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About Me

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I feel like an old grainy film projected onto the movie screen of some empty theater. A memory, nearly forgotten, floating like a ghost through the present moment.If you, for some reason, want to know about me, just know this: There is nothing left to know.
The final notes of eve'ning's music fall,
as children's dreams are cast with mournful sigh,
like winter mist upwards to starry sky,
that frames this marble tower white and tall,
whose shining bell with echoed ghostly call,
by silver moon is bathed before the eye,
of wraith whose mortal shell refused to die,
while gazing long upon the tower wall.
Like dusky forest creeks in vesper's light,
the shadows cast by Luna brightly shone,
revealing scenes of youthful past delight,
unreaped by Saturn's crescent scythe of blight,
which swept the shadows down from marble stone,
as rolling clouds obscured the moon from sight.
I wonder now if life was real at all,
or only shade upon some tower's wall.

My Interests

"Alien abduction" experiences, analytical psychology, anthropology, arachnology, Arthurian romances, astrology, European folklore, European history, European mythology, Idealism, Indo-European migrations, Qabalah, Romanticism (the cultural movement, not the act of taking your bitch out to McDonalds before giving her the beefy charge), tarot, western Initiatic traditions

I'd like to meet:

Old friends and anyone with similar interests.

Music:

Whatever happens to be blasting out of your car speakers at 2:00am.

Books:

Some favorite authors: Richard Adams, Robert de Boron, Aleister Crowley, Wolfram von Eschenbach, Carl Jung, H.P. Lovecraft, Thomas Malory, Arthur Schopenhauer, Gottfried von Strassburg, Jacques Vallee

My Blog

Rational Compassion

(The below is an expansion upon an email I recently sent out to an old friend. It's a bit choppy, but sets out my ideas on certain things. And, as an added bonus to those who trudge throug...
Posted by Steve on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:09:00 PST

New Aeonic Tarot Interpretations (0 - 10)

0 The Fool: This is the nuood in his original state of purity. He is a natural mystic, for no thought ever enters into his mind. The attribution of air is a reference to the no-thing which exists in...
Posted by Steve on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 05:37:00 PST

Coprophilia part 2: The making of feces

Well, I just came back from a week long vacation in Connecticut and I have to say that I'm pretty damn depressed. I didn't get to do a whole hell of a lot and spent most of my time either r...
Posted by Steve on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 07:58:00 PST

Coprophilia

In the words of Ted DiBiase, "Everybody's got a price". While I concede that this man's musings were not infallible, as indeed many matches did not result in the Million Dollar Man always g...
Posted by Steve on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 02:00:00 PST

YHVH oppresses my pagan sensibilities

I Inspired by a recent forum posting, I've decided to outline why it is that I think mainstreaming "occultism" is such a bad idea and further, why the modern day "occult community" is a pitiable creat...
Posted by Steve on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:02:00 PST

Debauchery

Am I the only one who has noticed that, almost without exception, the people who support elitist doctrines the most are themselves very, very far from the human ideal these doctrines champion? T...
Posted by Steve on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 07:33:00 PST

The Death of Goodness

O Thanatos tes Kalosynes The final notes of eve'ning's music fall, as children's dreams are cast with mournful sigh, like winter mist upwards to starry sky, that frames this marble towe...
Posted by Steve on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 11:45:00 PST

The Existentialist ponderings of Bette Midler

Last night I got to watch someone die as I stood less than one foot away from them. I had always thought that witnessing something like this would in some way 'change' me. This sort...
Posted by Steve on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 02:30:00 PST

It's all about ME

I think most would agree with the observation that people love to talk about themselves. The problem with this, aside from the boredom it inevitably induces in whatever unfortunate has to listen...
Posted by Steve on Fri, 11 May 2007 05:17:00 PST

Living and Dying

"The Blasted Tower". Reading the above should immediately set the proverbial bells ringing in the head of anyone who is even passingly familiar with the Tarot. It is the title of the seventeenth Trump...
Posted by Steve on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:36:00 PST