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It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing...

About Me


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My Interests


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I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can hold a decent conversation or make me laugh...if you can make me laugh, then you own my heart!..

Music:


<aI listen to a little bit of everything...here goesDog Fashion Disco, Cold, foo fighters,Catatonik, Lost Prophets, Yellowcard, Hatebreed, Fuel, Jason Mraz, Warrant, Bon Jovi(old days), Motley Crue,NOTHINGFACE, Poison, Avenged Sevenfold, Cinderella, 3DD, Lit, Godsmack, Chamaira, Tenacious D, Misfits, Shadows Fall, Bloodhound Gang, Mudvayne, Tool, Papa Roach, Taking Back Sunday, Flaw, (hed)pe, Jay Z, Ludacris, AC/DC, Aerosmith, Skid Row, Rob Zombie, Mushroomhead, Tupac, Nickelback, Bush, some Slayer, New Kids On the Block, CKY, Velvet Revolver, Brand New, NFG, MM, Kanye West, Jet, Phil Collins, Richard Marx, Bryan Adams, Rage Against The Machine, Rod Stewart, Andrew W.K, Eminem, The Offspring, Van Halen, Old Guns N Roses, NIN, Elton John, Tom Petty, Outkast, Black Eyed Peas, LL Cool J, Hanson(yeah thats right i said i like hanson haha), Journey, Notorious B.I.G., Run DMC, Vinilla Ice, Boys II Men, Usher, Ill Nino, The Neptunes(N.E.R.D.), All4one, Snoop Dog, Michael Jackson, Prince, Dr Dre, Finger eleven, Staind, def leppard, evanescence, George Michael(WHAM), Barry White, Billy Joel,Three Days Grace, Lynyrd Skynyrd, milli vinilli(fuck yeah!), Story Of The Year, old Mariah Carey, Uncle Sam,Remembering Never, HIMSA,The Black Dahlia Murder, Horse The Band, and a lot more stuff that I dont feel like typing.

Movies:

The Notebook!, The Incredibles, SAW, The Grudge, The Forgotten, Donnie Darko,DFDVD,Empire Records, Steel Magnolias, Finding Nemo, Brother Bear, Monsters Inc.,Crybaby,Hairspray,Ladder 49, Amityville(both old and new) White Oleander, The Sweetest Thing, The Punisher, Robing Hood Men In Tights, Liar Liar,The Notebook, Ace Ventura 1 & 2, Save The Last Dance, silence Of The Lambs,Red Dragon,and Hannibal, The Sandlot, The Brothers, Shrek 1 & 2, The Basketball Diaries, Jaws, Nightmare On Elm Street, Haggard, Dawn Of The Dead(old and new one), Dude Wheres My Car, The Butterfly Effect, American History X,Matrix 1-3, Lord of The Rings 1-3, Van Wilder, Dumb and Dumber, The Emperors New Groove, Bruce Almighty, My Girl 1 & 2, A League Of THeir Own, Super Troopers, Now And Then, The First Wives Club, Driving Ms. Daisy, Elf, The Big Green, Scream, Scary Movie 1 & 2, Cruel Intensions, Happy Gilmore, The Wedding Planner, Meet The Parents, Nothing But Trouble, I Spy, Bringing Down The House, Barborshop 1 & 2, Shanghi Noon and Shanghi Knights, Evil Dead 1-3, Grease, Dirty Dancing To Wong Fu Thanks For EVerything Julie Newmar, The Pest, Ghost, King Pin, Heavyweights, Camp Nowhere, Old School, 10 Things I Hate About You, A KNights Tale, Never Been Kissed, Pretty Woman, A Walk To Remember, Head Over Heels, Shes All That, Down To You, Miss Congeniality, Can't Hardly Wait, Teen Witch, Varsity Blues, Shaun Of The Dead, The Rules of Attraction, Starship Troopers, The Faculty, Goodfellas, Underworld, Ever After, Rose Red, The Shining, The Sixth Sense, 50 First Dates, Riding In Cars With Boys, Boys On The Side, Home Fries, The Wedding Singer, Mad Love, My Best Friends Wedding, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Wild Things, Tomcats, Volcano, Dantes Peak, Armegeddon, Poltrigeist, Basic, Broken Arrow, Face/Off, Michael, Phenomenon, Look Whos Talking 1-3, Urban Cowboy, Baby Boy, I Am Sam, Men In Black 1 & 2, Me, Myself, And Irene, Dr. Seuss' How The Grinch Stole Christmas, Simon Birch, The Cable Guy, The Mask, Hackers, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, 13 Ghosts, Senseless, Serial Mom, The Curve, As Good As It Gets, Anger Management, Somethings Gotta Give, Fear, Forrest Gump, The Fifth Element, Mortal Combat, Money Talks, Rush Hour 1 & 2, Dead Presidents, The Sex Monster, Ice Cream Man, Deuce Bigelow, Big Daddy, Billy Maddison, The Waterboy, Lilo & Stitch 1 & 2, Dickie Roberts Former Child Star, Desperado, Black Sheep, Boat Trip, Tommy Boy, Joe Dirt, Coneheads, PCU, Once Apon A Time In Mexico, From Dusk Til Dawn, Almost Heros, Waynes World 1 & 2, Vegas Vacation, Dr. Dolittle 1 & 2, Daddy Daycare, Showtime, Nutty Professor 1 & 2, Coming To America, See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Young Frankenstein, Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory, The Wizzard of Oz, The Lion King 1 & 1 1/2, Ratrace, Corrina Corrina, Andre, Made In America, Sister Act 1 & 2, Death Becomes Her, Don't Tell Mom The Babysitters Dead, Selena, Enough, Maid In Manhattan, Major League 1-3, Fire In The Sky, Final Destination 1 & 2, Monsters Ball, Spaced Invaders, Fast and The Furious 1 & 2, Club Dread, Uptown Girls, Super Mario Brothers, Resident Evil, The Ammitiville Horror, Rock Star, The Rundown, Anaconda, Pirates Of The Carribean, Blast From the Past, Here On, Earth, Pearl Harbor, American Pie 1-3, Evolution, Road Trip, Euro Trip, Saving Silverman, Anything Else, Rollerball, Deep Blue Sea, Mind Hunters, Deliver Us From Eva, Childsplay entire series, Halloween entire series, Friday the 13th Series, Election, You've Got Mail, How to Lose A Guy In Ten Days, Dreamcatcher, The Ring, Darkness Falls, Almost Famous, Detroit Rock City, Boogie Nights, The Perfect Storm, The Big Hit, Pleasantville, The Hot Chick, Mr.Deeds, Airheads, Urban Legends, Jurassic Park 1-3, Tom and Huck, Brainscan, Terminator movies, Pet Semetary 1 & 2, Flowers In The Attic, Footloose, Get Over It, Zoolander, Losing Isaiah, The Skulls, 54, I Know What You Did Last Summer 1 & 2, Unfaithful, The Glass House, Jack, Stand By Me, Lean On Me, Jumanji, Nine Months, Good Will Hunting, Mrs.Doubtfire, Hook, Free Willy, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, Head Of State, Remember The Titans, Milo And Otis, Everybody's All-American, Gia, Home Alone 1 & 2, That Thing You Do, La Bamba, Street Fighter 1 & 2, The Adams Family, The Ghostbuster movies, Carebear Movies, Jingle All The Way, The Sandlot, 101 Dalmations, Beauty And The Beast, Wrong Turn, Puppet Master Movies, Gremlin Movies,The Exorcist,The Haunting,Bad News Bears, Grumpy Old Men & Grumpier Old Men, Out To Sea, Harry & The Hendersons, Gordy, Babe, BaseKetball, SouthPark:Bigger Longer And Uncut, It Takes Two, Dogma,

