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A Dave

davewestworth

About Me


My name is Dave.
I decided, one day long ago, that I was never gonna be the greatest catch.
and though I know that my actions are impossible to justify, they seem adequate to fill up my time.
i just abandoned my body, i still live here.
well, I'm not really living. I'm just killing time...
fuck what you heard, you were lied to.
Oh Elise it doesn't matter what you say I just can't stay here every yesterday Like keep on acting out the same The way we act out Every way to smile Forget And make-believe we never needed Any more than this Any more than thisOh Elise it doesn't matter what you do I know I'll never really get inside of you To make your eyes catch fire The way they should The way the blue could pull me in If they only would If they only would At least I'd lose this sense of sensing something else That hides away From me and you There're worlds to part With aching looks and breaking hearts And all the prayers your hands can make Oh I just take as much as you can throw And then throw it all away Oh I throw it all away Like throwing faces at the sky Like throwing arms round Yesterday I stood and stared Wide-eyed in front of you And the face I saw looked back The way I wanted to But I just can't hold my tears away The way you doElise believe I never wanted this I thought this time I'd keep all of my promises I thought you were the girl I always dreamed about But I let the dream go And the promises broke And the make-believe ran out...So Elise It doesn't matter what you say I just can't stay here every yesterday Like keep on acting out the same The way we act out Every way to smile Forget And make-believe we never needed Any more than this Any more than thisAnd every time I try to pick it up Like falling sand As fast as I pick it up It runs away through my clutching hands But there's nothing else I can really do There's nothing else I can really do There's nothing else I can really do At all...
What a Beautiful State We're In.

My Interests

Music.
Art.
Graffiti.
Surrealism.
Movies.
Teleporting...

Movies:

Alejandro Jodorowsky
Quentin Tarantino
Gus Van Sant
Robert Rodriguez
so many films, so many directors...

Television:

=marquee moon.

Books:

Go Ask Alice.
The Perks Of Being a Wallflower.
Fight Club
Survivor

Heroes:

www.recoveryourlife.com
Robert Smith
Richey Edwards
Elliott Smith

My Blog

we all know i cant sleep like this...

so i saw tilly today. even though shes not mine and im not as close to fina as i used to be. its sad, but i guess what happened was meant to. im in a position in life right now that i never thought id...
Posted by A Dave on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 03:40:00 PST

8 full hours of sleep...or not

so i had a thought whilst sitting here on this terribly uncomfortable couch in annas ungodly small apartment.....to be completely honest theres a few thoughts here. im on boise. the night i see the ne...
Posted by A Dave on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 04:10:00 PST

nenenenewyears

im sitting here, watching fido. all last week i wanted to just get smashed tonight. now i dont even feel like doin anything. well actually id rather smoke than drink. fuck. word to alisha, a year ago ...
Posted by A Dave on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 04:55:00 PST

my life

where do i go from here?"in 6 months everyone will be gone"i have nowhere to go.no ones invited me to go with them sooooooo??well, jarrett did.i just dunno about boise.i dont even know if i still wann...
Posted by A Dave on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:24:00 PST

THE STATIC ARE BACK!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOO00000000000...
Posted by A Dave on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 02:39:00 PST

at this point. im just gonna write a bunch of thoughts.

blah, shits confusing.one second i think ive decided something the next im totally lost again.theres only a few people i trust enough to help anymore.blah...i lost a best friend.blah...on a lighter no...
Posted by A Dave on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 12:31:00 PST

new song, lemme know what you think

baby, you left me dryand, tell me, tell me baby whytears fill these blood shot eyesif only we didnt have to say our goodbyeswinter hits this sad town againbound to happen i suppose, my friendbut babe ...
Posted by A Dave on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 07:33:00 PST

lookin up.

ya know, right now i feel fine.i was trashed last night, im sorry if i called you or something, well, sorry if i bothered you. haha i didnt know i could do that ot a bottle of whiskey. i dont feel tha...
Posted by A Dave on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 08:48:00 PST

aww, yea this makes me feel better.

violet me purple teenage thrills the switches wish we has some static action but the camera died :(...
Posted by A Dave on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 08:52:00 PST

new blog?!?!whosawhatnow?!?!

life, life, life. sometimes i wish it had a more...well? humane cure? yea shits good most of the time. i guess. i really shouldnt feel depressed but still every once in a while i do. reasons be a supp...
Posted by A Dave on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:24:00 PST