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Just me

And I'm haunted...by the lies that I have loved...

About Me

Dark and mean....and don't forget it...and definitely don't expect anything different...or you will disappoint yourself.Click here for Myspace glitter graphics and Myspace layouts
Myspace Contact TablesLet us endeavor to live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry - Mark TwainI would rather be troubled by those trying desperately to live, not those trying desperately to die. Life is a gift. If you don't believe me, ask Schuyler.I am boring. Closetish. Ok, so not a word, but if it were, it would apply. I am a chameleon, my hair expresses my anguish and frustration. I have many hobbies, but severe ADD and can't ever finish anything. Its like a rule. I must not finish, or something bad might happen...tee hee.... I've decided most people who meet me think I'm crazy and loopy, but honestly, I'm not, its an act. "The dumber people think you are, the more surprised they are when you kill them." One of my fav quotes..Its by William Clayton. I positively detest liars. HATE HATE HATE them. If you are a born liar. If it is just an innate quality that you possess....don't bother talking to me. I just can't deal, and will end up ripping you to pieces. If you are inconstant, and can't decide who you are...that's ok, I guess, but don't try to pull me into your little world of indecision. I know who I am, who I wish I really was....and I am who I am.

My Interests

Love is reverence, and worship, and glory, and the upward glance. Not a bandage for dirty sores…. Those who speak of love most promiscuously are the ones who’ve never felt it. They make some sort of feeble stew out of sympathy, compassion, contempt and general indifference, and they call it love. Once you’ve felt what it means to love as you and I know it—the total passion for the total height— you’re incapable of anything less. Ayn Rand Music, Ebay, Reading sad stories that make me cry and make me sick to my stomach. Medicine...Like I wish I was a doctor. I'd be your first doctor that wouldn't tell you OR even think it silently, that its all in your head. AND I would emphasize the importance of bodily harmony.

I'd like to meet:

Not a fucking single person.

Music:

Ani Difranco, Melissa Ferrick, Jeznick, The Used, Radiohead, Thom Yorke, Matisyn (and NO I never got the cd...yet)Don't send a lame Starring You! eCard . Try JibJab Sendables !

Movies:

Anything by Greg Araki, but especially Splendor......which is my ideal life (only with another girl and a guy, not two guys).... and Doom Generation...which is just disturbing and actually a great tribute to the small town biggots that manage to survive day to day.Eternal Sunshine ..blah blah blah...

Television:

Law and Order. CSI. DR 90210.

Heroes:

My girls. My mom. Leah. My grandmother who worked as a nurse for 50+ years (until she was in her 70s) without bitching the way most people do about working and retiring, etc.

My Blog

This one’s for you- 4 year old wisdom

This one is for YOU, and I'm not going to specify who, because you know who you are.  I'm concerned for you. I'm actually concerned enough that I have taken time out of MY life to think about how...
Posted by Just me on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:04:00 PST

Whining

I hate whining, sniveling, sneaking, dishonest, disrspectful people.  And yes, I am thinking about one person in particular.  If you can call her that (a person, I mean). She's mor...
Posted by Just me on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:04:00 PST

Fierce

I want to be so fierce that people stop before they say anything at all to me and consider the potentially harmful reactions.  I want to walk through a store and have people be afraid to even app...
Posted by Just me on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:04:00 PST

There are ups and then there are downs and nothing should make sense

I came to a realization driving in my car tonight. I was asking my anatomy professor all of these questions about blood and genetics, etc etc...because I have been desperately searching for an answer ...
Posted by Just me on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:04:00 PST

On life and children

Some people don't understand having four children. Years ago it was frowned upon to not have any children, or to not have very many, because your progeny are your links to the future, they carry on yo...
Posted by Just me on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:04:00 PST

Goodbye my beautiful friend

For all of you who knew Sadie, you would have to agree, she was the best dog ever.  She tolerated my temper tantrums, those of the kids, rode in the car like a champ, cleaned up under the table w...
Posted by Just me on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:04:00 PST

10 reasons why LEAH is the best friend EVER

1) She is really beautiful AND strong. 2) She is really funny 3) She is the most caring person ever and I think would do anything she could for me. 4) She knows when to leave me alone and I know when ...
Posted by Just me on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:04:00 PST