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Phoenix

Tantrically Engaged... so to speak.

About Me

Alright kids, I'm crazy... like a fox. But in a mellowish and sensitive kind of way that you can bring home to your mamma.
I'm the travelin type which of late has proven to be a bit of an inconvenience. But what this experience of gypsydome has brought to me is irreplacable and quite necessary.
I've shed layers of ignorance through becoming more worldly and traveled. Despite the BS of TSA and regulated, hostile travel methods, I highly recommend getting out of the United States if only for a short while. It's, let's say, a method to instilling a greater sense of Patriotism in a more realistic sense.
I have dreams sometimes that the Statue of Liberty grows huge pigeon wings and flys off of Ellis Island into the sunset.
I love nature and find city dwelling an interesting and profound stratum of deepening paradox. In Hawaii, if you leave your car parked too long, the jungle eats it. She's a fierce and powerful teacher. I think we'll get to see more of that in the years to come. In this regard, apocolypse is kinda cool.
There is alot of stuff written down about the end of the world. Seems like some people are pushing that ridiculous tide along. I shrug. I continue to live in the bounds of my "freedom" to practice a different way from the status quo. I'm not trying to prove any point. I'm just focusing my efforts to something that I see can work.
I'm not in protest of my environment. I'm in profound acceptance of even the foolish human elements. So I am not really a hippey.
I'm more of a Faerie and Bridger and Walker Between the Worlds.
I did take some drugs to think that last statement up.
I've stopped doing drugs enough to function at grandios levels... but not enough to be a politician. Therefore, I can function at grandios levels.
I'm training to become the most amazing super hero in the multiverse. I could probably eat less cake and drink more secret potions.
“We are a minority of common spirituality, and this shared commonality of outlook is a world-view totally unfamiliar to the accrued experience of our parent society. It is a view of the life experience through a DIFFERENT WINDOW!” –Harry Hay
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My Interests



CREATING THE NEW PARADIGM.

I'd like to meet:

Those who live within fullness.
Those who are seeking it.
Those who push the boundaries of thought and perception.
Those who have moved past it.
Those who give great compassion.
Those who know how to receive.
Those who engender hope.
Those who dance with freedom.

Music:

Nickel Creek
Venus Hum
Black Moth Super Rainbow
Mark Ferrina
Simon and Garfunkle
Ladytron
The Cure
Tom Waites
Pansy Division
Depeche Mode
James Brown
Nikka Costa
Elvis Costello
Imogen Heap
Miles Davis
Mozart
Erasure
Bjork
Kings of Convenience
Fruit Bats
Bass Nectar
Lady La La
Flaming Lips
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Juice Newton
Kings of Leon
Ray Charles
Earth, Wind, Fire
Crosby/Stills/Nash/Young (in about any manifestation)
Billy Holiday
Parliament
Nelly Furtado
Radiohead
Enigma
John Lennon
Kaki King
Joni Mitchell
Oasis
Janet Jackson
Postal Service
Belle and Sebastian
The Verve
Shimshai
Tina Malia
Deathcab For Cutie

Movies:


Into the Wild

5th Element

Goodbye Lenin

Amelie

Goodnight and Good Luck

Lawrence of Arabia

Matrix

X-men

Cocoon

Donnie Darko

I Know I'm Not Alone

Apocalypto

The Cruise

Don't Tell Mom, The Babysitter's Dead

Eragon

Vantage Point

Lord of the Rings

The "Alien" Series

Home movies (they're alot like the "Alien" Series)

E.T.

Princess Bride

Most of Jim Hensen's productions

Old School Star Wars

Mystery Science Theater

Ferris Bueller's Day Off

Baraka

Television:


..Rewire it as a homing beacon for the Mothership.

Books:


.. Literature by:
Sherman Alexi
Lewis Carrol
Edgar Allen Poe

Ender Series by Orson Scott Card
The Wheel of Time Series by Robert Jordan
Dune Series by Frank Herbert

Writings by Starhawk:
The Fifth Sacred Thing
Earth Path
The Spiral Dance

Heroes:


How will I be born from this chrysalis? Am I truly intended to be like another? Am I supposed to be like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna? Really? Am I supposed to commit some act of daring-do impersonating someone else? I say no. And I thank my ancestors and the teachers who learned before us. I am grateful for the other dancing lights I see and hope we can unify and expand till the whole world feels the gravity of it.

My Blog

Why I Shake

It's dark. And It's cold. The rain has frozen and everything sleeps in a harsh cocoon of ice. My footsteps echo in the bitter morning air as lonely, frozen leaves shatter like glass beneath ...
Posted by Phoenix on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:18:00 PST

Utah Saints’ "Purdy"...

...is dedicated to all loves distant and proximal. We are One.
Posted by Phoenix on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:15:00 PST

Vantage Point

I shook with emotion in this movie while I experienced a traumatic flashback to 2001. I went cold. Over and over a reminder of human frailty. I wept. I felt like I was going to vomit. But I didn&...
Posted by Phoenix on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:05:00 PST

What a girl wants

I want to behave freely and affectionately with Loved Ones in all spaces in the moment when I am feeling love for them. With passion and with bravery. I want to dance a dance of beauty and depth&...
Posted by Phoenix on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:49:00 PST

Mourning Glory

So from shades of pink, twilight filters through. And as we turn from sunlight to moonglow, The pale stars wink as my soul asks of you. Why I struggled with delight,&nbs...
Posted by Phoenix on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 02:35:00 PST

Starshine

And just like a wave of lightCarries the image of those radiant stars to my eyesIn a time long after their occurrenceYou still might not see me shine till long after I'm gone...like so many stars.But ...
Posted by Phoenix on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:19:00 PST

Flippin Faerie!

You scored 53% Faeries, 19% Gnomes, 38% Elves, and 9% Human! Faerie = You are a free spirit, and your glow lights everyone's life. You tend to see the fun in everything, but will seldom stay on a ta...
Posted by Phoenix on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 08:37:00 PST

Indianapolis

Your dead waters churn to life in his belly. A cold Thursday morning. A shift within the well. He Sees through the lie like he sees through the ice on the trees. He watches it melt And watches it...
Posted by Phoenix on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:17:00 PST

Bubblebath 1

Young Goddesses and Gods Are bathing in the waterfall. In love beyond all odds, They know that they are One with All. The sun that browns their skin Reminds them of their unity. And as their troubles...
Posted by Phoenix on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:10:00 PST

Preparation

See, I won't be ashamed to be well equipt. So, if its all the same, I'll be well with it. Through my deepest sorrow and highest joy, I've discovered the balance of girl vs. boy....
Posted by Phoenix on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:04:00 PST