I have grown up and changed a lot in the past 3 years. I was going to concerts almost every night of the week. Throwing Phil Phest was the best. Loved listening to local bands, and promoting like crazy with Phil and Joe. Now days i cant really stand to be at a venue, I just feel old, and really bored. I don't jump around like i did a couple of years ago it just seems stupid now. I never get star struck anymore by bands, because i know the guys in the band are just regular people like me(except they play instruments a lot better than I do).
I was always scared of growing up, but now that I am its not so bad. Im living in Perry Hall with Eric. I work almost completely full-time, it will come sooner or later.
I don't really hang out with any of my friends anymore. I always wondered how people could just stop talking to their friends, but it happened pretty easy all at once. Everyone just disapeared, I stopped going to shows, they stopped coming to my house. Now it feels weird to hang out or even talk to some people who I once saw every day.
I pretty much just hang out with Eric, go to the movies, wonder around bass proshop, fish, bowl, swim, ice skate, other than that we just sit around watching TBS, and Nick at Night repeats.
I really don't have any complaints. I like where I am these days, and I don't regret anything. It would be nice to catch up with everyone sometime, but im not stressing it anymore.
R.I.P. Phil Phest and Followthedaiz.com these two things along with Joe and Phil made me who i am today.
