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This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak

Because we all wanna party when the funeral ends, And we all get together when we bury our friends!

About Me

so far I am 24 years. I am completely random and never anything but fun. I am a badass on the outside, but a perfect gentleman on the inside. I am a total party animal and kind of a stereo typical punk.I am VERY intelligent, but I hide it well. I go to the gothic industrial clubs alot like Das Bunker, Perversion, and The Chamber. I love to Stomp and Mosh. I dont have too many gay friends and the ones I do have are not your typical fags. I am very unique and more often than not so are my friends which I spoil ALOT. I am also a slut, a booze hound or a lush as I am told, and a pot head deluxe! 4:20 That may sound horrible, but at least it's honest. Can you say that? ^_^
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Aye Aye Captain! You have the attitude to rule the Seven Seas! You like to take charge in life and consider all of your Crew Members as brothers. Your dreams are as endless as the stars in the sky. You share your booty with the ones you trust...which may only be a few. But when it comes to living, you know how to do it right!
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My Interests

porn...mmm...My talents and interests definately lie within the arts. I love drawing, writing, music, dancing (to industrial music), partying, being the center of attention (who doesnt?), shocking complete strangers, running with scissors,420, SEX (especially combined with 420), and definately going to concerts! and being a stranger with candy. some furry stuff too i guess. PORN!!!!

I'd like to meet:

not you

Music:

ok this is gonna be a long one because music is my specialty I mostly listen to punk, screamo, death rock, post punk, hardcore, NuMetal and industrial but also Jazz and opera and some musicals, indie and post rock, a very minimal Pop so to save me some time I'm listing some bands so you get the idea: My Chemical Romance, DO MAKE SAY THINK, Broken Social Scene, God Speed! You Black Emporer, Terror Fakt, Against Me!, Peter Bjorn and John, Old Manson, The Mars Volta, Berg Sans Nipple, Explosions In The Sky, Straylight Run, AFI, A Silver Mt, Zion, Mogwai, Taking Back Sunday, Misfits, Nine Inch Nails, From First To Last, Ramstein, Radio Head, Evanescence, Linkin Park, combichrist, Queen, Beborn Benton, Save Ferris, NoFX, Guttermouth, Rancid, Betty Blowtorch, Underoath, Thrice, The Used, HIM, Crass, The Germs, Anti-Flag, Snake River Conspiracy, Bad Religon, Billy Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald, VNV Nation, Suicide Commando, Wumpscut, joy Division, KMFDM, Sublime, Switchblade Symphony, Apoptagyma Berzerk, Covenant, Mindless Self-Indulgence, Panic! At the Disco, Animal Collective, I AM GHOST. If I missed anyone I am sorry but I still love you

Movies:

Harry Potter (guilty pleasure, although the books are MUCH better!) BeoWulf! MAY, horror and very few chick flicks, and sometimes classy comedies. I hate slap stick comedy with a passion (this means you jim carry!) Edward Scissorhands, Shortbus, May, Kill Bill, A.I., Rebecca, The Ring, X-Men, Hated lord of the rings I want those 9 hours of my life back! Drop Dead Gorgeous, 6th sense, Porn, Chasing Amy, Dogma (I love satire), hackers, scream, blaire witch 2 (The first one sucked), The craft, suburbia (the original), chicago, Clue, american history x, equlibrium, snatch, fight club, cladestine, pocket, Stepford wives, mean girls, Dirty Love, and many more, just ask man!

Television:

I only watch a few shows: FullMetal Alchemist, South Park, Will & Grace, Futurama, Family Guy, I love Lucy, anything on Adult Swim. Love Anime. Hate game shows a majority of the time. and Music TV stations usually blow big time as well. (DOWN WITH MTV!)

Books:

I love Anne Rice, I have read almost all the vampire novels of course. and Poppy Z. Brite, and Francesca Lia BLock. Stephen King is also a favorite, Michael Chriton is descent. Exquisite Corpse and Memnoch the Devil and Queen of the Damned are my top favorite books. Reading the Illustrated Version of The Davinci Code and Wicked. (I am such an art buff it is disgusting) And I hate to admit it but you are reading this so you might care but if you dissagree I will kick your frickin @$$!!!!! I love the Harry Potter series! AWESOME books!!!!! I love to read. Harry Potter!!!

Heroes:

Davey Havok, lead singer to AFI. Enough said.

My Blog

Things To Hold Dear

Things To Hold DearYou used to be the oneThe most important oneand I held dear to thatYou used to be mine The most important kindand you were precious for thatNow the trust's goneYou're one of the lyi...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 06:44:00 PST

God Is Dead

God is dead. God remains dead. And we have killed him. How shall we, murderers of all murderers, console ourselves? "god? whos that?" "you ever close your eyes and wish and wish and wish for something...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 02:25:00 PST

For The Love of Chaos

Ok kids, i just recentlyy found this. I wrote it right after my familiar gor ran over by a car in Oct. Pay your respects or suffer the enevitable effects of a rebound. For The Love of Chaos   Bil...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 08:51:00 PST

Death Of An Obsession

Tonight shred the gazeof the butterflies that go screaching byas they flash and melt and burnleaving ash at every turnWatching undead hordes become lit as a bright and animated torchthis dream marks t...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Halo Made Of Tin

Halo Made Of Tin (potential song lyrics) When I cut off your clothes rape is not what I meant. Then you shot off your mouth, and made me take you with violence. Then you board off your bedroom...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Armored Glass

Armored GlassSo now it's timeFearful paranoia, if I scare you offAnd you're what I want mostAnd you're what I crave mostSo I cover all my lovers pastA gnarly, vicious, creepy castBut it wouldnt keep y...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Poetry Incantare

AliveThe dark cloud billows and brews within.The darkness envelopes my weakened heart.The innocence within me writhes and screams out for mercy with no resultsThe darkness fuses together with all my s...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Untitled love poem

Untitled love poemLets slit your throatand fill up all your veins with painI had thoughts that I liked your soulBut we'll see if that was a pitiful mistakeLets cut out your tongue and see how many pro...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Collision of Your Kiss

This was for someone I was seeing but they abandonded me. but I still like it so fuck him! The Collision Of Your Kiss Whats their to do at the end of the world but admire eachother? Diligently...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Our Perversion

Standing at the wood floored battle field underneith a beam of blue hallow faces appear with sceptical eyes slowly the vibrating sound grows strength with our defiance then finally it comes time t...
Posted by This Strength Is Born From Heartbreak on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST