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So [What]

I Talk Too Much To Myself & I Turn My Back On My Faith; It's Like Glass When We Break

About Me

Strong Becomes The Lion

When He Believes His Own Advice


Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance.
For the break that will make it ok...
There's always some reason,
To feel not good enough...
And it's hard at the end of the day...
I need some distraction,
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty...
And weightless, and maybe...
[I'll find some peace tonight]
So tired of the straight line,
And everywhere you turn..
There's vultures and thieves at your back.
The storm keeps on twisting,
You keep on building the lies,
That you make up for all that you lack.
It don't make no difference,
Escaping one last time.
It's easier to believe...
In this [sweet madness]
Oh this [glorious sadness]
That brings me to my knees...

My Interests


Just Trying To Keep My Head Above Water...
Regardless Of The Depth.Lauper - True Colors

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I'd like to meet:



My Amazing Boyfriend =]

Brandon

February 25, 2008

I'm speechless, so impressed.I've forgotten all my pain.Your presence, in essence...makes it go away.

Please take the seat next to me. Somehow you've changed how I think

You saved me from my past with just a harmless dance...


Music:

Music's the biggest part of my life... it keeps me going and allows me to hold on and push forward... If only everyone would just look deeper into music and realize it's more than just sound that pleases the ear... but meaning that wraps tightly to one's soul and becomes part of that person....  
Sigur Ros
Angels & Airwaves
The Soul's Release
The Album Leaf
Explosions In The Sky
The Silence Tree
Joanna Newsom
Rusted Root
Tracy Chapman
Flaw
Smile Empty Soul
Stone Sour
Horse The Band
Many Many More

Movies:

Swallow My Doubt..Turn It Inside-Out, Find Nothing But Faith In Nothing..Dinosaurs - Little Boy Boo

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Television:

.. I wrote your name in the sky today...

Heroes:

Sigur RósSigur Ros - 'Takk...' documentary

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My Blog

Cradle A Prayer

I lie, half awake; Cradling the one that would destroy it all. Such a cold feeling, it is. Though, once ignited, It would be hot with anger And burst through the misery in which is possessed. I gr...
Posted by So [What] on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 05:17:00 PST

Changes- FOR EVERYONE TO READ!!

To everyone who knows me on a more personal level:You can either accept my changes, or not.If not, let me know and I’ll make sure to not have contact with you. I need to know who my re...
Posted by So [What] on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 05:20:00 PST

FACEBOOK SUCKS!! Witness Now!

  OK! i need to vent.. and, yes, i am venting on Facebook.Having a rough night and Facebook just pissed me off even moreWhy I hate facebook? It's so unorganized for one!And has such pointless shi...
Posted by So [What] on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 06:49:00 PST

Video I Made......Hilli - Amiina

Got bored in Florida... didn't have many clips to work with for one... two, Florida sucks for clips anyhownot as good as my canada one i am sure.. but then again it is short.. way shorter.but it's ok ...
Posted by So [What] on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:23:00 PST

[[Fighting Off Misery]]

Fighting Off MiserySuch an old familar feelingThe pressure weighs on my soulIt's message is loud.It's pain is heavy.It's grasp is tight.I shudder and shake the emotion awayAnd will not allow it to rai...
Posted by So [What] on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 12:45:00 PST

Video from Canada I made....

so yea.. this is a little video I made in Canada this year in augustJust never got around to uploading it.. it was the same week my ex broke up with me and a lot of bad shit was happenin.. so i was ha...
Posted by So [What] on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 09:02:00 PST

Come Near Me... Explore....

Exploration. Let us explore this worldBy living in a different life... A different dimension.. A different view we will see. Inside:Never could I look out my window..Eyes wide open...Not blinking for ...
Posted by So [What] on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 12:32:00 PST

Apocryphal Happiness...

It's all apocryphal:The hope. The happiness...I juxtaposed the surreal hope and illusions...Illusions that are drawn through my head,Forcing my eyes and heart to see somethingThat will tear me apart i...
Posted by So [What] on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 08:01:00 PST

I Don't Understand.... Ny Batterí....

I just don't understand....How could one willingly knock down the wallsThat they built around themselves,And then rapidly get knocked down?What was safe for so shortlyTurned her life back around.Happi...
Posted by So [What] on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 05:12:00 PST

Fiance BS... The Gift

What went from So beautiful...So hopeful...Crashed.As much as I want to disregard the blog I wrote prior to seeing him tonight.. "the gift" I will leave it up... Shows how with just one person back in...
Posted by So [What] on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:13:00 PST