Kevin

I think i get forced into doing things against my will way too often...by people i don't know all that well...is that bad?Maybe i should add something more about me for all these fine people who actually read my profile. Anyways...I'm not an alcoholic...i guess i'll admit i'm a stoner. I can't seem to cut back, even though i try. I love movies, in fact I'm going to be making a short film with a couple of my friends over christmas break just for fun. I can't wait to see how that goes. The past, oh say, 6 months has been a roller coaster ride of emotions. At moments i felt i was on top of the world, and others i was careening off a cliff because my emotions got the best of me. Some times were amazing and blissful, others just utter frustration and hell. I have taken shrooms three times, this last time over thanksgiving, and i had the worst trip of my life with one of my best friends. We literally traveled through hell, and felt utter depression. So everyone out there who may think they are depressed, believe me you aren't. Nothing can compare to hell...Other than that, I'm enjoying my life in college. Its been hectic and hardwork, even at UNM. I don't like the people here all too much, sadly. I feel too many people here are fake...or just weird and I can't seem to find people who i truly like. But whatever, I still have a lot of friends who i would do anything for on a moments notice. And those are the people that i truly care about, that truly matter. Anyways...yeah if i think of more i will add some more...but probably not for a while. Since that first paragraph, its been like 2 months...maybe more...hahaha.