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Decadent_Disdain

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About Me


I'm just a girl. Everything else is semantics...
Life is ever changing. At the moment, I am pursuing my two biggest dreams! By the end of the week I will have a complete home recording studio set up. I will be able to play keys, sing, mix, master, and record in the comfort of my lovely abode. I cannot think of anything more fulfilling. I am also rekindling my craft-inspired business, State of Delirium. I will be focusing on cigar box purses and trinket boxes, knitted items, domino and resin jewelry, photo/collage/mixed media prints, and various other kitschy items. I anticipate having the online site back up and running around January 2009. All I have to say is; watch out world. I have finally found my happy place.
I have a degree in criminology and while the experience may have taught me little of intellectual value, I have managed to become a highly effective criminal, although my lawyer would advise me against such proclamations.
Despite the 40+++ weekly hours of corporate whoring I engage in, I still claim myself a professional insomniac considering the more significant amount of time invested in that regard.
I'm a firm believer that everything should be open 24/7. It's not my fault you people need so much sleep.
I think the whole world would look better in black and white.
I often dream of gratuitously murdering most of the people I come into contact with. I blame it on the JTHM comics, I am far too impressionable for such mindless violence.
I am convinced the entire world is incompetent and incapable of driving well.
When I am not screaming obscenities in fits of road rage, mumbling under my breath at little children wandering leash-less, or conversing with the entities in my head, I have a very lovely voice; I hope to share it with you all soon.
I hold that anything with glitter or funk is inherently good.
I really am the nicest misanthropist you'll ever meet.

My Interests


Much in the way of music; singing, screaming and crooning, movies, comics, computers and various forms of geekery, everything Twin Peaks, photography, philosophy, web design and graphics, climate controlled personal space bubbles with built in speakers and anti-bug technology, demons and ghouls and vampires and zombies; pretty much anything dead or resembling it closely, bad horror movies, babies on spikes and other bloody, gory, sordid nonsense, anything off color and far from politically correct, vintage clothes cause they don't make 'em like they used to, Bloody Mary's and breakfast food, people who stay up all night for no good reason, 24 hour everything, conversation and coffee, sharp and pointy objects, platform shoes and short skirts, extreme croquet, striped knee socks, caffeine, nicotine, adult beverages, Nina Simone and blackberry merlot, smoking indoors, bookstores, crafting, camping, knitting, smuggling small children out of the country and selling them on the black market, poker, darts, thrifting, live shows, incessant swearing, running with scissors and generally enjoying the company of people who can sit around anywhere and have a good time because it's what they're there to do. Oh yes, and monkeys. Of course monkeys.

I'd like to meet:


The Muppets. Animal in particular. He's so dreamy.

People who will laugh at me when I fall. Point and laugh. Truly. It's a much more cathartic experience that way.

People who understand and appreciate the beauty of sarcasm without using it to be a douchebag.

People who are not offended by "babies on spikes"...or anything else for that matter.

Mellow, drama-free, non-pretentious people cause I'm too old for your petty bullshit and while I'm far too lazy to dismember you entirely, I may just stick a spork in your eye. Consider yourself warned.

Music:


