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About Me

I'm not a nice girl . . . REALLY. I'm a good girl, but I'm not nice . . . there's a difference, don't mistake one for the other.

Beware of a girl with a mouth & a brain . . . may be hazardous to your mental well being.
WARNING!****May cause stress & other related injuries to your ego****
You Are Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?
:: happy-go-lucky
:: simple pleasures
:: complicated thoughts
:: center of attention
:: wallflower
:: ball of paradox
:: troublemaker
:: peace talker
:: kick-ass
:: excessive
:: impulsive
:: disruptive
:: over-animated
:: melodramatic
:: shopaholic
:: workaholic
:: alcoholic
:: super sonic
:: BOOM!
You Are A Hornbeam Tree
You are a reserved person, looking in from the outside.
Naturally attractive, you take good care of your looks.
You are not egoistic, and you make life as comfortable as possible.
You look for kindness in others - though you are seldom happy with yourself.
A bit mistrusting and unsure, you dream of being swept away by someone unusual. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
I'm seen differently by different people depending on my interactions . . . "Zen-like" (haha!) . . . "not a well-behaved adult" (haha!) . . . peace loving . . . . trouble making . . . a caring person . . . a callous person (maybe because I don't like to do "not nice things nicely," just be real about it) . . . someone's best friend . . . someone's worst enemy . . .
. . . but in the end it's how you see me . . . to perceive me is to know me . . .

Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com

My Interests

I tend to explore the world with my mouth. I mean, I don't go around licking people, but think about it a second . . . we eat, drink, & talk . . . & that's how we learn if we like an expereince for the most part. We have conversations over good food, add some laughter, & a little drinky-drink, & VOILA! Instant frienship . . . all natural not from concentrate.
I also like excess . . . I eat too much (people wonder where I put it "in my mouth & down my stomach" I say), drink too much, talk too much (if you ask, I'll tell . . . you wouldn't ask if you really didn't wanna know), shop too much (too much is never enough), work too much, think too much, feel too much, care too much, trust too much, love too much . . .

And I like to use ( . . . ) a lot, I guess because most of my thoughts are half-thoughts. I still have much to think about, I still have much to live.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who won't tell me I'm beautiful without knowing me first.
Someone who can make me laugh.
Someone witty, deep, educated.
Someone who wants to sincerely be my friend.
I believe there is an invisible string connecting all people . . . if we haven't met yet, it's only a matter of time . . . the string gets tangled in certain places & there is a group of people who are meant to meet each other . . . & if we don't meet in person? Then likely you know someone who knows me & indirectly we've met . . . we know each other somehow . . . wherever you are . . ...

Music:

Ya Soshla S Uma Video - T.A.T.U. lyrics .. T.A.T.U. Music Video Codes Music Video Codes by VideoCure Myspace Layouts

Movies:

I say *fuck love stories,* I'm too practical . . . but I still hope for one. Stupid sap that I am! . . . Or like Hoke said, "Blaah, Bla-bla-bla-blaaah!"

Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com

Television:

What Your Sleeping Position Says
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Books:

"There's always a connection, a reason because of which people enter your orbit, bristling with energy like a meteor intent on collision."

"If you only knew how close I am to you . . ."

Heroes:

Wonder Woman
My dad who taught me how to love & trust & believe in the good of people . . . people just want to be understood.

My Blog

When I Need To Go

Some people come to see doctors for some of the stupidest things, just making up excuses to see the doctor. Is it because they're afraid that they're not normal & that perhaps their bodily sensations...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 08:57:00 PST

Love . . . Something, Everything

Angie asked Michelle how she can put up with me cuz according to Angie, I'm just way too hyper. It's cuz I entertain her. Angie & Michelle are my close friends, but our interactions are definitely d...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:50:00 PST

We're Always Just Here

I've been getting in touch with a lot of people I used to know from high school . . . My dad was in the Army so we moved around a lot when I was a kid, but I was fortunate enough to have been able to ...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 09:58:00 PST

We Sit at the Bottom of a Well

This weekend started sooo good. Michelle & I are sitting in the nurse's station talking about relationship schtuff . . . relationships are friggin' hard to keep on an even keel. Bliss & wonder on on...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:42:00 PST

When We Meet Again

Maybe one day we'll meet in outerspaceWhere our emotions have no gravityAnd our feelings aren't so heavy . . .Maybe then we could be friends.
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:14:00 PST

Blame It On The Moon

It feels like everyday is a full moon. I'm consistently having waaaaay too much drama . . . possibly because I create the drama that swirls around me. I'm so melodramatic. I create big problems out...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:36:00 PST

In All It's Complexities

In addition to this blog, Michelle & I were just talking about this whole confusion . . . When a girl says she loves you, she means it . . . When a girl says she hates you, it's cuz she loves you more...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 05:55:00 PST

We Just Get Older

I don't even remember when I wrote this blog originally, but it seems to come up a lot. Michelle and I were talking about how we take our insecurities with us . . . I don't think we really ever...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 06:00:00 PST

These Moments We Live For

Hung out with my friends at lunch today . . . walked in late to work cuz it was just too much damn fun . . . Beck, Adriana, Angie, Danny & I. Good food, lots of laughter, & good company ...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 07:13:00 PST

A Twisted Sort of Happiness

In essence everyone wants to be happy. Happiness is brief so we live for instant gratification. So I went clubbing with a few of my girls, they're in relationships & I'm the only one without a man...
Posted by perfectly * flawed on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 11:26:00 PST