im slowly breaking down... |
i dont know how much more i can take.but i would never ever leave his side for anything.breathe.pray.
stop fucking crying.youre almost 21 years old.you should be stronger than this.
i dont think i am....
Posted by christinamarie. on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 08:25:00 PST |
smile. |
just smile.
Posted by christinamarie. on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:48:00 PST |
Even though.... |
i live in a hell hole.
i took a paycut and hate my job.
i dont have a car yet.
im broke.
i hate the town i live in.
ive basically been sick since i moved back.
and my closest friend moved to the other...
Posted by christinamarie. on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:50:00 PST |
am i the same person anymore? |
i hope im not.for the better mind you.ive had some tough times since ive moved out to california.and ive had a lot of time to think about my life.past, present and future.ive matured.i just really lea...
Posted by christinamarie. on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:08:00 PST |
without you, im completely incomplete |
Posted by christinamarie. on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 05:07:00 PST |
i hope... |
the next three days dont kill me.oh, and im locking myself in keevans room.im not coming back to be with my friends and have them use me like last time.stop talking shit about me, and stop giving keev...
Posted by christinamarie. on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 01:16:00 PST |
i cant ever sleep. |
40 Dirrrrty little Secretssss...Be honest no matter what.[ONE] Who was your last text from?:my lova[Two] Where was your default pic taken?:my living room[Three] What's your middle name?:marie. duh.[Fo...
Posted by christinamarie. on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:42:00 PST |
im unstable. |
and about to fall over.a strong gust of anxiety has just hit.full force.youre kinda supposed to be my support system.
Posted by christinamarie. on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 11:31:00 PST |
as excited as i am... |
to move back home...im really quite sad about leaving california.i mean, i have grown and matured a lot since ive moved out here.i dont take things so literally, and ive learned that life isnt always ...
Posted by christinamarie. on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 12:03:00 PST |
youre not in colorado anymore. |
the world can be harsh.so while walking home last night from the bus station, one of our regulars at starbucks approached me on the side of the street. i was texting my boyfriend, so i really didnt th...
Posted by christinamarie. on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 12:28:00 PST |