AFI, Green Day, The Agency, The Misfits, The Ramones, Bad Religion, Black Flag, Crooked Fingers, Buzzcocks, The Clash, Dag Nasty, Fugazi, Bouncing Souls, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, Dance Hall Crashers, Luna Chicks, Sublime, Millencolin, Flogging Molly, Suicide Machines, Teen Idols, Face to Face, Tiger Army, HorrorPops, Pixies, The Muffs, Pogues, Fungus, Avenged Sevenfold, Mephiskapheles, Dropkick Murphy's, Echo & The Bunnymen, David Bowie, Depeche Mode, Boyd Rice, Camouflage, Rasputina, Switchblade Symphony, HIM, Voltaire, London After Midnight, Recoil, Fields Of The Nephilim, Rammstein, Joy Division, Nick Cave, Current 93, Bauhaus, Curve, Apoptygma Berzerk, Alphaville, VNV Nation, Front 242, My Bloody Valentine, NIN, Ministry, Jesus and Mary Chain, Kidney Thieves, Skinny Puppy, 9th Evolution, Peter Murphy, Front Line Assembly, Informatik, Wumpscut, Wolfsheim, Clan of Xymox, New Order, Love and Rockets, The Cure, Nitzer Ebb, Christian Death, Sisters of Mercy, Johnny Cash, Elvis, Hank Williams, Reverend Horton Heat, Stray Cats, Jerry Lee Lewis, Otis Redding, Connie Francis, Billie Holiday, Patsy Cline, Ry Cooder, Charlie Parker, Louis Armstrong, Otis Redding, Johnny Lang, Nina Simone, Frank Sinatra, BB King, Ruby Dee, Roy Kay Trio, John Lee Hooker, Neko Case, Amazing Crowns, The Buzzards, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Brian Setzer, Legendary Shack Shakers, The Dears, Pink Floyd, Queen, Portishead, Massive Attack, Queens of the Stone Age, Elvis Costello, Jeff Buckley, Leonard Cohen, Chris Cornell, Elliott Smith, Concrete Blond, Blonde Redhead, Stereophonics, Morcheeba, Cat Power, Jet, Built To Spill, Soundgarden, Audioslave, Black Sabbath, Cowboy Junkies, Lamb, The Killers, Scissor Sisters, My Chemical Romance, Buckcherry, Muse, Goldfrapp...

I particulary enjoy the sound of my own voice...talking to myself late at night...and the sound of myself talking back.

Movies:


Battle Royale, The Suicide Club, Audition, Lain, Volcano High, Conduct Zero, Uzumaki, Versus, Akira, Ninja Scroll, Iron Monkey, Perfect Blue, Ju-on, Ichi the Killer, Kill Bill, Jackie Brown, Full Metal Jacket, The Usual Suspects, Fire Walk With Me, Blue Velvet, American Beauty, Closet Land, A Clockwork Orange, Silence of the Lambs, Heathers, Trainspotting, Labyrinth, Legend, Dark Crystal, Hackers, Pump Up the Volume, City of Lost Children, Run Lola Run, Office Space, Romper Stomper, True Romance, The Wall, Dark City, Memento, Donnie Darko, Doom Generation, Splendor, Nowhere, Buffalo 66, House of a Thousand Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, Nosferatu, Last House on the Left, The Shining, A History of Violence, Shallow Grave, Swingers, Shaun of the Dead, Hot Fuzz, Grandmas Boy, Ghost World, Unbreakable, Sin City, The Professional, Snatch, Clay Pigeons, Suicide Kings, Closer, Lucky Number Slevin, The Boondock Saints, The Virgin Suicides, Lolita, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Edward Scissorhands, Sweeney Todd, Big Fish, Goodfellas, Scarface, Casino, Poolhall Junkies, Lolita, Mansfield Park, Quills, Plunkett and McClane, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Velvet Goldmine, Across the Universe, Videodrome, Tombstone, Midnight Cowboy, Harold and Maude, Walk the Line.
I absolutely revere everything by David Lynch, Greg Araki, and Tim Burton.

Television:


Twin Peaks, Heroes, CSI, Law and Order, Invader Zim, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Metalocolypse, House.

