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My only intrests are film, poetry, literature, music, history,spirtiuality, life, death and love. The beauty spot was borrowed Now my sweet love rusts tomorrow On my confession that is waiting to be heardRun your empty rain down on me Whisper your death beats so softly Bend your knees,the altar of my egoYou drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veinsAll my lilies' mouths are open, like to begging for dope and hoping But their pedal gently can kick, you won't be backAll the timing that is sorrow of all the faces I've acquired We secure the shadow here, the sun fills faceYou drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veinsAnd we said 'til we die And we said 'til we dieYou drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veinsYou drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart, and made a spade There's still traces of me in your veinsAnd we said 'til we die And we said 'til we die "Down, down, down into the darkness of the grave Gently they go, the beautiful, the tender, the kind; Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave. I know. But I do not approve. And I am not resigned." -Edna St. Vincent Millay"Art is not necessary at all. All that is necessary to make this world a better place to live in is to love - to love as Christ loved, as Buddha loved." ~Isadora Duncan "Adieu, mes amis. Je vais la gloire!" ~Isadora Duncan

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"When he shall dieTake him and cut him out inlittle starsAnd he will make the face ofheav'n so fineThat all the world will be inlove with night and pay no worship to the garish sun"~Romeo and Juliet ~William Shakesphere In Memory of you Cody...09/04/1984-01/18/2008....Rest in Peace love.~~~~I miss you my brother. Forever you are in my heart and all around me.~~~~ ENJOY LIFE"You only live once, so enjoy every moment of ur life!!!Try to experience everything u can and just party and goplaces!! When u get old u can look back and say DAMN thosewere the good days!!!! Memories forever!!!! Peace! CODY COMAN March 24, 2007 - Saturday"I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing." ~Anais Nin..

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood, For nothing now can ever come to any good. IT'S EASIER FOR ME TO GET CLOSER TO HEAVEN THAN TO EVER FEEL WHOLE AGAIN.

Movies:

The Dreamers, Into The Wild, Control, The Notebook, House of a 1000 Corpses, Devils Rejects, Sideways,Henry and June, Amalie, The Swimming Pool, The Doors,Belle de Jour,Memoirs of a Geisha,Niagara,The Crow, Pretty Dirty Things,All About Eve,Garden State,Thirteen,American Psycho, Nightmare on Elm Street,Whatever Happenend to Baby Jane?, Lost in Translation, The Virgin Sucides,Marie Antoinette,Jules et Jim, Elevator to the Gallows, Umbrelles of Cherbourg, Young Girls of Rochefort, Carnival of Souls, Dementia 13, Muholland Drive, Blue Velvet, Eraserhead, Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me,ANY DAVID LYNCH!!! Flower of Evil, Gone With the Wind,Wild at Heart,Sonny,Place Vendome, Ed Wood, Party Monster,Diary of a Chambermaid,The Bride Wore Black, The Fury,The Orphic Trilogy ,La Petit Lili,? bout de souffle ,Now Voyager,Brick,Bande a'part,Repulsion, The Heart is Decetiful Above All Things,New Rose Hotel,Spider Baby,Cinema Paradiso,Lost Highway,La Dolce Vita, Funny Games,ALL Friday the 13ths, Hellraiser, The Devil's Backbone,Dawn of the Dead, Land of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead, 28 Days Later, Halloween, Batman Begins, The Piano Teacher, Cache, The Last Day, Hannibal Rising, L'Avventura,L'eclisse, La Notte....Anything w Cary Grant... ALL TX Chainsaw Massacres esp the first,...... I LOVE classic films and silent films and French films -all Foregin films,AND, Horror movies and LATELY Ingmar Bergman.....Wild Strawberies, Fanny and Alexander, The Virgin Spring, The Serpent's Egg, The Seventh Seal, Smiles of a Summer Night, Cries and Whispers, Persona

Books:

Since my brother died all I read now are grief,spiritual books, some religious, self-help, alot more Buddhism and new age.....here are a few..... Into the Wild .Life After Death by Deepak Chopra, The Wisdom of Solitude by Jane Dobisz, The Artof Happiness By H.H.the Dalai Lama and Howard C. Cutler, M.D., The Dhammapada translated by Eknath Easwaran, The Heart of The Buddhist Teachings by THICH NHAT HANH, Good Grief: Healing Through the Shadow of Loss by Deborah Morris Coryell, Surviving the Death of a Sibling-Living Through Grief When an Adult Brother or Sister Dies by T.J. Wray,Sibling Grief:Healing After the Death of a Brother or Sister by P.Gill White,Sylvia Browne's Lesson for Life,Speak with the Dead by Konstantinos,The Way by Michael Berg & many more....I am still readingMadame Bovary-Gustave Flaubert,Stardust-Neil Gaiman, Neverwhere-Neil Gaiman, The Bell Jar-Sylvia Plath,Blonde-Joyce Carol Oates, Lolita-Vladimir Nabokov,The Posionwood Bible-Barbara Kingsolver, anything by Stephen King, Anne Rice Memoirs of a Geisha-Arthur Golden,Bag of Bones-Stephen King-Twilight of the Idols/The Anti-Christ-Friedrich Nietzsche, A Tear and A Smile-Kahil Gibran, Innocence-Jane Mendelsohn, The Way- Michael Berg, Fault Lines- Anne River Siddons,Ariel-Sylvia Plath, to many to name, to may to remember many many more!! :)

Heroes:

My Brother. My Best Friend. My Guardian Angel. Cody and of most all Jake....these two right here are my biggest heros of all!! My Mom and Dad God Mother Earth. Mother Nature
Free Myspace GeneratorsMy heart still aches in sadness and secret tears stillflow.What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.