The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover]

About Me

I think I'm just going to start writing, because what could describe me better than a stream of consciousness. I think nature has a kind of poetry to it, that everything is either beautiful or destroyed, and religion is the opiate of the masses. You shouldn't eat what you aren't willing to kill, you shouldn't kill what you aren't willing to eat(yes, I am promoting cannibalism). If life isn't worth living, then do something to make it better, there IS always something good happening, no matter how cynical you are. Face the truth, it makes you stronger as a person. Believe in yourself, try not to live in fear. Always love something.
~Aquila Selene
Zack/Xack/Zsak
He is my shoulder to cry on, my helping hand, my lesbian girlfriend, my hero. He is my best friend. I would do anything for him. How our friendship became this strong, I have no idea, but I know its always going to be here. Love forever!
Emily
The closest I can get to describing us, is I love her. I love her with the deepest most sincere meaning of the word.If I want to grow old with anyone,it's her. I would die, kill, sell my soul, anything if it meant she was happy. Forever and always.
Thomas
My other half. My dark king. I've made it through the dark parts of teenage years only because he was there to sit beside me, and walk me through the rain.
Bridget
My Idol, what else can I say.The longer I know her, the stronger my love for her seems to grow. She's one of those friends I can imagine still being here for me 50 years from now =) Love ya Bridget ♥

My Interests

I LIVE FOR CONCERTS!!!!! Acting,Trapeze, Kayaking, Rivers, Planets(especially Saturn), VAMPYRES, Music, Books, the human mind, poetry, sunsets, sunrises, the moon, walking on the beach, guys, girls, night, rain, hope, emotions, birds, snakes, reptiles, the contrast between light and dark, etc...

I'd like to meet:

Evil is a point of view. We are immortal and what we have before us are the rich feasts that conscience cannot appreciate and mortal men cannot know without regret.God kills, and so shall we, indiscriminately. He takes the richest and the poorest, and so shall we, for no creature under God are as we are, none so like him as ourselves. Dark angels, not confined to the limits of hell, but wandering his earth and all it's kingdoms.
Blade, Lestat, Sephiroth, Nova, Sado, Dhampirs, Faeries, Nymphs, Daemons, almost anything fantasy or mythology. I would also like to meet Marylin Monroe, James Dean,Amy Brown, Jason Beam, Barb and JC Hendee, Jennifer Roberson, Jane Lindskold, Edgar A. Poe, and anyone who can take me to the clouds and watch the stars with me.

Music:

Why would I limit myself by making a list?

Movies:

Blade 1 and 3,LOTR 2 and 3, 300, Sin City, The Last Samurai, Hidalgo, War of the Worlds, Mary Poppins, Queen of the Damned, Save the Last Dance, Garden State, Lords of Dogtown, Chicago, V for Vendetta, The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, Fight Club, School of Rock, Finding Neverland, Serenity, 10 Things I Hate About You, Lucky Number Slevin, Heathers, Rebel Without a Cause, Pulp Fiction, Mr.Brooks, Black Snake Moan, Guys and Dolls, Some Like It Hot, Planet Terror.

Television:

Firefly. Bleach.

Books:

These are some of my favorite series, but this only brushes the surface of the books I love...
The Novels of Tiger and Del~Jennifer Roberson
The Chronicles of Blood and Stone~Robert Newcomb
The Noble Dead~Barb & JC Hendee
The Wolf Series~Jane Lindskold

Heroes:

A hero is to much responsibility for any one person to have.

My Blog

Manson Concert

My blog will be nowhere near as long or as indepth as Zacks. I am simply writing this to say it was brilliant and amazing (and I fucking HATE glitter) Highlights of the night: Zacks outfitJeremy got...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:36:00 PST

Lust of Fear

Whispers of torment press against my lipsDreams of desirePassionFireCaught in seduction of cascading hintsI feel like I'm trappedGlass blocks my wayBut hell is freezing overAnd I have so much left to ...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 08:14:00 PST

As Of Yet

To the children who are brokenRaise your heads and speakWith tongues alive and minds afireNone of us are weak. To those who bask in deathWe ask you, turn asideOur hearts have been split enoughSo give ...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:31:00 PST

Shock of a Lifetime

Life has never been this direct for me. I've sen my brother and sister affected by death. I've known people who have moved away and I have never seen. But I have never had to deal with loss directly. ...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 12:21:00 PST

Pheonix

Don't catch the fire in your handsYour so delicate you might just burnLets watch the smoke drift into neverending nightWhile the sparks consume our life...or livesWe fly on broken wingsPheonix in the ...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 08:24:00 PST

I Flashed a Preacher

So, I am guessing you would like to know what this title is about(or,more importantly,what led up to it) As most of you know,on the 23rd I went to a Bleeding Through/Slayer/Manson concert. It was AMAZ...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 09:11:00 PST

Change

So,I'm sitting here,thinking about a few of my friends and realizing,once again,how much everything has changed. Since when has depression become a common emotion ,or lack there of. Since when have st...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 10:56:00 PST

Breathe

Take your hands from my throatI'm suffocatingWrapped to tightly in your armsIts no longer comfortingNo,I don't want to breatheBut I don't want you to take my breath awayI'd like to stand on my own two...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 10:59:00 PST

...I think the only actual love type poem I've ever written...

Lets see in redJust you and ILets wash away the black and whiteWe'll be colorWe'll be hopeWe'll be everythingThe world will learn to cope. So you send a kiss from across the universeI'll find it someh...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 11:00:00 PST

Misconception(short)

Slipping into this sensationIcy cold with revelationAnd all the world is trapped between my handsI'm holding the breath in my lungsWaiting for life to tell me I'm wrongIts not worth itI don't deserve ...
Posted by The Colors of TG[Cyn(icism)s Bitch,Satans Lover] on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 10:23:00 PST