Chaotic confusion |
why cant i just have the awnsers and know what i should be doing so i can feal the way i should be fealing and not dealing with this mess why cant you just tell me what to do why cant you just b...
Posted by jay on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 01:03:00 PST |
AFATER SHOCK |
I WANT TO RIP MY SELF APART FROM THE INSIDE OUT THERE IS NOTHING ABOUT MY SELF THAT I LIKE I WANT TO BE A DIFRENT PERSON I CANT STAND BEING ME ANY LONGER I FIGHT TO HOLD ON BUT MY GRIP IS SLIPPING I F...
Posted by jay on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 09:48:00 PST |
below me..... |
i try to think and begin to think about how i think that thinking is bad and then my mind starts turning and i start to realize its all in my head. i strive to fix the things that are wrong with me ev...
Posted by jay on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 09:27:00 PST |
hating you hating me... |
i usta think i had at least a part of my life under control how small and minute that part is and now the only think in my life that made me happy is now destroying everypart of anything that has to d...
Posted by jay on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 03:17:00 PST |
a pile of shit |
i feal like im traped inside my self and all i can do is watch. im not happy but at the same time im not sad so i dont feal as tho i have alegit reason to complain. the last few days maby even the las...
Posted by jay on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:19:00 PST |
my broken heart |
i love her, &n
bsp; she loves me, but we can never ...
Posted by jay on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 11:31:00 PST |
breaK DOWN |
its allways somthing aint it life is funny like that and there aint much you can do about it but just deal with it. my whole life is up in the air right now i cant even think stright my brain is...
Posted by jay on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 12:25:00 PST |
dose anyone read these.... |
heh.... well i guess im creating this blog to see if anyone out there reads them.... leave me a message if you read this pla :). i may say life sucks latly, i know it could be alot w...
Posted by jay on Thu, 04 May 2006 12:30:00 PST |
the end of the beginings end... or somthing |
its all gone its not like it maters now anyway but i need to talk to somone
about it i need to get it out of my system how or why do i obses over somthing,
why did i hert me to lose that. i guess im...
Posted by jay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
why.... |
why do i wait for somone that s not there for somone that i dream up for somone that cares... in my own mind i create wishes that never come true. thought afate thought i waist my time thinking that m...
Posted by jay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
