosmic ...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:09:00 PST

I'm tired

Of pretending.What I'm pretending i'm not so sure but I know i'm tired.
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 06:46:00 PST

Enjoy the Silence

Words are made of truths to be broken, and lies to be manipulated,and promises to be forgotten.Let's enjoy the silence.The heart is located in the chest between the lungs.It's a constant flow of blood...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 08:23:00 PST

Honeysuckle Imitations

These words tie into my tongue like a cherry stem. So bittersweet and yet I swallow it whole. Thoughts process through my mind into your eyes. You know what it's all about and i'm still t...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:19:00 PST

...nothing of significance...

Like a good friend of mine once said, "I wish I could live in the music forever."When I put myself into the vibrations and the waves of the music, focus my mind on the lyrics it seems all my personal ...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 02:29:00 PST

Sweet Sweet Candy...BAM

I haven't laughed so hard until I cried in a long time. I needed a dose of happiness in my week and thanks to you I got a tablespoon. You are still a mystery to me but I'm slowly finding more cl...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 12:46:00 PST

Change of Seasons

Fall I smell it in the air.I feel it on my skin.Hmmm....Yes my favorite time of year indeed. Hoodie season! ...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:55:00 PST

Let Me In

I swallow into you first, and then I fall into a coma. I have felt too much, and left too much. Here I am, everything I always was. Here I am, escaping into my mind. Death is coming, let me in l...
Posted by I want everything because i'm shellfish on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 09:59:00 PST