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toilet tara.$

Have a nice day, WHEN IM FUCKING YOU IN THE FACE.

About Me

Jesus deserves a slap in the face for all he has done to me.

I will always give you half of what I have in hopes that you would do the same.
I'm that girl whose always dancing, music or not, just by myself in the corner.
I have a thing for redheads, just girls, really, but im into dudes.

My Interests

likes-bright stars,summer nights, tattoos,metal, giving the metal sign, when people drive fast, putting my feet on dashboards, throwing up in peoples beds!, finding my real friends, dancing in my driveway[edit, i no longer have a driveway], rocking out to children of bodom in front of old people!,fall, being all jacked up on mountain dew, picking my nose, F U church!,pizza pretzels, smiling, telling the truth, spinning in circles,sticking up for myself/my friends,tattoos more than piercings, when people make fucking idiots out of themselves by getting mad all the time, never lying,city, getting lost, writing letters and/or messages,music that i can dance to, singing at the top of my lungs, meeting new people, smile kisses, the way i talk,mocking people, purple lighters, getting what i want, laughing, euphoria.
dislikes- lying for other people because i have no reason to lie for myself, liars, other peoples opinions(really, i dont care!),root beer, people who are rude for no reason, girls, corny girls, uggs and sweatpants, menthol, continuously doing favors,ew this song im listening to right now, chocolate, when people say they're going to do something and then don't, not having money, responsibility, my corny ass neighborhood, having to make seperate time for everyone, when gay guys act like CORNY GIRLS, cheese, not ever being able to decide what i want, not living in the city anymore, poptarts, not caring about anything, my corny neighbors, living here, not having any privacy, guys who think im disgusting because i talk about POOP, people who aren't real, people who scream to get their point across, thinking negatively.

i'd burn up to see you again.

I'd like to meet:


you will always be in our hearts.
restinpeacesja

Friends that will not fuck me over, talk so much shit, and still pretend to be friends.
Bottom line, im so done.

Someone who likes to drink 40oz and calls me babygirl.

As for meeting someone in reality, how about a boyfriend who beats me. Cheers!

Music:

i enjoy circle of dead children, mewithoutyou, job for a cowboy, redman, municipalwaste, cattle decap, biggie smalls, circle takes the square,pig destroyer, crystal castles, black eyes, big l, leftovercrack,between the buried and me, maiden, i got shot in the face, horrorshow,tilly and the wall, gbiscuits, me and him call it us,anything that sounds like animal cruelty.
pretty much shitty metal bands and typical indie rock bands.
To the kids who fought side by side;to the kids who would talk and stay up all night;to the kids who made up our lives;to the kids who fought and lost to time;
I'll see you soon; I'll see you fucking soon.

Movies:

the hole, trainspotting, freddy got fingered, eternal sunshine, psycho beach party, party monster, club dread,etc.

Television:

metalocalypse.

Heroes:

My REAL friends.

TOM GREEN IS MY HERO

Kristin.

R.I.P. Ralphie.
June 11,1984- November 3,2006.
Tough Crew On Tour 2005/2006 will reunite one day.
Sarah Jean Ashmore, Ralphie Pierce.
I love you both, rest in peace, i will miss the both of you with all of my heart.

Antoine is definetly my hero when he's drunk.

My Blog

to those of you who i used to be close with.

You are missing something wonderful. You are missing a great time in my life. You haven't been there for some of the hugest things I've been through, and you are way too stubborn. This is to more than...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 05:01:00 PST

pros and cons

sure, i may not have a job, graduation photos, a cap and gown, money, a car, cleanliness, good luck, sweet muscles, sick tats, food in my stomach or at my house, will power, people i can trust, determ...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Mon, 07 May 2007 01:26:00 PST

mybloodisfireandibleedlife.

Don't lay in the bedbut you're already dressedI think you've had enough of that beauty rest.Running makeup from watery eyesfrom taking too many pills and purging them outyou want the school to have so...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 10:00:00 PST

Thats not what your pantleg says.

If you wore your heart on your jaw, I'd be sure to break it.Like a kareoke disaster, you always were one to fake it.I drowned your morning parade with cyanide, you can run a marathon but you cannot hi...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:47:00 PST

idk.

1. Pick ten people.2. Write something about them. 3. Post this for people to read/guess who they are, even though they shouldn't. 1. I wish I had your strength. It's kind of scary knowing all the stre...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:54:00 PST

dear tara

You are constantly making a fool of yourself by caring about people who don't care all that much for you. There are countless times that you just prove yourself an idiot. Chances are the next person y...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:45:00 PST

some people

Don't even appreciate living anymore. What happened to those friendships, the ones that make you who you are. You know, the ones that you'll look back on and remember growing up with? I guess it's too...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 10:34:00 PST

Human Anatomy hasn't broken my concentration.

Theres a field here worth running through, almost even in the rain. That's just what is happening. It's raining and I'm running and I have this feeling that I'm going to fall flat on my face. Theres n...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 05:49:00 PST

She ran from the machine, but it fucked her anyway.

I'm walking home and looking up at the sky and it seems to be getting further and further away. My heart has been beating full speed all day and it's eventually going to come to a complete stop. Stop....
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 04:29:00 PST

To: unliving bodies, sincerely.

Sometimes I feel as though no matter how much you work at something, no progress will come out. No progress will come out because theres nowhere for anything to go. It feels like every interaction, to...
Posted by toilet tara.$ on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 10:52:00 PST