I am just a worthless liar.

About Me

Profile edited with CricketSoda's Myspace Editor Most call me Nick. Some call me friend, fewer call me brother. I am the creator of my own universe and am thoroughly satisfied with the experiences I bring my way. I try not to take for granted a single second I spend here and also try to maximize my enjoyment of every second.I am an aspiring vocalist and consider myself an avid vocal connoisseur. When I sing I feel the spirit move through me and a great sensation of bliss overcomes my senses; it makes me happy.I try not to take for granted a single second I spend here and also try to maximize my enjoyment of every second

My Interests

Lindia, TOOL , Life, Photography, Singing, literature, writing, history, fun.

I'd like to meet:

SOULMATE

Anyone who can show me how to enjoy life more.

Issac Brock, Maynard, Tesla, Hoffman, Einstein, Alex Grey.

Music:

Tool,Ben Folds, DOORS, Modest Mouse, A perfect circle, RAGE.

Movies:

The Wall, Any TOOL tour show, Apocalypse Now, The Secret, Resevoir Dogs, The meaning of life.

Television:

News, COSMOS, Future Weapons, History Channel.

Books:

2001 Series, RAMA series, Legion of the damned series, ENDER/BEAN series, 1984, Farenheit 451, Supressed Inventions.

Heroes:

My wonderful gorgeous fiance, and soul mate Lindia. She inspires me to be the best I can be and helps me see the light even when I am surrounded by dark.My fantastic friends with whom I share an undeniable connection with. Our friendship is truly something most don't experience.

My Blog

Score one me! And then score one reality.

So I am one step back to normal and a big step at that. I passed my drug test. Thats right, for the first time in a year I am clean for no other reason then a lack of doing drugs and that's a huge ste...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 06:37:00 PST

Long time...no see!

So it's been a while and I'm happy. Things have settled out and I am glad that I have no connections to my previous life because I am getting a chance to start over... I finally figured out, it is al...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:40:00 PST

I cant say I did'nt see it coming.

Feb. 27- I quit drugs and check into rehab. Feb. 30- I begin trying to help my best friends quit. Mar. 6- My friends officially disown me. How do I feel? Like s...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 11:28:00 PST

Temple de jupiter.

I had a good day today. I went to an indian pow wow and met some interesting family and got to go to a new flea market and had a blast. I got some good pictures and I got a painting of the ruins of th...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 07:47:00 PST

Saving the blind.

After the depressing morning I had I have made it into a productive evening. First of all let me tell you that I basically told my two best friends' {patrick and jesse} immediate family that they stil...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 10:51:00 PST

Alone down there?

So I think to fully appreciate this post you should listen to the song by Modest Mouse "Alone down there" but I dont expect many to go through the trouble of finding it so if you dont want to dont wor...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 10:19:00 PST

Things always look better with time.

So it's been a good 48 hours since I decided to quit and seek help, and I must say I still feel awesome. I have to first thank all of you who read my post and replied, your words really helped me aff...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:39:00 PST

I am going to be different thats for sure...

Ok so Im going to do this hastily which may not be the best of ideas but at this point I don't care. Please read the entire thing I want to make sure were all on the same page. If you feel so compelle...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 05:15:00 PST

Here we go again.

So Im gonna rant, not because I want too but because I care about everyone and sometimes its good for me to hear that people care...call me selfish. So my karma is pretty shot the last few days have ...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 11:45:00 PST

Photo journalism in the urban warzone.

So I found my calling, well I hesitate here because I have thought this before and it has turned out not to be true. Photography, Im not sure why Im so enamered by it but theres something about taking...
Posted by I am just a worthless liar. on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 12:00:00 PST