Lamar

I'm really bad when it comes to these things, I don't like to talk about my self, I don't know how to talk, but I know people always say don't be too serious or emotional write randomly be irrational that means fun to them, well fuck it I'm going to be serious and emotinal too it should be more fun this way, people sometimes like to watch drama, treat me like an actor; please enjoy your stay ! I'm what you call a multicultural person, I came from an Arabian father and a Canadian mother, mother's parents are Scottish and Irish so go figure ! You have the United Nations infront of you, hell yeah but I'm better than the United Nations I sometimes get off my butt and do some action,when I see someone suffer I offer my hands and shoulders ! Alright enough politics, so as you noticed English isn't my first language, not even my second, yup it's my fucking third but sometimes I feel like I'm better than the natives ! I noticed lots of myspacers care about spelling,grammar; me for one I've little to no respect for spelling or grammar,I don't run for a dictionary or a spelling checker to see if my words were so good or looks cool and leet, throw them there and let others figure them out if they care they will understand you if they don't give a crap then that's it at least you didn't waste time and energy for something useless,I sometimes ask my self why we use English as an international language down with Capitalism, down with Imperialism,down with Globalism ! Also honestly do you people think we need a language do we really need to talk ? I mean I feel like all of these things are fakeable and fuckable too, but the language of eyes and body don't lie, aye we can commuincate through eyes/bodies they can't fucking lie, and no I'm not a psycho fuck or some hippie -even though I love this kind of people-, I'm just behind my monitor trying to fill what it called about me ! What do you want to know about me ? you can put the words on my mouth and I will tell you yes, honest ? yes, mature ? yes, funny ? yes, psycho fuck ? may be, hawt ? may be, rich ? may be, or you looking for another passionate bla bla yada yada, like long beach walks while holding hands eh ? you ask anything the answer will be between yes and may be but you wont find "no" when it comes to a good feature, I guess it's the human nature, but you can find out when you get closs enough, there's nothing like that ! like I invented something new DUH ! what on my heart is on my tongue aka I speak my mind, if you rock I'll tell you: you rock, if you sucks I'll say it on your face, way too anti-hypocricy, I've a heart of 12 years old kid and a brain of 70 years old man no kidding I tell you ! I and my frineds always consider me as a good frined, helpfull,supportive, a good lestiner with a heart that enough for all, though I'm always not into serious relationships, I also don't like to live on rainbows where surrounded by what so called love,light,vibrations and rest of this, I've my own rainbow that mixed with good and bad, dark and light, life should be more interesting this way and more realstic, so if you one of those whom like to stay in rainbows and avoid reality then I'm not good for you, as my voice sometimes may wake you up from your dreams, I don't consider my self a smoker I've never bought one I always borrow so it's like five ciggy a day, I also don't drink not even socially but sometimes I do it ! I travel alot more than you can imagine countries I've visited are : Australia,Bahrain,Canada,Cyprus,Egypt,France,Germany,Greece, Italy,India,Irland,Indonesia,Jordan,Kuwait,Lebanon,Libya,Mal aysia,Morocco,Netherlands,NewZealand,Oman,Pakistan,Philippin es,Qatar,Ireland,SaudiArabia,Scotland,Singapore,Syria,Spain, Sudan,Switzerland,Thailand,Tunisia,Turkey, United Arab Emirates,UK,USA,Yemen this lead me to that I always hear bad things about some countries/people/races but I really find the opposite when I see them so don't let your ears absorb all the propaganda out there if you know what I mean ! if you traveling to a country that I visited don't hesitate to contact me I'll be glad to help with anything you need, I'm trying to make a video and a compilation of pictures for the countries I've visited, please check the video in profile but I need to visit more countries before I do that -my pictures used to be open for public but I had to make them private and I've no plan to open them for public view again, so before you send me a message or before you add me try to read please, if you regret adding me then ask and I'll send you a box of calories to cover the cost of your energy pressing the add button- therefore please if your country not listed here I would appreciate if you could contact me, and of course thanks for reading this ! I've been on the internet since 97 or before that if I'm not mistaken I always try to stay away from this kind of sites, specially myspace till I met a psycho fuck on Yahoo, so she was like not emo and not kid on the same time this dosen't mean I'm degrading the emos or the juniors vise versa, so she have a page in here,I thought it's a nice idea to check this out and see how it goes,February 17,2008 ok after being a month in here it seems cool, time consuming though but it's all for good! by the way you can ignore all what I just said up there,only in the second when we are gonna die, we can really know who we were.