Television:

Law & Order:SVU, Family Guy, Def Poetry, OZ, Real World, Southpark, Chapelles Show, Mind Of Mencia, Sat. Night Live, Smackdown,RAW, Full House, Drew Carey Show, Friends, Pimp My Ride, anything on Animal Planet,Whos Line Is It Anyway, Fresh Prince Of Bel Air, Boy Meets World, Married With Children,Uranium,i obviously watch more movies then tv shows n such

Books:

Horror novels, Stephen King Novels...novels that have Ed and Lorraine Warren in them, my all time fav. book is called In A Dark Place

Heroes:

My father- Me and the boys are lucky to have a father like you. I still dont know how you did it, most men would have just given up, but you never did. You had to raise 4 kids on your own and work 14-18 hours shifts every day to support us,and you never complained. We owe you a lot and as long as I'm living I'll do what I can to help you and the boys out in any way I can.<33333333333333 FlixsterJOANNA-You've always been there for me, even when I've messed up and let you down. I wouldn't be here without you. I love you so much and I always will.<333Jr-Not just a cousin, but a father figure. Your one of the very few people who i've always been able to turn to. You've always been there for me and the boys and we love you very much<33333333333333333My mother-She was and still remains the strongest woman I have ever met. She taught me so much about life and there are no words to express how much I love and miss her.R.I.P. Mary Irene Lemus1955-1997<3 Not a day goes by where I dont think of you and thank God that I was blessed to have had you in my life <3

My Blog

No Such Thing As Normal...

I'm so mad.  For everytime I didn't take my insulin, for every time I let something stupid upset me, for not eating and exercising like I should.  Nobody knows how I feel right now.  I ...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Mon, 05 May 2008 04:16:00 PST

It Can’t Be Real...

I’m more scared now than I ever have been.  The thought of not being able to watch my brothers grow and accomplish their dreams, not being able to see my neices and nephew grow up, not bein...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 09:58:00 PST

I Dont Worry Cuz I know Everythings Gonna Be Alright...

So, I have been sitting here, for most of the day, just thinking...about all the things I've been through, both good and bad...about the effects those things have had on me and my outlook on life.&nbs...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 03:20:00 PST

Im Getting Good At Pretending.

    I've been writing a lot more...only I never post my writing on here.  I'm too ashamed to post my personal life on here.  My mom would be so disappointed...I've been thinki...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 10:48:00 PST

Its What You Do To Me...

I rarely get on here anymore...a lot has changed.  I moved in with Will.  I just started a new job.  I've lost most of my "friends".  I've come to the conclusion that I have no bac...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 06:10:00 PST

You Don't Mean Nothing At All To Me...

So, Its been awhile since I updated this thing...Life has been pretty good lately, not that it was ever really that bad.  I havent been in the hospital since September.  I found out that I D...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 03:23:00 PST

Starting All Over...

Today, Ray went with me to my doctors appointment.  Mainly because at my last appointment my doctor told me that I need a support system, at least one person who'll go to every appointment with m...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 10:01:00 PST

La Dee Fucking Da...

I've come to the conclusion..that i indeed to complain a bit too much these days...life is good.  I'm not happy all of the time but i manage to make it through everything fairly well.  I've ...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 11:12:00 PST

To Everyone...

Heres how it is...I am glad that everyone cares enough to tell me what they think, and that you guys are honest with me...but jesus christ, don't you guys see i'm hurting?  I'm fucking miser...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:28:00 PST

I'm Ready For The Bullshit That Will Come From Writing This Blog...

I finally stopped biting my tongue and told Ray exactly what I think of him.  He even recorded everything I said.  I started to feel bad, but I dont anymore.  Hes not the same Ray I fel...
Posted by ♥Ria♥ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 09:46:00 PST