Books:

Books:
Invisible Man - Ralph Ellison, Neverwhere - Neil Gaiman, Good Omens - Neil Gaiman, Reaper man - Terry Pratchett, The Return of the Native - Thomas Hardy, The Divine Comedy - Inferno - Dante Alighieri, The Wasteland - T.S. Eliot, The Complete Stories - Franz Kafka, Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Soul Rebels - The Rastafari - William Lewis, The Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux, Les Miserables - Victor Hugo, The Count of Monte Cristo - Alexander Dumas, Nightwork - Anne Allison, Exquisite Corpse - Poppy Z. Brite, Neuromancer – William Gibson, Paradise Burning - Adventures of a High Times Journalist - Chris Simunek, Books of Blood - Clive Barker, Nightmare on Main Street - Mark Edmundson, Suicide Blonde - Darcy Steinke, Apocalypse Culture - ed. Adam Parfrey, The Acid House - Irvine Welsh, Trainspotting - Irvine Welsh, Mind Hunter - John Douglas, Journey Into Darkness - John Douglas, Strangers - Dean Koontz, Dharma Bums - Jack Kerouac, A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess, Breakfast of Champions - Kurt Vonnegut Jr., Naked Lunch - William S. Burroughs, Notes of a Dirty Old Man - Bukowski, Dead Men Do Tell Tales - William Maples, The Farming of Bones - Edwidge Danticat, Krik? Krak! - Edwidge Danticat, Flickering Shadows - Kamau, The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven - Sherman Alexie, The Stories of Eva Luna - Isabel Allende, The Grass Dancer - Susan Power, A Spell for Chameleon - Piers Anthony, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas - Hunter S. Thompson, The Weir and other plays - Conor McPherson, Ironweed - William Kennedy, Tracks - Louise Erdrich.
Comics:
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac - Jhonen Vasquez, Squee - Jhonen Vasquez, I Feel Sick - Jhonen Vasquez, Oh My Goth! - Voltaire, The Girlz of Goth - Voltaire, Deady the Malevolent/Terrible Teddy - Voltaire, Chi-Chian - Voltaire, Milk and Cheese - Evan Dorkin, Arsenic Lullaby - Doug Paszkiewicz, Lenore - Roman Dirge, Monsters In My Tummy - Roman Dirge, Death - Neil Gaiman, Sandman - Neil Gaiman.

My Blog

Fighting the good fight

Every laugh, every smile, every day of silence is just a stitch across a wide seam that burst open such a very long time ago. It's that same helpless pain; that all too familiar insolence of youth, wh...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 03:26:00 PST

Boil, boil, toil, and trouble

"I had a dream, and now that dream is gone from me."I truly believed that I would save the world. I would win the gold. I would write a novel. I would star in a movie. I would lead a band. I would fin...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 04:56:00 PST

NYE Pictures

Are up for your viewing pleasure....
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 10:26:00 PST

Resolutions; Part 2

I find New Years resolutions unendingly amusing. Trivial promises we make to ourselves; all the things we would have, should have, could have, but never did. I am sure there are exceptions, I'm not sh...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 06:26:00 PST

Delirium

I attempted to sleep this morning; for those few futile hours before the corporate whoring began. I curled myself into a sideways and all sorts of crooked fetal ball and closed m...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 05:22:00 PST

This message will self destruct in five...four...

Kidding....mostly.......
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 04:18:00 PST

Pictures

Delirium fuels my life. Well...delirium and beer. And coffee. And cigarettes. I'm a multi-substance survivor. Pictures are up from my first night back out at Czar, Legendary Shack Shakers at Orpheum, ...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:49:00 PST

And on the seventh day...

...the lushes drag their sorry asses out for more! Show tonight at the Orpheum. If I can make it out after my endless night o' vodka, so can you. Beware; the camera comes with me. But then...you alrea...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 10:33:00 PST

Saturday

Hello Trampons!Saturday is a GO for drunk and disorderly at Czar! So be there to help me celebrate my return to our great city. Even if you don't agree about the great part. So yeah. Be there.And if a...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:17:00 PST

Codeine is my co-pilot

The doctor just looked at me and laughed. Well, chuckled. She tried to hide it, but I know the gesture by now. "Not feeling too good, eh?" Gee, no, I'm feeling peachy, just thought I'd stop by for som...
Posted by Decadent_Disdain on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 06:10:00 PST